2nd song 

if ur reading this rn, i appreciate u lots. big thanks to vomit (aries) bc she motivated me to make a song after 2 months. i probably wouldn't even have made this without her. 

thanks to yoku for hyping me up and doing his verse within half an hour. and i still got carried. hype him up he deserves it 🙏🏻. ALSO THANK U YOKU FOR THE COVER PIC. 

thankful for my online friends who constantly supports me & hype up my music. & the irls who actually listen to my stuff. ilysm. 

> "val we've talked about this." tag - Agent Vomit https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/4uV39oS1tQGRSoCi9

> yoku - https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/S7kBXtap8PFoevYZ6

> mixed by (ngl idk, yoku sent me his mixed vocals and i did the rest, swagger) 
> written by val & yoku
> prod by aspect

> lyrics :

val : 
is this real or fiction 
now it's growing on me like (an) addiction 
if i get another like 10 more wishes 
i just hope ur not that distant (distant) 

this feeling's like a fantasy (like a fantasy) 
do u know that u mean everything to me
say that u won't ever leave me please
because u have no idea what u do to me (u have no idea what u do to me) 

i hope you're not lost
i know one day our paths will be crossed
but i feel like
you're better off without me 

yoku :
baby u don't know what you're missing
late nights holding hands remember us kissing? 
fake love and (? idk man he ain't send me his lyrics) shouldn't reminisce it 
i just wanna feel the same 
i think that u know

in the shows
i just wish that you know 
conversations were slow 
i was just so alone 
u still smell like my cologne 
u said "just leave me alone" 
it's just so hard im sorry (sorry) 

val :
hold my hand for the night
maybe after dinner we could go for a drive 
tell me what u feel u don't gotta hide
watch the stars until its midnight (night) 

this song's about u
i think too much and that's not new (not new) 
do u ever think about me like I do (this song's ab u) 
times up i think that's my cue

yoku :
these feelings i should deny 
but when u look in my eyes 
i say the things that come to mind 
(come to mind) 

val :
(is this real or fiction 
now it's growing on me like (an) addiction 
if i get another like 10 more wishes 
i just hope ur not that distant) 


living in a dream w/yoku [p. aspect]

shoutout to the ones who've always been supporting me since forever. please stop calling me an egirl. shoutout ollmi, krystal, alruna, bolboi, skelly, rachel, ari, cass & everyone listening to this rn. 

>mixed by ninoo (hit him up his mixes are cheap) 
>written by me 
>prod siemspark & yungspoiler
>TAG ME ON IG PLEASE CUZ I WANNA REPOST OR IF U WANNA TALK MY IG IS @ valberri3 AND MY DISCORD IS val.#8301 

contact ninoo! 
-discord : Ninoo#0877
-sc : https://soundcloud.com/notninoo

lyrics :
walking around town thinking maybe i should end it
i never meant for u to be, sad and disappointed
i think about the things i say, maybe i don't mean it
but i can't help but drown my thoughts in all this self hatred 

but i believe that if i keep trying
then maybe it would leave my head
maybe it would leave my life
ive been trying hard
but it won't let me go
ive been trying hard
but im gonna lose my hope

tried my best but my parents don't believe me
swear this is hard why u making it sound easy?
the guilt is eating me up 
its all in my brain
i can't wait for the day that
i would be okay

thankful for my friends and i know i never say this 
without them here i would prolly never even make it 
sometimes i could say that theyre like that missing piece 
so please don't ever change j stay like this 

sometimes i feel sad but then the next time i feel better 
sometimes im smiling then the next i shed a tear 
but i know that that's okay 
cuz we have our bad days 
and i wish that all my problems would just fade away

tired [p. siemspark, yungspoiler]

🌸 mixed by me! mastered by no one. im SICK AND TIRED OF PRETENDING like i know what mastering means. it already sounds good to me so i cba. AMEN. 🙏🏻

almost scrapped this because 2 of 4 people i sent the demo to didn't like it. but i finished it anyway and im rly proud of how it turned out :) 

🌸 my socials! (im active everywhere) 
instagram - https://instagram.com/valberri3
twitter - https://twitter.com/valllkindacool?t=3TytBQoqDyVXKEvEvzTNsQ&s=09
discord - val.#8301 

🌸 lyrics! (no explanations cuz it's very self explanatory :3)

every shooting star i see 
always take my chances
no one else believes in me
i don't wanna blow it
sometimes i wished that i could go far
but it's hard when no one knows who u are
that's why i don't wanna blow it
and i try 
but u don't think that i'll make it
easier said than done

aren't we all just kids with a passion? 
i don't know why all of yall so toxic 
treat music like its a competition 
let down ur ego cuz we're tryna learn
we're the same not any different now 
stop copying how other people sound 
just have fun stop acting like a child 
then maybe you'll stop feeling so down 

i hope my momma's proud of me
i hope she's not mad for who i wanna be 
because every single night when the stars shine bright 
i pray to God "let me finish this whole fight" 
i don't tell her things, i don't wanna be loud
but i wished that it was different 
I just don't know how 
hope it's not my one last shot 
cuz im tired of pretending that it's fine when it's not 

feels like im moving in a fast pace 
and im struggling to catch up as always 
my eyes blurry i can't see through the haze 
but i know that we're gna have better days 
cuz right now im better than i was like back then 
and i hope that i would be alright by then  

🌸 if u read until here, thank u sm and ily and appreciate u. im proud of u for being here today.

if only u believed in me [p. icetrouble, northeast lights]

finally made a song w the goat @weial. huge thank u to them!! 

i only have 2 hours of recording time per week. im sorry i can't drop much :( love making music but i hardly get the chance to. 

🌸 mixed by : me & weial 
🌸 mastered by : @killaura777 (thank u aura) 

🌸 weial's sc and spotify :
(@weial) 
>https://soundcloud.com/weial 
>https://open.spotify.com/artist/192TOBc6yLOBZSyyIjslC2

🌸 killaura on sc!! 
(@killaura777) 
>https://soundcloud.com/killaura777

🌸 my socials :
instagram - https://instagram.com/valberri3
twitter - https://twitter.com/valvalalal?t=EBi_nLVpUp2cE22mk6Vw1A&s=09
discord - val.#8301 
(plsss feel free to reach out to me wherever and whenever, don't be shy 🙏🏻. like if u just wanna talk bout whatever, and be friends, im always down!)

🌸 lyrics!!! 

val:
don't know why these thoughts come up when it's midnight
ive been tryna find a way ive been tryna find the light
but no matter what i do 
i just never feel alright
i don't even have a clue
it hurts me every time i try

and im always left out of conversations
i don't even know why im always so nervous 
u don't know it but im trying my best 
u don't hear me cuz its all in my head

@weial:
i'm startin to think it's all in my head
fuckin it up again and again it's hard to digest
and my time keeps flying away from me
and i'm slowly dying from what i see

but idgaf pour up another cup
these hoes hittin my line sayin they wanna fuck
bitch i got me a girl check back ina few months
and i'm higher than ever roll up a few blunts

i'm in slow motion
way too much devotion
all these fish in the ocean
but i think u just want him

val:
ive been tryna find my way out
ive been tryna find my way out 
finding comfort in you now 
i hope that u bear with me 
and i hope that u will hear me shout 

im used to doing things on my own
no one cares no one calls me on the phone 
i don't rly care cuz i feel like giving up now 
only boy i loved i know we won't ever go far 

we both know that this is hard 
time and distance is what broke us apart 
we both know that we tried our hardest 
but some things are just not ever worth it 

and im sorry that we couldn't make it
all the time we spent i know ill always treasure it 
but i hope that 
someday we could be like that
all the plans we made, don't forget them 

@weial:
so just forget it already
i'm runnin laps around ur mind i swear to god i been sweatin a lot
and idk which road to go on
feeling low but the show must go on

cuz nobody cares how u feel in the end
just a word of advice stay away from your friends
cuz you're "friends" will switch up ina second
in moments you'll never expect them to
trust no one but you
and you'll win in the end
and tell that bitch ur through
fuckin dealing with them

val:
(im used to doing things on my own
no one cares no one calls me on the phone 
i don't rly care cuz i feel like giving up now 
only boy i loved i know we won't ever go far)


ok idk who is reading until here. anyway ive been loving songs w no repeated verses cuz idk, i think it's hella cool. a lot of lyrics yeah but i think it's cool and not repetitive. my lyrics in this song are extremely cringe and corny. listen to dis if u broke up w ur discord gf i swear it will hit different 👍

i luv all of u. giving u a virtual hug rn.

midnight w/weial [p. cian, 80root]

very very experimental and not my usual style lol don't shit on me im in my trying out every style era rn.

🍓 thank u to these people for being on the song. everyone did so so good  : 
🌸 sxulz (@sxulzel)
- https://soundcloud.com/sxulzel 
🌸 xo (@theyluvxo) 
- https://soundcloud.com/theyluvxo
🌸 harmtails (@harmtails) 
- https://soundcloud.com/harmtails
🌸 4bsence (@4bsence) 
- https://soundcloud.com/4bsence

🍓 prod by :
🌸 oncite (@oncite) 
- https://soundcloud.com/oncite
🌸 baz (@012207) 
- https://soundcloud.com/012207 
tysmm for the beat :3 

🍓 mixed by everyone 

🍓 my socials :
🌸 instagram - https://instagram.com/valberri3
🌸 twitter - https://twitter.com/valvalalal?t=EBi_nLVpUp2cE22mk6Vw1A&s=09
🌸 discord - val.#8301  
🌸 discord server on my sc profile


🌸 val:
ur ex in my dms he said that he like me
he a fan and he thinks that im pretty 
wanna link up but i think he like 5'3 
what do i do it look like he want me 
u mad at me cuz u know that im doing better 
checking my page every day i swear it's fan behaviour

i be waking up every monday and then i feel like im gna throw up
me and my friends yeah we having fun but i swear that we next on the come up 
ur music is ass i don't even know ya 
u a lame and i can't pick a struggle 
i don't know why u think that u slayin
outta my dms don't need a side hoe 

🌸 sxulz [@sxulzel] :
told you stop it
pls don’t make me make the call
brodie you makin no sense at all
when you talkin 
n me and my homies like zombies we crawl  
yeah we walk in 
tho off the lean I’m a goblin 
bullets go straight to his noggin 
they see me in public they flawkin 
like fuck it we taking his login 
i can’t even tell 
if I’m under her spell
bro go to hell
i’m popping shells
poppin tags 
it happened so fast

🌸 xo [@theyluvxo] :
im jus tryna find a way out
talkin shit posted up sippin fukn drought
we is not cool will not dab em up
that lil bih kno he cappin yuh
RPG put that on maximum
talkin real heavy we slash em up

(n6va reference)
my bitch hurt
blood stains on my shirt
with a glock 17 we be smokin on liquor
got my strap
walk into the function
we gon make these bodies drop
shorty gimme top

🌸 val:
talkin ur shit but ur falling off
but im not surprised so i sit here and laugh 
heard u talk about love and trust 
u cap harder than me i swear it's enough 
i don't know how u do this 
act like we're friends then u wanna go start shit 
talking bout the past and what ifs 
wanna cut u off but I don't know how to do it

🌸 harmtails [@harmtails] :
pull up automatic yea we aimin for ur head
shotout all the fuckin haters talkin shit we leave em dead
know ur not what u say you're on 
sorry we cant get along
u know my shit on dnd cuz i dont like ur dialogue

ya slay slay slay u make ina year what i make ina day
wait wait wait so far ahead im speedin away
ya i dont play (play) u too far gone u too late
what he say ?? bro talk down we get him erased

🌸 4bsence [@4bsence] :
walk in the party like is that four
i get a bag i want more
i heard that pussy boy at the mall
im finna shoot up the store
ima go shoot up the store
i got a bag but i still want sum more
run up in your house and i break down ur door
take all ur money im leaving u poor 



how do mfs sound aggresive i just cannot do it. anyway thank u for being here again ilyyy

slayyy w/sxulz, xo, harmtails, 4bsence [p. baz, oncite]

shoutout to my late grandfather for being the inspo of this song as he always loved receiving all the long messages i sent him about my day and my random rambles. also shoutout to him for always bragging to his friends and relatives about how well i write and how good of a kid i am. (DO NOT comment rip or sorry for ur loss and stuff like that lol just talk about the song 😭)

shoutout ako! rly cool guy and extremely underrated prod. the guitar in this is beautiful.

🌸 mixed and mastered by me yes ik im kinda ass 


🌸 my socials :
> instagram - https://instagram.com/valberri3
> twitter - https://twitter.com/valvalalal
> discord - val.#8301  
> discord server in my sc profile 


lyrics :

making all these songs wishing that u would hear them
i could write a letter but i know i wouldn't do that
and ive been feeling so empty
but i know it's my fault
will u stop making me feel guilty like u don't care at all

yeah i wrote u a letter anyway
and i talked about the times u would bring me to ur favourite place
back when u could walk without an aid
but it's too late now so all i do is visit ur grave

and i wish that u would come back
maybe give us all a hint that none of us were perfect
how do people deal with death cuz now i feel so anxious
wish i didn't say the things i did, i didn't mean them

never knew ur worth untill i saw u lifeless 
then i wanna turn back time and hope that i could fix it
wish i replied to ur texts but now its probably too late and im sorry that i never did i admit that's my mistake 

u were always proud of me
u would always believe in me
i hope that when u look down at me from heaven that u won't be 
disappointed by the way that im living my life
but i hope that u will bless me with ur grace all the times that i cry

send ur angels to protect me
i don't wanna die yet but i spiral in insanity
letters to the dead i hope by this you'd remember me
the letter i wrote i hope that you've read and you have heard from me

and i wish that u would come back
maybe give us all a hint that none of us were perfect
how do people deal with death cuz now i feel so anxious
wish i didn't say the things i did, i didn't mean them


i like this song a lot and i hope everyone likes it just as much as i do. thank u for supporting me thru my silly music journey and feel free to dm me about anything! love from me to u. 

a letter to the dead [p. fxckyeahako]

on all plats now :3 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2Ec73CG9X0X1JSA705suup?si=n6wvnhGvQBayPriDljNj0Q
apple music: https://music.apple.com/my/album/rental-feat-pika-stylas/1657816241?i=1657816242

hi guys i made hyperpop.

huge shoutout to all these people omg :

stylas and pika, for doing sm and for being so patient w me and nice to talk to : 
🌸 stylas (@sty1as)
- https://soundcloud.com/sty1as
🌸 pika (@luvpika) 
- https://soundcloud.com/luvpika

trust, for mastering and doing my vocal chops :
🌸 trust (@trustt) 
- https://soundcloud.com/trustt

pk, for slaying this beat and sending it to me :
🌸 pk (@prod_pk) 
- https://soundcloud.com/prod_pk
(this beat is amazing like tysm fr) 

🍓 my socials :
> instagram - https://instagram.com/valberri3
> twitter - https://twitter.com/valvalalal
> discord - val.#8301  
> discord server - https://discord.gg/KBmkfxP2dp

🍓 lyrics

val :
why u so pissed off 
stop acting like ur tough 
and we know that ur broke and im up now
it's too late cuz i don't rly care about
every single day how u on dick now 
i don't care bout no labels
bullet thru ur head ur fucking mental
i dont owe u shit u don't pay rental
see u crying i don't care at all

stylas [@sty1as] :
gotta take him to the other side
you hating on me bitch you won't survive
you step to me i might just end your life
7 shots go straight up to your body cannot compromise
saying that you wishing me well, but i know you wouldn't want that
dm for a feature but you do not get response back
"stylas that's not fair 🤓 "
when the fuck i ask for feedback?
think you gotta retrack

pika [@luvpika] :
yea countin bands countin paper, why you talking on me
one two three. getting stung way harder then a bee
yeah why u always on my mind, i dont care at all
i wanna talk but i dont know if i should at all
i dont like nobody im never in vcs
i dont want no shawty, i dont care about them at all
i know i wont ever fall even if you want me to
i been stuck inside the blue
i dont care what you went through
me and val coming after y’all 
in a hall that is where i saw you
i dont even love you but your always on my mind
i dont care about no clones bro ur running like a mime

stylas [@sty1as] :
enough
sitting on the sidelines calling your bluff
and now we’re done
can’t believe how you played me front of everyone

val :
flexing all ur numbers in every single vc
checking my top listener it looks like u wanna be me
every single time u make me feel so shitty 
i been grinding too hard got my head feeling dizzy 
think i got attached so i don't ever show up
promised u i never would and now i wanna throw up
i been counting all ur days 
the shit u do is kinda lame
i can't even play pretend  
no u are not my friend 
cuz we got u like its tag 
and i wish that u were dead 
cuz we got u like its tag 
and i wish that u were dead 

(lastly special shoutout to @akira_888 my homie fr. bro been asking me to drop this almost every day even when i was 2nd guessing it. also akiwa W for teaching me how to write non emo lyrics and also W for being real af)

rental! w/stylas, pika [p. pk] (all plats)

on all plats now :3

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4wHoY4OoeYnf8HygQ7m88m?si=aYtFwTZ-Sg-NxnP1FH8yxQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5BDpRl7gr5ifeLgTvfaXtZ
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/my/album/girlboss-feat-pika/1657618010?i=1657618011

dropped w twin @luvpika
thank u for the love on rental! love u sm 🫶🏻

🍓people !!!
>ft : @luvpika
>prod : @wowkt1000 @fum1ko
>mastered : @trustt
>cover art : @sxulzel
tysm to these 5 ilysm 🥹🫶🏻

🍓my socials
> linked in sc profile 
> new discord : https://discord.gg/KBmkfxP2dp
> tag me on ig @ valberri3 if u post this on ur story ty ily

🍓lyrics 
[val] :
all these bitches hitting up my phone im outta data 
i dont even wanna talk to u yeah boy ill see u later 
i just wanna be his girl but i could i could never be her 
i just want his attention and i know this isnt so “slay girl!!!!!!”

going round again im getting used to this process 
i don’t wanna lead them on i don’t wanna make a mess 
x2

pika [@luvpika] :
and im making fucking money in the basement
i aint number one so i will take my placement
i dont give a fuck
money coming aimless
i will make you duck, leave that fucker brainless

fuck you i make money on a reset
hate me i know u can never do that
i will blow up like a bomb
make that fucker run
and im chewing on that gum
i don't do this shit for fun

aaaa
bitch i know u aint the one
i dont do this shit for fun
guess that im so fucking dumb
all i need is closure
but i cant stay sober
guess it is my fault
219 stuck in october
i dont wanna talk wit no bitch
you say that you love me so i ditch
yea i dont give a fuck so i switched up
and you said that you dont love me so i split up

val:
ive been feeling kinda down but i guess it’s all around me
shoutout to @alrunaxo cuz yk that’s my homie 
shoutout to @akira_888 cuz he ain’t ever doubt me 
i been doing my best cuz all my friends are here with me 

i remember watching overcast #ripovercast
and i would be like “oh my god i wanna be like that”
i just wanna be like her and like no strings attached 
i don’t wanna be upset cuz u won’t like that

he a fan and he thinks that I’m pretty 
he knows i like him and hello kitty  
girl i think he’s obsessed with me 😚🫶🏻
u know i like that and we staying lowkey
i hope that im the only one who’s stuck in his mind
or i might have to manifest and then I’d make him mine 

and i be texting on the phone my momma hates that
but it ain’t even my fault that im like that 
i don’t wanna go outside cuz i don’t like that (discord life is tuff)
and i don’t care what u say so u can stay mad 

all these bitches hitting up my phone im outta data 
i dont even wanna talk to u yeah boy ill see u later 
i just wanna be his girl but i could i could never be her 
i just want his attention and i know this isnt so “slay girl!!!!!!”
x2

girlboss w/pika [p. wow kt & fumiko] (all plats)

new song rly rly soon :p
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