Night Bus - Gabrielle Aplin | edited by me

night bus

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KETA, 15 November 2025:

I didn’t sleep tonight.
Fire wouldn’t let me.

It started as a sting behind my ribs —
that old heat rising again, the one that never asks for permission.
So I walked out into the dark, barefoot, breathing smoke that wasn’t there.
Some nights the world feels too small for my pulse.
Tonight was one of them.

I thought about all the softness I threw away,
all the hands I didn’t take,
all the tenderness I burned before it could touch me.
And I felt… clean.
Strange how truth tastes sharper in the dark.

The song came back to me like a shadow whispering in my ear:
And I enjoy, I enjoy like the devil.
It feels so clean — no empathy.
It feels so right — no agony.

I sang it again — low, raw, my throat turning to embers.
And something answered.
Not a voice… more like a heat that recognised me.

Maybe hell is not a place.
Maybe it’s just the moment you finally stop apologising
for the fire you carry.

Tonight I let the flames rise.
Tonight I let my own darkness look me in the eye.
And I didn’t turn away.

This is my sweetest fire.
And I walk into it willingly.

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