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catmother fka osquinn / p4rkr - I Didnt Want That Many Friends In The First Place (prod. Durao) Lyrics:

[Intro]
Durao

[Verse]
Bitch you oppin', flodgin', posted on my watch list
Say that you invincible, okay nigga, watch this
One phone call, and his brains we'll get to moppin'
Sorry I'm so hyped up, I'm just dumb obsessed with violence
Anxiety, I'm runnin' out of options
Cut 'em out my life, just like a photo, I just crop 'em
If they start to bother me, I cut 'em off or stop them
Why am I so ignorant? Why am I so toxic?
I don't want that many friends in the first place
Most people I wouldn't depend on the worst day
Circle small because I do not like drama
Got a problem? Then go cry to your momma
Anti-social, anti-fun 'cause I'm a reject
Life's a bitch and I'm a prick, I need to re-check
Do my best every day and I get nothing
Yeah I'm selfish, always in this bitch for somethin'
I still walk around at night lookin' for a fight
Ask me if I wanna fight, I don't know, I might
Rugrats stay still, creepin' really tight
Switchblade off rip, make 'em lose an eye
Will I come? Will I go? I don't know though
Darkroom, bright lights, like it's Hoco
Tryna snatch my shit, huh, that's a no-no
Bitch, fuck you, next up lil' hoe

osquinn / p4rkr - I Didnt Want That Many Friends In The First Place (prod. Durao)

osquinn / p4rkr - Anything (prod. Blackwinterwells)

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be a loser
But it seems that's where I'm heading
And all I wanna do is live my life but my bullshit keeps on spreading
I don't wanna see the future
Cause I don't like where I'm heading
And I know that something is gonna happen
I wait for it everyday
I don't wanna be forgotten
In fact I love the attention
But as always, I can't let that shit go and get right to my head
All I wanna do is stop it
Stop being so damn ignorant
When situations get hard, I just disappear

[Bridge]
And I don't wanna be like that
I wish I couldn't be like that
Why I gotta be like that?
How do I not be like that?

[Verse]
I don't wanna fucking be here
Cause all I do is nothing
Make some music, and lay in bed
And disappoint my friends
I don't feel like I should be here
Cause fuck, I'm never noticed
I'm blowing up, and that's pretty cool
But I still feel I'm fucking lonely
I feel like I'm just a problem
A burden on their chest
A chip on the shoulder, a nail in the tire
The elephant in the room
Ain't been feeling good so often
I don't know what's the problem
Sorry I can't satisfy you anyway

[Refrain]
Look what you made me
I hope that you're happy
I hope that you're staring
I hope that you're laughing
No, I am not happy
Neither am I sad but
I cannot explain it
I cannot explain it
Look what you made me
I hope that you're happy
I hope that you're staring
I hope that you're laughing
No, I am not happy
Neither am I sad but
I cannot explain it
I cannot explain it

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be loser
But it seems that's where I'm heading
And all I wanna do is live my life but my bullshit keeps on spreading
I don't wanna see the future
Cause I don't like where I'm heading
And I know that something is gonna happen
I wait for it everyday
I don't wanna be forgotten
In fact I love the attention
But as always, I can't let that shit go and get right to my head
All I wanna do is stop it
Stop being so damn ignorant
When situations get hard, I just disappear

osquinn / p4rkr - I Hate It Here

osquinn / p4rkr - Clairvoyant

produced by soju @qtgf


wake up every day
i feel horrible
i hate trying to do this
u make me feel useless
who do i want to be
and i tried
its not resolving for me
and the only thing i want to do is bleed
why cant u see

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on cuz i cant take that no more </3

"LET IT HAPPEN!!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one :c

wake up
i cant fucking stay up
and i promise u im on to u 
its not my fault they hate us
if ur knocking on my name
we keep glocks and they spray >;o
and i wont see u again
we go walk up in his spot we tell em "PAY UP!!!!"
DIEEEEE
dats sum shit i neva make up
u say "probably its hard for u" (me)
i had friends but they changed up
and nobody else checks up
its so dead in my area
it was never that fair to us
walk outside u wanted smoke we going2 bury him :p

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on causee i cant take that no more 

"LET IT HAPPEN!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one

i tried so hard
i tried so hard
up all night im losing rest
i dont care about it

hyperpop :)

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