Nebulous

In the electric haze, the masses fade
From the darkness to the dust
I ride the waves of mistrust
Showing the madness I see, all dosed up

Chasing ghosts that never stay the same
You found a way to live without my name
Love wasn't in the cards we dealt
Isn't it time we fled this broken frame?

What we have left is a twisted game
Trust is a shadow, too long to tame
Lives buried deep in the wasteland's grime
Dreams derailed in this chaotic time

I've been wired since we first collided
Memories fade, sanity's divided
I can't shake the feeling
That I don't need your ghostly touch

The world flips its axis, surreal and vile
Alone in the crowd, your presence a trial
This chaos consumes, leaves me exiled
When you're here, it just feels so wild

Nerves on edge, I can't pretend
Don't want to be the crutch you defend
I just need to breathe, to unbend
In this nightmare, I'm my own friend

Wake me up when the nightmare fades
Coping's a joke in this twisted parade
Hate how your love cuts through the charades
In this love-scarred wasteland, we masquerade

In the end, the dust will settle slow
Echoes of our chaos, a fading show
We'll drift apart, let the madness go
In the silence, our secrets will echo (echo) (echo)

Broken Frame

A casualty of love, just another scar
A product of a dreamless, lifeless war
An American tragedy, lost in the dark
Alone inside, a fading star

Illusions of happiness on digital screens
Opposite of what it seems, behind the scenes
Seeking stress like a masochist’s dream
Burden after burden, tearing at the seams

Need the weight, the heavy grind
Yet, the emptiness, a twisted bind
Trapped in this life, soul confined
Refusing to feel, to leave it all behind

The past, a ghost that haunts my mind
A shadow to hide, comfort I find
Morning breaks, but I’m wide awake
Seething from the mundane ache

Mourning the sameness, mundane and gray
Facing the fact, we’ve lost our way
No common ground to keep us whole
Just endless unrest in this loveless role

Two lonely souls, forever entwined
In this nebulous void, we’re maligned
Desolate melodies echo, undefined
Luminous grit can’t save our kind

Need the weight, the heavy grind
Yet, the emptiness, a twisted bind
Trapped in this life, soul confined
Refusing to feel, to leave it all behind

Look at us now, trapped in this digital facade
Flashing smiles while our souls erode, it's odd
Seeking solace in shadows, where we can't be seen
Hiding from the light, clinging to a broken dream
No refuge in the echoes of our hollow cries
Just a cycle of despair beneath the surface lies
Our hearts beat in silence, a dissonant refrain
Lost in the web of our self-inflicted pain
Eyes wide open but still we’re blind
Running from the truth we don't want to find
In the maze of our minds, we spiral down
No escape from the void where we drown

Lost in shadows where the broken play
Burdened by a love that fades to gray
In this fractured frame, we waste away
Broken souls in a dim-lit sway

Mundane and Gray

Mundane And Gray

Awake in the night like a restless machine
A single spark that never sleeps
A magic song that never peaked
And I didn't know you were listening

Not sure what it means, this relentless hum
Not sure what to say, my words feel numb
Not sure who I am, in shadows I succumb
Not sure where it ends, or where I'm from

Feeling like a broken record, on repeat
Caught in a loop, this life’s deceit
Something's wrong, I can't break free
A marionette on strings, not truly me

It doesn't matter where it began, this haze
I see the world through fractured glaze
Colors shift, dissolve in daze
Feel the pain when dawn invades

But I'll wait until the darkness calls
To find my space where shadows fall
To find a breath, escape these walls
A place unknown, where silence crawls

Not sure what it means, this relentless hum
Not sure what to say, my words feel numb
Not sure who I am, in shadows I succumb
Not sure where it ends, or where I'm from

Feeling like a broken record, on repeat
Caught in a loop, this life’s deceit
Something's wrong, I can't break free
A marionette on strings, not truly me

It doesn't matter where it began, this haze
I see the world through fractured glaze
Colors shift, dissolve in daze
Feel the pain when dawn invades

But I'll wait until the darkness calls
To find my space where shadows fall
To find a breath, escape these walls
A place unknown, where silence crawls

Not sure where I'm going, paths unclear
Not sure you'll be there, shadows near
Not sure if I care, drowning in fear
Not sure about anything, anymore, my dear

Not sure where I'm going, paths unclear
Not sure you'll be there, shadows near
Not sure if I care, drowning in fear
Not sure about anything, anymore, my dear

Not sure where I'm going, paths unclear
Not sure you'll be there, shadows near
Not sure if I care, drowning in fear
Not sure about anything, anymore, my dear

Awake in the night, a restless machine
A spark that flickers in the unseen
A song that never reached its sheen
Lost in the static, caught in between

Dissolve in Daze

Dissolve In Daze

Mother texts the wife to ask if I'm okay
I'm okay, mom
At least, I hope so
I'll never really know for sure

Listening to The Smiths
Photoshopping vacation myths
Crafting a life that’s grand on screen
If they only knew, if they could see
But they never will, no truth to spare
To those who pretend to care

Feeling like a pin-less grenade
It's the timer's tick that has me swayed
For now, I’m intrigued by the end game
But when it blows, I’ll leave no name

Fake smiles in the digital void
Crafting illusions to fill the void
Their eyes see happiness, a brilliant ploy
But behind the screen, there’s no joy
Empty hearts in a hollow space
Masked feelings, a fleeting grace

Right now I feel the ticking, loud and clear
The countdown's music, my only cheer
Intrigued by the moment before the burst
Embracing the end, quenching the thirst

Feeling like a pin-less grenade
It's the timer's tick that has me swayed
For now, I’m intrigued by the end game
But when it blows, I’ll leave no name

Ticking away, the seconds blur
In the shadows, my thoughts stir
A façade of normalcy, a crafted guise
Behind the curtain, truth lies
Pretend to care, but don’t come near
In the silence, you’ll hear my fear
Countdown’s near, the end in sight
In the darkness, I find my light

Mother texts the wife to ask if I'm okay
I'm okay, mom
At least, I hope so
When it blows, I'll go

When it blows, I'll go

At least, I hope so

When it blows, I'll go

Ticking away, the seconds blur
In the shadows, my thoughts stir
A façade of normalcy, a crafted guise
Behind the curtain, truth lies
Pretend to care, but don’t come near
In the silence, you’ll hear my fear
Countdown’s near, the end in sight
In the darkness, I find my light

Mother texts the wife to ask if I'm okay
I'm okay, mom
At least, I hope so
When it blows, I'll go

At least, I hope so

Okay

As you lie, crippled by the shock
Of reality's harsh, relentless clock
Your head spins, turning pale
In the face of truth, fragile and frail

So afraid to be bold, to take a stand
Only strength enough to faint, to withstand
Guided by friends, a new family found
Into a bright light where hope abounds

Blinded eyes now see so clear
Dreams that twist and draw you near
Brighten up, don't look away
Catch the spark, feel the sway
Neon visions, wild and free
Vivid colors, mystery
Electric heartbeats, pulsing glow
Ride the wave, let it flow

The comfort of ecstasy, pure and clear
The comfort of bliss, no longer mere
Knowing your place in this chaotic land
Where you once wandered, unable to understand

With open eyes, you see tomorrow
A smile emerges, shedding sorrow
In this world of chaos, you now stand
Firm and grounded, no longer bland

Blinded eyes now see so clear
Dreams that twist and draw you near
Brighten up, don't look away
Catch the spark, feel the sway
Neon visions, wild and free
Vivid colors, mystery
Electric heartbeats, pulsing glow
Ride the wave, let it flow

Reality's grip, a crushing weight
Truth revealed, no more debate
Friends guide you through the haze
Into light, into better days
Comfort in ecstasy, comfort in bliss
Finding your place, no longer amiss
Eyes open wide, you finally see
Tomorrow's promise, wild and free

Blinded eyes now see so clear
Dreams that twist and draw you near
Brighten up, don't look away
Catch the spark, feel the sway
Neon visions, wild and free
Vivid colors, mystery
Electric heartbeats, pulsing glow
Ride the wave, let it flow

As you lie, crippled by the shock
Of reality's harsh, relentless clock
Your head spins, turning pale
In the face of truth, fragile and frail

Comfort in ecstasy, comfort in bliss
Finding your place, no longer amiss
Electric heartbeats, pulsing glow
Ride the wave, let it flow

As you lie, crippled by the shock
Of reality's harsh, relentless clock
Your head spins, turning pale
In the face of truth, fragile and frail

Blinded eyes now see so clear
Dreams that twist and draw you near
Brighten up, don't look away
Catch the spark, feel the sway
Neon visions, wild and free
Vivid colors, mystery
Electric heartbeats, pulsing glow
Ride the wave, let it flow

Wild and Free

Wild And Free

An exploration of creating music with artificial intelligence. 

Nebulous

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