turned 22 today, here's a song

produced by stonesowavy

mastered by @sastrp

LYRICS:

let me in let me out

tell me what you know
bout your life the shit u hide and tell me what u owe
forget about the time i got it start right from the go
lemme know your fears the trauma buried deep below
tell me bout the time u didn’t have a place a home
tell me bout the desperation of being alone
moving day to day where every day was seeming slow
every time the outcome of events was still unknown 
it’s unknown where we at
no time to react
speculation mixed with fact and the fad of attention in remission
cause it’s not about you and it never was
and it’s not about me that’s what troubles us
expecting compensation for a life that seems mistaken
and receiving nothing but impatience conflict illness degradation
seems unfair all this monotony performed with calculation 
comparing hatred
constantly racing
wonder what’s the purpose of the pain
dream of peace a stable life consistent pay
don’t ask for too much only take the things u need
tell me how you heal and how you bleed

can i tell you what i know
bout my life the shit i hide and what i owe
hope you got the time cause imma start right from the go 
i got a lot of fear and trauma buried deep below
i got a couple diagnoses probably a couple more they haven’t found yet
but the symptoms are apparent and the treatment done is negligent 
i’m stubborn almost arrogant in my ability to counter obstacles it’s evident
that i would benefit from therapy if i just fucking went
but i can’t even dial numbers start the journey of salvation
once my halo dusty now it’s broken down to yo sediment
i said i wanna change the world
she said that i can’t make that promise
i told her that i need approval
she said i might be a narcissist
cause i’m so focused on myself in such a troubling way
i can recognize the rot but i still let it decay
doing the bare minimum so i can get through the day
but i’m still desperate for some clapping hands to say it’s okay 
cause just the thought of doing what is right is not enough if i don’t actually do it
i want diplomas houses i blew it 
why does life feel claustrophobic when i just got on my feet
can i tell you how i heal and how i bleed

let me in let me out

i simply can’t believe in over sharing
given proper context humans tend to love comparing
situations lived and coping methods revel baring
honest nature of existence and precisely planning
what to filter rummage memories depression or your BPD
and anything that’s troubling the most open that you’ll ever be
but only let out what’s acceptable the limit of your history
is undefined when you first meet somebody you can vaguely see
being in your life extended time bond through little things
like breakups high school bullies neurons firing
to find the sweet spot not too overbearing sort of comforting
to know you’re not alone in this eventually the dam will break
testing the relationship by showing what is underneath
standing at a checkpoint in the bond you built so carefully
started off with how your parents were divorcing
to how you know the makeup that can help to cover bruising 
buzzwords key components of a conversation hold em in their mouth and let them out
when necessity to shows up 
know i’m here for you i care but question if they do believe that
in their head are they judgmental bout a controversial past

and maybe i’m just nosy bout your life
not always my business do or die
imma tell you something bout me
this is how i heal and how i bleed

let me in [prod. stonesowavy]

self-prod

Stay the night, 
Then I kick the bitch out. 
I got drinks on drinks on drinks, 
And I don't need a bitch now. 
Slow it down. 
Why you hating on the sound?
I been vibing with yo bitch, 
And now she flying to my town. 
Skkrrt skkrrt, 
Get out, 
I don't need the brain blast, 
Fucking with my neutrons, 
Blowing Jimmy pack. 
Ultralord fit, 
Feel like Sheen sheen. 
Got a bad bitch, 
Smoking green bean. 

Rolling with the boys, 
No Hughie. 
Swallow up my dick, 
Never spit, 
No loogey. 
Bugging on my bunny, 
Yeah she got me acting looney. 
If you hate me, 
Lawyers jewish so you better never sue me. 
Cooking up dope shit, 
Ratatouille. 
You wanna give me throat damn, 
She just blew me. 
Sipping on the potion, 
And getting nudies. 
I don't like her face, 
But I'd still suckle on her boobies. 
I'd still suck up on the tit tit. 
You can't fuck your bitch, 
Cause you been pulling out a limp dick. 
Instead you fuck your hand, 
And you give it pretty lipstick, 
I call my bitch a bitch, 
But I treat her like a princess.

Tick tick tick, 
I been blowing up. 
TNT. 
You can't hit my phone, 
Lil bitch,
It's on DND. 
She only care for money, 
All the racks, 
That she gon get from me. 
I walk up in the crib, 
Sniff, 
Smells like bitch to me. 
Woah woah woah,
Imma take it out, 
.45 my hip, 
If I'm spraying then he laying down. 
I don't wanna take her out, 
Shit I might still eat her out. 
Gimme brain blast in the whip, 
Now I been spacing out.

BRAIN BLAST

A Little Glorified (Prod. Naïko)

amends (prod. siem spark)

Sorry

sorry (prod. siem spark)

Released by: 333 Collective
Artists: Crizzy White, Danny's Adventures & HeyLee Manzeron
Production: Crizzy White
Mixing: Crizzy White, Danny's Adventures & HeyLee Manzeron
Mastering: Crizzy White
Cover Art: lil XipZ

Motion (w/ Crizzy White, Danny's Adventures & HeyLee Manzeron) [Prod. Crizzy White]

u look tired, is everything okay?
𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕖,
(lyrics)
had enough,
this isnt fun anymore
you dont talk to me at all
-
had enough
youre leaving more
words dont last
im feeling horrible

repeating words
all ive ever heard
its in my veins
never doing great

i find myself
drifting to the end
of all ive ever known
lonely is a word when used to describe my home
but love is such a waste when they are not the one
and im easy to replace, lets face the facts im nothing special
this game of life, is just an unbeatable level
i always think about whats called "have i lost you?"
well i have,
we'll never get it back again

back again
ive lost you
and now youre gone
gone
i miss you
i am nothing,
i never was

made 11/16/22

Ephemeral

kin with my demons. ft doveboy (prod by. aldahir beats x doveboy)

I can't atone for the stuff that I did <3

OLD ME (Prod. mylovealoneagain)

Listen on spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7Ayl2tuRZadwOfmLyYVkzD?si=629c76d0105f4807

Plz add to ur playlists ty ty <3

why (prod. siem spark x aidanhan x flux)

Lyrics:
I'll tell you everything, i'll tell you everything if you have my heart
Don't ever let me go, don't ever let me go i want you by my side
I'd tell you anything, i'd tell you anything when you're by my side
You're everything to me, you're everything to me.. don't you break my love for you
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Producer:
xmichaelwarren

Mix/Master:
@soulfadexo

a song to someone that i'll never get to love ever again [+ xmichaelwarren]

// 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚜 //

kin with my demons. ft doveboy (prod by. aldahir beats x doveboy)

salem.

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