https://open.spotify.com/track/4i3j0kJxd1dcP0ByuGYAQv?si=x8kzoQT7RL2YcylzkcEkOA

short one : )
prod. hajdove dobroty

tipsy on your love 
i know its you
i could sit & daydream ab you for hours
i could carve our names
in the sand in the summer

give me some time to breathe
i'm drownin' in your love
whats a better thing than spending all my time with you?

i know i've got my eyes on you, i do
head over heels for you oh love, it's true
i'd rather spend everyday with you
theres not a single thing i'd change about you

daydream

got nothing better to do so ill sit here and make another song 
i got no weed left in my bag so i cant even go and hit my bong :(
i feel soooooooo aloneeeeee and it makes meee wanna fuckin die 
it sux being antisocial why am i alwayysssss inside

got nothing better to do

tenth song ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

lyrics:
on the big screen
i want you to know it was DIY
it was just me
one person killing like a suicide (one)
do you miss me?
will you think about til the day i die (i hope you do)
now im busy
remember how i woulda always made you time?
(cut all my plans for you)
and i hate when you would say my name
(cut off my friends for you)
i had to cover up my face
(i woulda died for you)
i hate how you would change your ways
(i woulda died for you)
i had to cover up my face
i had to keep it out that place
i had to keep it all away
you were my easiest mistake
(you were my easiest mistake)

so i'll bite my tongue
you said its a lot for you
but i was the one
and i woulda died for you
remember that song?
but now you just lie to me
you do it for fun
(you did it for fun, but where is the fun?)

on the big screen
i want you to know it was DIY
it was just me
one person killing like a suicide (one)
do you miss me?
will you think about til the day i die (i hope you do)
now im busy
remember how i woulda always made you time?
(cut all my plans for you)
and i hate when you would say my name
(cut off my friends for you)
i had to cover up my face
(i woulda died for you)
i hate how you would change your ways
(i woulda died for you)
i had to cover up my face
i had to keep it out that place
i had to keep it all away
you were my easiest mistake
(you were my easiest mistake)
(and i'll bite my tongue)
(i did it a lot for you)
(thought you were the one)
(thought you were the one)
(guess you're not the one)

do it yourself (prod. tsul)

[self prod]
I don’t know
What to do
I’ll ask you
“Say what’s true”

Well tears are blue
My tears are blue
And my tears are blue
And my tears are blue

Don’t leave too soon
Cause I need you
Or I’ll be
Back In Blue
Back In Blue
Back In Blue
Back In Blue

I need you
Calling you
Calling you
Calling you
I need you
Back In Blue
Back In Blue
Back In Blue

Back In Blue
Back In Blue
Back In Blue
Back In Blue

Back In Blue (prod. yora)

do you rlly love me? is it true?

prod me

i wasnt tryna make a scene
but you keep yelling while you leave
this is everything to me
this is everything to me
ill keep my head up for one more day
i hope hes treating you better I want you to be safe
and i cant stand the weather rain ruined my day
and i wish we were together but its never the same

september 20th

@revivle
aaaah ohhh
its all that i have
its all that i am
this love in my hands
cause i hate to see u cry
hate it when u lie to me
i dont wanna knoww 
what u do when youre alone

i feel u crawling in my skin
crawling in my skin i feel you
id do it all again i dont want it to stop
dont let me go i still need you
i know how u r ur so see through

aaaaaghhhhhhhhh
aaahghh oh
its all that i have
its all that i am
this love in my hands
cause i hate to see u cry
hate it when u lie to me
i dont wanna knoww 
what u do when youre alone

i still need you (songwars song)

mistakes

where u wanna go
i can take you there
lose all that you have
cus life ain’t fair
what a waste of my time
i knew u didn’t care

u were waiting to get rid of me
rolling up a 3.5 it ain’t shit to me
i think that im losing my mind i need a minute pls
im so fucked up in the head i wanna go to sleep

you cut right into me
and exposed my wounds so they can all see
i dnt wanna b nobody else but me
rock a cowboy hat wit my texas tea
feel my stomach drop when u text me

no i cant no i cant go thru this again 
it’ll nvr be the same no u don’t understand
ima fuckin whip it up in a pot and a pan
u done killed it off u got blood on ur hands

u tryna tell me what to do
u tryna tell me how to feel
don’t shit matter not to u
back when i was on the pills
i was struggling fr
tryna forget bout u
i was doing everything to shut off my brain
not too long ago i lost it n went insane
tryna tell me it’s alright and i can’t complain
i could never think abt u in a bad way
like it took me too long to make it all go away

and there’s nothing u can say
im not gonna let u lie to my face
held me back like get the fuck out my way

thats jus how it is

everything including cover art by me 
all plats 12/5/25
https://hermatize702.bandcamp.com/track/missinghalfmybrain

bandcamp

missinghalfmybrain (prod me)

A rough demo from my second mixtape – dark, honest, and straight from the middle of the breakdown. This joint is me facing the days where I feel numb, stuck in comparison, praying every second just to stay here. If you’ve ever felt like you did everything “right” and still failed, this is for you.

Raw demo about feeling everything, suppressing it, numbing out, and being scared of what the world has turned me into. Not just the highlights — this is the ugly, honest side.

mistakes

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