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survivor's guilt EP

survivor's guilt - Rollie Rot

Lyrics: I left my skin back on that road 
Can’t Feel my bones

Scenes play backwards and
Black birds fly low
Take me back to where I know
I know

To where I know
I know

Song inspired by Char by crystal castles and Inside Out by tirzah

Ben mastered this for me thank u ben

Where I Know

Hard Times - Ethel Cain rewrite demo

“I struggled with my religious upbringing for years after I became an adult and right now, right at the tail-end of this record, I’ve realised I’ve made peace with everything.”

As Ethel Cain, Hayden Silas Anhedönia calls upon memories of her strict religious upbringing to create her own Southern epic. We catch up with the 'Preacher's Daughter' artist Issue 132. Written by Emma Garland and narrated by Keziah Wenham-Kenyon.

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The Audio Story: Ethel Cain

fucked up years

lonely estate stripped

Sour - Alternate Version (ft. Jordan Motz)

cover of waco, texas (demo) by ethel cain. i have never felt anything like the way this song makes me feel

lyrics:
My honey’s heart is blue and a second offbeat
Always tugging at me like he’s running out of daylight
Yeah, my baby acts cool but they all know something ain’t right, ain’t right
Only acting this cool when he’s walking with me
1998 forever and a day
I keep the pictures hanging where the world can see ‘em
I hope we die today
Save me from another late night of red eyes
But then the morning comes
You were there looking for me but I
I was gone, turned my back for a moment and
You had fallen apart

They’ve been promising the lights as we beg for our lives
Selling pages of the times we’ve been waiting on
Now the weight’s too much and I can’t hold you anymore
How much of a cruel year can you call my fault?
Not even the memories are immortal
Terrified on this side of a conversation
A conversation we’ll never come back from
I’ll never live it down if I never get around it
Cause goddammit, I did it to myself in hindsight
I liked him cause his rule was do whatever you like and I tried alright
Now I’ll wear these scars for life
I loved you when it hurt inside to
But in the low light
You know I’d do anything for you

You know I’d do anything for you
You know it’s true cause I’ve said it to you
Held in my arms, I swore I’d be good to you
Then sat and watched as you walked away from me

Christ is cruel but you're so crueler

waco, texas (ethel cain cover)

400 Ways To Say It 
2025 Cooper Jones 

I’ve got 400 ways to say it 
Just as many ways to show it 
I will keep on making more
To make sure that you know it 
And with every passing year
When we find we’re still here
I’ll remind you of
All my love, for you

I’ll write you poetry 
And you’ll know it’s from me
‘Cause within each line
I’ll describe only things
Known to you and I

Like how beautiful you are
When you’re on your phone
Lying on the sofa
Smiling at the screen 
How emotional you are
When you watch the news
And there’s nothing you can do
To help everyone

I’ve got 400 ways to say it 
Just as many ways to show it 
I will keep on making more
To make sure that you know it 
And with every passing year
When we find we’re still here
I’ll remind you of
All my love, for you

I’ll play melodies for you
With words you’ll know are true
And there’ll be some little clues
As to why I cherish you
 
Like how wonderful you are
At always keeping calm
Saying the right thing
And saving the day
How generous you are
With your time and your patience
If only there were more
Good people like you

You, You 
You bring out the magic
Of life spent with you in it
In every special moment 
and every joyful minute

I’ve got 400 ways to say it 
Just as many ways to show it 
I will keep on making more
To make sure that you know it 
And with every passing year
When we find we’re still here
I’ll remind you of
All my love, for you

Tegan and Sara - Nineteen (Acoustic)

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