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FULL LYRICS:

Track one - Before I overdose

I’ve gotta make it to her bedroom 
before I overdose
I’ve gotta make it to her bedroom
I guess my heart was all alone

my bby know I think about dying 	
I’m all tied up shine bright like diamonds 
when I rise up I hear angels crying
and when its too much I’m so self-violent 

I’ve gotta make it to her bedroom 
before I overdose…

Ion even wana breathe anymore
Im blacked out with the reaper knocking on my door
two slit wrists and a heart that’s torn 
but I want you on my arm till I’m gone 

bby would fuck me till I’m numb
bby would you say its what’s you want
bby be the bullet in my gun 
and blow my fucking brains out for fun


Track Two - If I died today

feel like if I died today
I would die happy
feel like I could stop the rain
feel like I could see again

when I’m taking in the rays
sunshine flickers off my blade
know that I can’t stay the same
know that I can’t fucking change 

but promised my mum I won’t let her down 
I promised my mum I would make her proud 

so I flew out to Stockholm 
ripped jeans, macbook and a microphone 
ion even know when I’m fucking coming home
my bby worry when I’m all up on my fucking own 

my mind runs till I don’t know where I’m fucking going
weak lungs, tight chest, broke backbone 
take a whole tray but I don’t condone
getting head while a where my fucking headphones

you know I worry till I feel it in my stomach
you know I wake up and feel like nothing
you know the pain make me feeling like cutting
got a bloodstained blade that don’t come up in discussion 

you know the pain make me feel nothing
got a blood stained blade that don’t come up in discussion 

it don’t come up in discussion
bby know I feel nothing….

Cause I took too many pills again
I took too many pills… 

feel like if I died today
I would die happy
feel like I could stop the rain
feel like I could see again

when I’m taking in the rays
sunshine flickers off my blade
know that I can’t stay the same
know that I can’t fucking change 


Outro - Cracked Heart (composer - Yann Tiersen. Piece - comptine d'un autre ete, l'apres midi)

LYRICS:

Cage girl: (Harmony/Piano)

Lil Sedative:

cracked heart like my iphone screen
only found in the cold I’ve been
slow it down when I take codeine
say they know it but they don’t know me x 2

Cage girl: (Harmony)

Lil Sedative:

cracked heart like my iphone screen
only found in the cold I’ve been
slow it down when I take codeine
say they know it but they don’t know me

♥︎  ♥︎  ♥︎

GLUM EP w/ tothegood & oilcolor

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LYRICS:

I've been waking upto voices calling out to me
its plain and simple I can't avoid it girl its meant to be

so call me on your cellphone when you get off
I've been trying so hard yet its not enough
Ima blow my brains out turn me into dust
written on my gravestone slit wrist syndicut 

then I said goodbye x 2

meet me on the otherside 
bby its gon be alright 
might have gave you butterflies
you were scared but so was I

took my time and learnt my lines
bleeding hearts and empty eyes
ripped apart and made to cry
then came march I said goodbye
 
meet me on the otherside 
bby its gon be alright 
I know you had gave you butterflies
you were scared but so was I

took my time, learnt my lines
bleeding hearts, empty eyes
ripped apart, made to cry
then came march I said goodbye

I said goodbye x 2

goodbye (prod. kuroime)

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thank you all for any support, love u family

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lyrics:

supachefm

i keep fighting i keep hiding all the pressure
hide behind a mask to coincide with all the extras!
cut my ties
lye me on the stretcher
finding my own time always fighting for an extra bit

im heaven sent
goes up my nose now im hella bent
i show my ass cause my pants dont fit
i lost my shit never making sense

why try
when my heart is where my head is
blindsides
the emotions and the feelings
i find
never had a different angle
i tried

to break the cycle
and shake the surface
i told my parents why they never earned it
you need a little bit of psycho to be perfect
i spend my earnings
you never earned it
______________________________________________

guardin

and i think that i
have got one too many things inside my mind
i'm alone but you're here like all the time
all the memories we shared never die 
this room is a chamber of sin
swallowing terror my nightmares will win
i'm falling asleep with a bottle of gin
my heart beat is steady but my skin is thin
______________________________________________

the only way you can make me crazy is by doing something crazy yourself
[Silver Linings Playbook]

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little bit of psycho (feat. supachefm & guardin)

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No Gold

vocal mix - https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Reset 
All the thoughts that she left 
I can’t even care less
Or maybe I do 
But you don’t see it 

Pretend
Like I’m moving on and 
I just seem so distant 
I don’t wanna go 
But you don’t know
Yeah you don’t 

I just wanna die 
I just wanna die in your arms 
You don’t wanna fight 
You don’t wanna fight anymore 
I just wanna die 
I just wanna die in your arms 

Wasting all my time 
I hear your voice still in my mind
And it gets worse at night 
You don’t wanna see it 

How I can move on when I still see you when I’m sleeping 
And I try to block it out like 
Is it real or am I dreaming at all
And I swear it all gets worse
And it’s just what I deserve 
I deserve

die in your arms

Forget [Prod. Jay Vee]

you're too emotional, you care too much, game over

thank you all so much for any support, lyrics down below <3

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lyrics:

felt like your silhouette was charming
i caught you staring at me
your pretty smile. got me excited, what an awkward silence
i believe that i wasnt sleeping when all of this happened

mad party, rooftop,  stars shine bright at midnight
full bottle of white wine im tryna get my mood right
crowded house it's better outside, feeling like im outside my mind
i went down to the lakeside, thats how we met the first time

heart raced, time stopped.
we both fucked up, drunk talk
even if you didnt say too much 
your eyes would say a lot

now i'm at the same spot trying to 
figure out what happened 
and i wish i could go back
it was the first meet and it was the last meet

she made me feel like i didnt want to be sad, now i wanna
i played with my eyes closed, guess who won it
you're too emotional, you care too much, game over (x2)

first meet, last meet. [prod. tothegood]

Produced by Jay Vee
Mixed by Brody

Thank you to Captain Sad himself for the amazing verse. I love you brother.

Patience

Patience (Ft. Yesterday)

something fit for summer
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samples an old Caesura song I love ‘Say Hello’

free download

kms & harvest - clover field

prod. https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

lyrics: 

Do you really see it that way 
All will fade again 
I ain't even seeing straight 
I've got you running through my brain

And I wondered how it'd last 
We saw each other through the glass
I was there on the otherside 
I was there in another life 

I wana do it right 
I wana do it right 

But I don't know how 
Put me in the ground 
I can't figure this out 
I been drowned in the doubt
I been drowned in the doubt
I been drowned in the doubt

They take it away 
Just show me the way 
Run away from the pain 
And I'll take the chase 

And all the secrets that I hold 
I can hear there echoes 

I wonder why you say that way 
Cause I been in a fucking bad state 
I been speeding down a highway 
Ima cut my brakes 
Ima cut my brakes 
Ima cut my brakes

cut my brakes (prod. tothegood)

NOTHING MATTERS IN THE END EP 
OUT FRIDAY 27TH DECEMBER

lyrics ~
it's inside me
i'm blinded
i put myself first and lost you
awaiting
my patience thinning now

and i'm turning
yeah drifting so far away
i'm burning
yeah take me to another place

cos i don't feel like this 
i don't wanna die yet
i been thinking so hard to get
out my head now
i don't feel the way i used to
but that don't matter yeah at all to you

cos girl you're my ecstasy oh
a different side of me oh

girl let's take this all the way
yeah love ain't love without a little pain
but you like to play these games
that leave me lost bounded in these chains
reactions that i'm giving don't match your style
you said it'd be fun for a little while
but when is it something that i've agreed to
saying that you're sorry and you didn't mean to

cos i don't feel like this 
i don't wanna die yet
i been thinking so hard to get
out my head now
i don't feel the way i used to
but that don't matter yeah at all to you

cos girl you're my ecstasy oh
a different side of me oh
cos girl you're my ecstasy oh
a different side of me oh

PRE-SAVE THE EP

ECSTASY PT.2

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lyrics: 

She wants to go to mars with me 
But I’m lost on earth inside a pharmacy 

Destroy something beautiful totally 
Feeling youthful yeah I used to be 
I’m aching to the bone 
The planets in your dreams explode 

Time moves faster within a black hole
I’m here just to give my nightmares a home 
Yeah I’m tongue tied slumped with a broke backbone
I’d rather get in the spaceship than go back home

Somewhere in the universe that is my mind 
Somewhere in the universe I’ll find… 

The other side that I can break through 
Lay awake at night you don’t see my view 
Leave it all behind, can’t look back if you want too
See it in your eyes 

The stars are around you 
Yeah the stars are around 
The stars are around you 
Yeah the stars are around 

She wants to go to mars with me 
But I’m lost on earth inside a pharmacy 

Destroy something beautiful totally 
Feeling youthful yeah I used to be 
Now I’m aching to the bone 
And the planets in your dreams explode 

Time moves faster within a black hole
I’m here just to give my nightmares a home

♡ full album ♡

Destroy Beauty (prod. IOF)

cutting ties like a weight lifted off my chest
wanna breathe again
nights laid without the air
one too many~
no not ever, again~

closing in like the room
start to panic again
time gets here sooner
than id everd imagined
cause id always hoped for
an easy way out

fk that mirror
i cant sit here idly by
and watch myself burn
but the way things look rn
cant help but be left with
little hope for the future

lower your weapons
cause ill just surrender again
when it gets hard
just wanna crawl out my skin
cause i know that its a sinking ship now

closing in like the room
start to panic again
time gets here sooner
than id everd imagined
cause id always hoped for
an easy way out

fk that mirror
i cant sit here idly by
and watch myself burn
but the way things look rn
cant help but be left with
little hope for the future

lower your weapons
cause ill just surrender again
when it gets hard
just wanna crawl out my skin
cause i know that its a sinking ship now

surrender [p. ivy leaguer]

miss the way that things~
used to be cause
rather be oblivious
than be cynical 
its so pitiful
to admit
to admit that ooo~
wont admit that, wont admit that
im too weak
to do this on my own~

no ones listening~
they can talk
but its just for show
and this scene has
carried on for
far too long
can those curtains just close~
wishing on stars
like the gods have betrayed me
and ask for forgiveness
but still wont forgive myself~
never will never will

dont look in that mirror
if you cant be honest
with what you see
when the lights out
what kind of person are you?
does it matter?
doesnt matter no more
no it doesnt~
and i dont need
someone saying does~

no ones listening~
they can talk
but its just for show
and this scene has
carried on for
far too long
can those curtains just close~
wishing on stars
like the gods have betrayed me
and ask for forgiveness
but still wont forgive myself~
never will never will

ye i saw that scene just play
over and over
the closer i get to the edge
the close i get to the end~

no ones out there [p. lqbeats]

ฬђคtςђย кภ๏ฬ ๒๏ยt คll א๏ยг Ŧгเєภ๔ร tђคt א๏ย คlฬคאร tคlк t๏?...

(This is probably the last single before I begin to release work from "Past the Stars")
Written by: @itsyungvan
Mix/Master: @sinxi
Production: @remghost
art by: @scottysplash

Lyrics-

Whatchu know bout, whatchu know bout this?
I have an urge inside my head I can't resist
yeah, It's been there since I was a kid
I just told my self that it doesn't exist
Whatchu know bout, whatchu know bout this?
I have an urge inside my head I can't resist
yeah, It's been there since I was a kid
I just told my self that it doesn't exist

Whatchu know bout that?
Whatchu know bout who?
Whatchu know bout all your friends that you always talk to?
Oh it's only school
Oh we all have time
at any moment you could fall, fall, fall, fall, fall, Down
There's no help that's coming cause you can't get off of the ground
I don't want to sound narcissistic but I don't know how

Whatchu know bout, whatchu know bout this?
I have an urge inside my head I can't resist
yeah, It's been there since I was a kid
I just told my self that it doesn't exist
Whatchu know bout, whatchu know bout this?
I have an urge inside my head I can't resist
yeah, It's been there since I was a kid
I just told my self that it doesn't exist

Words can't break me, you can't heal me
Words can't break me, you can't heal me
Words can't break me, you can't heal me
Words can't break me, you can't heal me

Whatchu know bout, whatchu know bout this?
I have an urge inside my head I can't resist
yeah, It's been there since I was a kid
I just told my self that it doesn't exist
Whatchu know bout, whatchu know bout this?
I have an urge inside my head I can't resist
yeah, It's been there since I was a kid
I just told my self that it doesn't exist

Whatchu Know

Whatchu Know (Prod. Remghost)

https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

lyrics:

I look at the stars for guidance 
sat together but we stayed in silence
feeling better baby fuck the prices 
I know it hurts but I guess we try this 

I'm dipping out cause this life's a crisis
How I felt exposed to violence
Can't return till I'm feeling righteous 
It's a risk and I'm rolling dices

running in my bloodstream
I've been swimming upstream 
I was gonna get clean 
and then you went and left me 

falling for me hard 
she can see my scars
went and drove that car 
straight through your heart 

got my hands on bars 
I think I'm avatar 
I might just fly afar 
and then disembark 

the light is closing in 
I guess that's Sweden 
garden of Eden 
would you let me in 

my bodies wearing thin
i'll admit my sins
I might just sleep in 
I'm self-preventing

bloodstream (prod. tothegood)

LOVEONLINE - WHERE THE WAVES BREAK FT SINXI (@NEGATIVE ZERO)

lyrics ~

whys everything so different now~
so different now~
its all just blending an oil painting
melting together like distant sunsets
whys no one ever stick around~
everyone moves different now~
stick to myself like id rather
never let anyone else down ever again no

we've been here b4
stories never finished
listen to the pages flippin back n forth now
guess thats how it goes
in another world
fall asleep ignoring all the nonsense

no dont care~
i could run away 4 days
turn to months then to years in a blink
always sleepin till the days gone
you get what you pay 4
dont ever try to scared of that letdown
never done enough to be proud of myself~
looking at photos like a mirrored past to
try to remember who that person was~

time made me bitter~

whys everything so different now~
so different now~
its all just blending an oil painting
melting together like distant sunsets
whys no one ever stick around~
everyone moves different now~
stick to myself like id rather
never let anyone else down ever again no

we've been here b4
stories never finished
listen to the pages flippin back n forth now
guess thats how it goes
in another world
fall asleep ignoring all the nonsense

oil spill [p. wellfed]

lyrics:

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight
i put on my forces and i walk into the night
pink diamonds in my blunt its like my body flying kites
i see the village from the mountains looking down like what a site
gods ascend from clouds and then were saved or left to die
i guess no one understands me
i fill myself schedule to hide to pain of feeling empty
i got demons on my shoulders sweating buckets tryna tempt me
but they cant get through
in my experience on earth at least ive dealt with more than plenty

it happens every time
it snows
i just wanna get it right
i think i might mold to my home
and im happy with the life
but when im dead
will i know
im excited for the ride
touch my hands and theyre ice cold
im excited for the ride

icy
baby are u human had to tell her that i might be
least when she found out she couldnt tell me i was lying
if i told you everything ud look at me like mind freak
half way cross the universe the fuckers wanna fight me
i just push my pedal down and pull it up
i fold up my landing gear and drop the clutch
baby im from 20 fucking  million miles away 
and you aint even thanking me for showing up

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

❄️

Volemeow