one day it'll get better

thank you for everything <3

waiting songs

thank you to all my friends and everyone who listens to my music
love you forever

cover @nessiana

seabound

Placeholder > out now via HHP <3

Drive like an idiot

optimist

lapse

the second and final single from my third album

music video OUT NOW: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eg7pmRWrWWo

lyrics:
thousand mile towers stand in every direction
alone in rejection, i need your attention
cause i'm shaking back and forth
on the edge of crumbling, i feel myself crumbling
and what's it like to be happy for more than two days?
i'll never be like you, why the hell was i born this way?
and now i'm locked in with my thoughts
with numbness setting in, and irritated skin

i feel so cold here in this void of mine
i just need you to hold me to the end of time
i'm nothing without you here
i'm nothing without you here

no signal

vines

cutoff

sanctuary VIP

cognition

floating station

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circuitry

@volantmusic @integratunes
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@volantmusic @integratunes

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volant x integra - reality (remix)

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relentless (6m mix)

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thank you for listening :)
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look me in my eyes
and tell me, what do you see?
a monster on a warpath
killing everything that he sees
i'm just like you
at least i wanna be
but you're blaming me for something
that i could never be

i don't wanna hear another word about my descent
unless you wanna help the fight
i'd rather sit here in silence
feel free to fan the flames
cause i'm fine here alone with my friends
one day we'll win the game
till then i'm happy in silence

look me up and down
as i walk throughout the store
i barely feel like a human
racing for the nearest door
you act like i'll replace you
you think that i should die
but you aren't going anywhere
and neither am i

buy here

happy in silence

i can't stomach
the thought of losing you to the sea
though we had just met
it's time to pack it up and leave
nothing's as it seems
when i'm drowning in my bed
i love you but it's time to get the fuck out of my head

lost in the sea of my memories
i'll leave you floating down the river
and if you wanna know where she's going now
this is the only time you'll see her

i still see your face
drifting in my dreams
it's been so long
why can't you just leave?
and those who come and go
have a story or two to tell
it was nice to have known you
before i bid farewell

(so come get lost with me in the sea
before you vanish for a lifetime
so come get lost with me in the crowd
and have an adventure of a lifetime)

lost creek

you are my home
my everything
but you drive me away
i tend to find myself lost in you
but i could never stay

you're cracking at the seams
we know this won't last
you never wanted to change
wouldn't you rather stay within the past?

you're lovely on the outside
you're toxic on the inside
i want to love you more
the structure is decaying
your heart and lungs are failing
i wish i loved you more

you hate who i've become
you hate who i am

coalfields

reply for @alias_hallow
sending for @moreovermedia @oncill @fluxemusic @imkelbin @kinoteki

reworked an old unfinished polar demo :) 
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azure <!> TRANS PRIDE WAR DUB

full album "waiting songs" out november 4th
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i saw my house become a jail
while everyone went off the rails
was i destined to be alone?
the exit path is overgrown

all i want is a normal life
i'm rotting away and wasting time

sometimes i daydream of what could've been
it could be so simple, i would never stay in
we could run through the forest, or up 32
and stop to see the windmills, just me and you

i can't help but think of what we could've done
while i keep on throwing my party of one
we could be something special, but it always falls through
it could be so simple
just me and you

chlorine

oh, another reminder of you
oh, i've nothing left to lose
oh, i've never felt this low
oh, i'm one with the overflow

wash me away
until the morning comes
i'll leave this place
until i see the sun

wash me away

wash me away

i lost myself in the scenery
of shopping malls and streetlights
an empty parking lot
to scream and shout in the dead of night
the sirens come and go
the static rages on
holding on by a thread
waiting till we're gone

i don't know where i am
i don't know where i'm going
i don't know what you mean
i don't know what this means

(counting down the days till you leave me
leave me in the dust)

on and on

samples/interpolates "empathy" by @lapsihymy

lie awake at 1 am
i wander through the sea
and it's high time
i realise what you've done to me

i can't stand the sight of you
or the face you hide behind
but it's too hard to keep you out of mind

you only want me to take you to the clouds
you only want me to make your bedroom loud

so show a little empathy
pretend that you care
it almost feels like the two of us
was nothing but a dare
so throw me off to the wayside
i'm happy where i stand
i'll find a better place to hide
i'll draw my lines in the sand

i hope you're listening.

wayside

made in part during all nighter vol 7 :)
thank you to @whatthepup for arrangement help

i've waited forever for this
but there's still something missing
i know i'm happier like this
but i still find myself wishing

gone without a ticket
gone without a trace
i'll make it up to new york
with an empty suitcase

i'm glad to have known you
i'm happy to be here
one day i'll be better than this
even if it takes years

departures

out now on hypertrance vol 2!!!
thank you to nobonus for visuals and @vlams1 for mixing help

BUY HT 2

through the forest // HYPERTRANCE vol.2

and i'll wander
into a house
where everyone who loves me
is somewhere outside
and i'll freeze up
on the porch
where the fields laid out in front of me
start to lose their light
and i'll stare out
into the distance
where we had once walked down
a worn out path
and i'll wonder
forever more
where i went wrong

parachutes

soundscape festival

why the hell would i spend a second more in this place
time will tell if i'll leave you the smallest trace
come and see what waits for you behind these walls
i'll be free when i lose all my reasons to call

so tell me you're happy
sitting in your rocking chair
night after night you just stare
at the men on the wall
losing their religion
while the clock ticks away from the kitchen
so tell me it's fine
to stay in your corner of the world
till the day you die
do you wonder where the time went?
do you regret how your time was spent?

well i'll be
lost in the sea
endlessly searching
for something more than this

and you wouldn't know anything else
even if it broke your door
and i'd rather be anywhere else
cause i want something more

anywhere that i can find something more

something more

Speakers on max
I can't hear a single word in my head
Dwell on the past
Will it be okay when we hit the bed?
Stuck on your phone
Gazing at flashing lights and colors
Left on my own
What do I do to make you see?

Honey, we're flying a hundred an hour
Honey, you're swerving out of your lane
Honey, you leave a taste so sour
Honey, I don't know what I have to gain anymore, anymore

I can't hear a thing
You can't feel a thing

Everyone is waiting
In a room upstairs
What are you waiting for?
Won't you go up there?

We are proud of you

today was a rainy overcast day
the one time the sun came out and shined right in my face was while i was writing this song

i take it as a sign that you all are still here

Year of the ghost

Celebrating 5 years of The Half Heart Project, COLLECTION: ANNIVERSARY showcases names of new and old as a part of a tribute for the label's anniversary.

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voxkai - Placeholder

our submission to all nighter vol. 9 :) 

voxkai - production, vocals, artwork
like oxygen - vocals
nessiana - lyrics, vocals, additional production
inlanders - backing vocals

upended (feat. orb pondering club)

@jedwill1999 @camouflybeats go follow them
listen to the original too its so good https://soundcloud.com/jedwill1999/jedwill-garden-prod-camoufly

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