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@weejk 
my bleached skin on your lipstick  black hair girl im goin ballistic  girl you dont know what ive been through  ive done so much jsut to be with you  i love u cant u see  we can go out together on a killing spree i need u here with me  if u want you can even wear my hoodie   cause im your jeff and ur my jane  when ur not here  i swear i go insane   u can wear my blood stained clothes ill give u a blood red rosee go to sleep while ur in pain im ur jeff and ur my janeee

me
im jack but ur still my jane
it was love at first sight when i saw u thru the pane
you were stalkin someone then i yelled out ur name
recognized u from another spot.... i believe we're the same
when we met i just latched onto u
not in a literal sense i just thought that u were cool
so bb tell me why its so hard to talk to u
i dont think i have an answer but i'll tell u wahts true
im ur jeeefff and urrrr my janeee 
i thoguth u loved me but ur making me go insane
becuz im ur jefff and urrr my janeee
i wooonder whyyy it always plays out the same <:(

ur my jane [+ wujek]

stacy, can you hear me
i know you, you're acting crazy
why cant you know that im the one for you
so let's get on with our lives
stop being lonely at night
u hate me but ur being nice
to me and i dont deserve it

u can try me all u want
im never leaving ur side
youre just so divine
i think i might die

i wish youd hold a gun to my head
slit my wrist and leave me there
fill my brain with so much lead
dont even want me as a friend

u can try me all u want
im never leaving ur side
youre just so divine
i think i might die
u can try me all u want
youre just so divine
u can try me all u want
youre just so divine

clingly creep

h4rtbrkr - how to be me

hihi im rlly proud of this song (instrumental by me)

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
the look in your eyes
ive seen them before
no llores mi amor
no tienes razon
mi corazon 
duele por el tuyo 

wish away all your fears
come to me to wipe your tears 
your pretty face is more than smears
so baby wont you sit right here

i had a dream and you were there
dancing lots without a care 
in a world thats full of disrepair 
i couldnt help but hold a stare

i dont want this to end tonight 
you are my light you are my life
for once i dont wanna die
cuz you make me feel so alive

you keep me alive
with those eyes

(bloodsekai)
i just saw 
inside ur eyes
looks so cold
u might die inside
give me ur heart
ur life and lies
ive been struggling
to live in this timeline
tell me 
what u rly wanna say
i know u hide ur lies
until ur grave
erased kisses
taken from ur face
can u leave my door closed
i can never love a fake

u've gone and thrown it all away
i can't trust anyone today
u've gone and thrown it all away
i can't trust anyone today
the world it burns
my sins returned
i thought it was over oh
 
the sucker punch
my broken trust
it's not my first time hurt

kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now

i just saw 
inside ur eyes
looks so cold
u might die inside
give me ur heart
ur life and lies
ive been struggling
to live in this timeline
it's so cold when ur alone
it's so cold when ur alone
it's so cold when ur alone

in your eyes w/ bloodsekai

egirl195

lyrics:

i'm losing my own mind 
somebody please come help me
i don't think im fine
you got so lost inside my eyes 
you keep on staring i don't have much time

found somebody who would love me
never angry 
got you're so ugly
you hated my own guts that's what you said 
when we we're all alone in bed

filled my heart with all of your lies
filled my brain up head in the skies

bottled up emotions
you have no idea where i've been
lost my trust to you then
got your name right in my head

seeing you dead brings me joy
i can't even hear your voice

i'm losing my own mind 
somebody please come help me
i don't think im fine
you got so lost inside my eyes 
you keep on staring i don't have much time

found somebody who would love me
never angry 
got you're so ugly
you hated my own guts that's what you said 
when we we're all alone in bed

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internet civilian

nanananananananan
nananannaaa
nanannanananan
nanananannnaaaaaaaa

i met a girl in outer space and took her to the shore
play in the sand holding hands and much more
without you i feel so lonely
make sand castles while you hold me close
while you hold me close and close again

nanananananananan
nananannaaa
nanannanananan
nanananannnaaaaaa

nanananananananan
nananannaaa
nanannanananan
nanananannnaaaaaaaaaaaa

shore

felt my hands turn black and the ground done froze. about a year in the making, thank you to pacific purgatory and star starer

Nuthin 2 Do (black rust)

go back to quarantine

Tryna Get By feat sadsatanwarrior696

lyrics :

i wanna jump off a bridge
i cant conceal my sadness
they always ask what happened
im at a fucking dead end

i know im gonna die all alone
i never pay attention 
im glued to my phone :3
my dad hates me i am disowned 
to everyone i am unknown

you hate me but i dont know what i did
when im alone i cut my wrists
i wish that i could feel bliss
but i cant
im such a bitch

im in an exisential crisis
why do i exist?
i miss when we would kiss
now im in her blocked list

i wish i wasnt this awkward
im such a fucking coward
when they call me names 
i act like im unbothered
i feel like such a failure!!

i wanna jump off a bridge
i cant conceal my sadness
they always ask what happened
im at a fucking dead end

exisential crisis

woke up on saturday
to a kick right in the face
i have to work in minimum wage
i shouldnt have to work today
because i wanna stay online
i know that i should really get a life
i wont

spend my days on the internet
i fell happy when im isolated

i wont go outside
ill just stay inside
i wont go outside
ill just stay inside

spending my days on the internet

blehh - lets stay online forever

calendar girl

hi guys
after WEEKS of struggle and me lazing around all my songs are finally on spotify again!
the link to spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1f3GWAdpnrCNITAx1Y6zBv?si=Zc-z8RyhRBGpd5V1GG7EOg

i didnt delete all my songs from spotify, it was taken down by the distributor. thank you all for continuous support.
this song means a lot to me because as many of us i suffer from body dysmorphia and i think beach bunnys song really resonated with me despite its from pov of a girl. i think regardless of gender we can find ourselves in it.

also id like you to follow my new instagram which got also deleted: https://www.instagram.com/sneedhead.chudcel/

thanks for listening to my shitty songs made on computer, i try my best.
npobu

Prom Queen cover (NEW SPOTIFY: NOPUS POBURIAN)

beautiful like butterflies
fly around just like a kite
save the people in the night
so much power in your eyes
im a magical girl
im here to save the whole world
i am blessed but im cursed
cause there is no reverse

i signed my soul just to save you
now my old life is over
spend all my days preventing danger
as long as youre safe ill stay foreclosured

my pretty eyes
will save your life
even when i disappear im by your side
were together on this ride
i promise ill make everything right

im a magical girl

WE ARTISTS HAD TO DO SONGS IN 50 MINUTES AND SEE WHO WINS THE SONG WARS, SUPPORT EVERY ARTISTS IN THIS COMP JOIN /incelcore

my favorite website

try to realize
you never had the time to love me back
and i always had the kind of envy that
could kill a man but im so empty yeah
could kill again thats why you left me

well i tried to be all you could dream
thats fine to be well thats fine with me
am i lame to you it seems so strange to me
is california not cool like NYC

am i not good enough
i think its plain to see
that you like him way more
than you love me x2

do you love me?

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