made real quick to get it out of my system as usual ^^

What a Waste of a Person

as always a puke bucket of a song, recorded on one track and then cut up to make more layers. It's not clean, not well done, but full of emotions

this track would not exist without Medium Build

(cover art by me in blender, no ai involved)

I Never Learned How To Cartwheel

An old one I never shared with you, bitter like your fingers after peeling an orange.

Latin Orange

Will you offer your flesh to false gods ?
Will you taste it before expiring ?
Will you realize you're just like us ?

Your Flesh Tastes The Same (demo)

Thank you Pinegrove for all the tears I finally shed, after years of holding them in.

[COVER] Need 2 - Pinegrove (Ambient version)

Unfair Assumption

(it's about never being heard, & all the things other people assume about you, never letting you explain, and never believing your truth, then finally leaving)

To be heard in a House

to Be heard in a House

The Virgin's Hunger (alternative ending)

the best song I have ever made, for now ^^

As I'm becoming Undone (demo)

Here is a dark song about parasocial relationships and the need to be noticed by those we place on pedestals. At one point it's not about them, you love because you need it.

To Love Without Being Seen

for Valentine's day

Lyrics (reversed) :
Let me love you like i did
Let me love you
Let me love you like i did
Let me
Let me love you like i did
Let me
Let me
Let me
Let me love you like i did
Let me love you like i did
Let me love you like i did
Let me love you
Let me leave
Let me love you
Let me leave
Let me love you like i did

Let Me Love You

[COVER] Mitski - Class Of 2013 (acapella)

i recorded some birds and thought of a friend, we only crossed path once but their aura is something else that's for sure

Litsitsirupa (Demo)

I have a staircase in my building and I must scream.

Staircase 1

Crying about death again,  Not because I fear it, or because I never want to pass, but because of the ambivalence I feel for it. I craved it for so long, living felt like the ride home with the perfect snack in the trunk, I wanted to rush it all.  And then someday, I don’t even know when, it became something else. Life became the thing I craved. And what a life full of love and hope and light that comes from within ! So many tears of joy and pain ! How many days of grief and remembrance ! How precious it is to be here with all of you !  What a life I hope ends with the best bite !  There is no rush.

my need to rush it all (demo)

one track to send you in the astral plane

Silence Can't Be Your Answer

One Too Many (demo)

you would be 71 if you weren't forever 64

Low Prices On Grief (WIP)

words never said (demo)

will warmth ever fade (demo)

compelled to make this after listening to the last Ethel Cain song

maybe it was you in the crowd - loop demo

dancing and writing and singing and hugging your self together 

how to avoid a shutdown - loop demo

and then i get
a brand new body
nothing perfect
nothing absurd
and then i will
with this new body
always protect
always forward
how do you live with yourself
trying to be somebody else
than the one you are inside
will you let your self die

A Brand New Body (demo)

i want to see snow
some day
give me something white
and so cold
don't forget
touch me
in the end

will warmth ever fade

og I erehwyreve gnoleb I ebyaM
hguone si flesym gniyarteb ton tsuj ebyaM
edaf ot niap eht roF
teiuq ot eciov eht roF
edisbus ot mrots eht roF
hguor si flesym gnitpecca tsuj ton ebyaM

maybe i belong

it's inside and it'll never leave you, if you love it it'll take the shape you need

an old simulacra nestled in you

the void had something to say - loop

the sky is always there for you, the clouds are only passing through

Mistral - cloud chasing wind

I put some compression on the beat, let me know if you think it's too much.

Philantrope Mal Aimé - No Lyrics

i think it's less harsh on the ears now, also added some vocals to make it wider, please tell me if i succeeded

Mistral - cloud chasing wind - SOFTER

From nothing, we grow old, and we’re seen clasping nothing in our hands, like it’s everything we have.

clasping hands and nothing to grab (demo)

everything is made with vocals I made and noises I recorded

NOLI TIMERE INANE

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