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instrumental: wing
original: lucy rose (released 2013)

my first upload and literally so fucking painful for me to listen to. but i won't delete. this is here to serve as a beginning marker to inspire growth for myself and others

shiver (lucy rose cover) / first upload.

collaboration avec flora blu
instrumental: tomppabeats
original: doris day's "again" circa 1949

just a little 
just a little 
snowy tickle 
for the nasal

i don't think you're in the navy
you just like to dress in camo

saw your wife, she looked like royalty
somehow she can't buy your loyalty
she bought diamonds, she has dresses

it's almost seven
mister
where is your mistress?

vegass - prod. vsfjl x flora blü

produced by @mvzonik
original lyrics by @lilmallrat

you go around
you don't make a sound
you just wait to be found

everyone talks nicely
but i don't think they like me
cus when they go out they never invite me

maybe i'm too quiet
should i try and fight it?
i just need someone to sit beside in silence

everyone talks nicely
but i don't think they like me
cus when they go out they never invite me

you are like no one else

4:21 - prod. mvzonik

original is by claire cottrill 
this is our lil interpretation of her song.

vocals: vsfjl
guitar: aly darwish

pink flowers grow from my skin
through blood, sweat, and tears, i grin.

bloody bubble gums (clairo cover)

thank you to @mvzonik for the production
an interpretation of a @jahriia original. merci @luuul for the beat.

mulberry silk (jahriia cover) - prod. mvzonik

thank you @mvzonik for the production <3
feat. anne sexton's "for my lover, returning to his wife"


i ran away
i came to you
you had more than enough to say

i lost my family
[in the rubble and the flames]
i’m all alone with nobody to hold

you’ve got the noose
the one that’ll hang me across the city blues

and i don’t know what you’ll do 
with the power that i gave you
i just wanted to save you

lost p222

lost - prod. mvzonik

I wrote this, finished mixing, and uploaded it all in one night/by the very early morning of my flight to Canada. My flight was to Ottawa to see an old friend who shortly after was no longer in my life. I continued my journey to other cities in eastern Canada, only to return five years older. My memories and people attached to the inception of this track remain.

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The only way out is right through
Experience the gloom
Hold your emotion in the palm of your hands 
Let your heart spill out into liquid truth
Don't be afraid
What others make of it
Because you're living for you
This is your truth
This is your truth

And hate runs through my blood
Well my tongue was in love
But my heart was left above
I’ve got to be leaving now
I thought I’d never be shot down
But girl I’m black and blue
So beaten down for you
Well I’m fucking beaten down in bloom

I hope you find your truth
I hope your flowers bloom

✧ Out Getting Ribs ｡°✩ ✮ (king krule cover)

written by: imogen jennifer heap
visual: vine

wawawa (hide and seek - imogen heap cover)

wanna hear something real sweet from you
something you'll never repeat to anyone new

hUh?!
выйди из туалета.

sweetz

my version of pain by numinous (@numinousmusic-ca)

between your body and my brain
we’re falling apart
and i don’t think i can take
it anymore

this pain is wearing me down
waiting for you 
to come around
but i don’t think you’re going to

i can’t think clear
fog clouds my mind
if i could take your hurt
i would make it my own

help you calm those tired bones

this pain is wearing me down
nothing lasts forever
so just lay with me for now
and we’ll make it 
through the winter
somehow

produced by: vsfjl
visual: a meme