background song nirvana smells like teen spirit. 

is it bad at all I can just listen to this Numbly? but in a way it kinda soothes my soul? yet feeds my flames. hm🤷

Oh ffs, make a clean version. I honestly do not care about your obnoxious screaming.

You know whats funny, i found you off a donation you gave to Yassuo a while back, and i have not been disappointed since

Voice In My Head Prod Vaegud & Sketchmyname

Lyrics:
Every day I just feel so much, god fuckin dammit i just bleed so much,
I know i plead too much but i need your touch, cause without it I wont be someone


Wake up I wish I was dead, you were there when noone cared,
now my lifes full of despair, shaking and scared, i wasnt prepared,
THESE DEMONS ARE ALL IN MY HEAD


NEVER EXPRESSED, IT'S ALWAYS CONSTRAINED,
THESE THOUGHTS ARE JUST HAUNTING MY BRAIN, I JUST CANT EXPLAIN
All of this pain, going through each and every single one of my veins


The past is done, I cant change that,
I think it's time for me to just face facts,
All red is gone, my heart aches black,
I might just go and blow my brains blank, 


 why cant It just end? 
STOP, STOP IT, JUST GO AWAY, PLEASE!


pain...pain...pain..pain....pain...pain..NOTHING WILL EVER BE THE SAME



I CANT ESCAPE, THIS IS MY FATE, 
WHY CANT THINGS JUST BE SO SIMPLY EXPLAINED,
WHY ARE YOU FADING, FLOATING EVADING, GOING ESCAPING,
YOU KNOW I CANT TAKE IT,
I JUST WANT TO LIVE IN PEACE, I JUST WANNA LIVE WITH EASE,
I JUST WANNA LIVE AND BREATHE, I JUST WANNA LOVE MY QUEEN.


Original beat, Aestral- Miran

Pain (prod. aestral)

im going to kill myself (prod. angst)

Artwork By : https://www.instagram.com/swedish_weirdo/
Lyrics

Seeing My Fears Come Alive
I Feel Like I'm Dead Inside

I Feel Like I'm Dead Inside

I Went Through Hell And Back
You Would Never Understand

You Would Never Understand
Getting Trapped In Yourself
I'm Screaming, I'm Calling For Help

It's Quiet As A Mouse In Here
I Just Gotta Get Out Of here

But I Can't
And You Can't Help Me
If I Come Back Please Hold Me Gently
And Now I'm Back , I've Lived A Thousand Lives
If I Die Let It Please Be By Your Side

Hell And Back

Stream On Spotify

Hell And Back (Prod.Discent)

Inspired by Brennan Savage's "Cold World" prod. by Hector Vae

STREAM

COLD DAY IN HELL

I got places, i draw faces, i leave the canvas black 
for all cases, divine judgement is not racist 

I see ghosts right beside of me, 
Day by day they just take away the life from me, 

No vision, but cold vision, they try to take my wave with nose digging,
EMPTY KID WITH NO FIGURES, I GOT MY OWN CODE, WITH GOLD SCRIPTURES,
THEY DONT UNDERSTAND ME CAUSE I JOKE DIFFERENT,

(Chorus)
Ima die lonely, i see the light slowly, take your time on me, they got an eye on me x4



Dead choices, and dead voices, i hear none
Fake emotions, and fake love, just get lost
Light Yagami,with dead bodies, I let none 
I became a villain in short time, i hate lust 






I claimed a vision, and never thought, that I'd see the start
Now i'm the one that the devil wants to come tear apart, 
Live a life alone, a broken kid, with a broken heart,
Never thought, that the pain would play such a major part 

I'm sick and twisted, fuck it I'm conflicted
Aint a person round me that can fuckin tell me different. 
 

Ima die lonely x 4

Die Lønley (prod. Purple Hex)

Cold, I don't feel a thing, I know it's troubling.

So, what do I do now? I've got to go find myself. 

x2





It's cold in my socks, when I walk, I freeze in my place
I need an escape,


They tell me they love me, I wanna be free from the hate. 
no it won't be of this way. 

I spoke to a demon today,


He told me they wouldn't believe what I'm saying.
So what is the use if I speak of my brain.
I wish I could just flee into space, without even leaving a trace,




I should proceed, and just move on with silence,
Cause no one can find about the things i did 



Call me itachi, I only embody the evil,
I need to save all these people.


All of my trust, all of it's gone

 I shoot for the moon, I shoot for the stars,
I shoot for the dead, I shoot for my cause. 
I shoot at your eyes, I shoot at your heart. 







I SCREAM AT THE GODS, WHO IS IN CHARGE,
i WAS BORN INSIDE OF PANDORA'S BOX 





till this day i watch society rot,
kill everything till it finally stops. 
wish the day comes when im finally gone

WHY AM I THE ONE THAT'S DYING SO YOUNG X 3 


see all the shit that i live with
very young odd kid living  - x4

Antihero (prod. silentnight)

Prod by @prodnovember

ALWAYS THE TOPIC
THEY LOVE TO TALK SHIT
IM TURNING TOXIC
OPEN MY CONSCIENCE

GOD ISN'T COMING I KNOW IM THE PROPHET

IM FULLY CONVINCED THAT NOBODY CAN STOP THIS 


I MADE THE WRONG CHOICE, NOW I FEEL AWFUL,
WHEN I FEEL HURT I TEAR OPEN MY TONSILS

LOSING MY PATIENCE, LOSING MY KINDNESS,
WANNA CUT OPEN EVERYBODIES EYELIDS.  
 

(HOOK)
IM FEELING TOXIC, SOMEBODY STOP THIS X4



ALL THESE HIGHS AND ALL THESE LOWS,
I TAINTED MY SOUL, IM LOSING CONTROL,

I AM NO LONGER THE PERSON I KNOW,
LOST ALL MY FAITH I HAD IN THIS WORLD. 

I KILLED EVERY SMILE, KILLED EVERY FRIEND, 
I'LL KILL EVERYTHING AND I'LL DO IT AGAIN, 

I FEEL NO REMORSE, YOU WONT UNDERSTAND, 
WHAT IT'S LIKE LOSING EVERYTHING YOU HAVE. 



THEY CALL ME NIHILISTIC, FEEL SO SADISTIC, 


I'M FEELING TOXIC, SOMEBODY STOP THIS X 3

Toxic (prod. November)

INSTAGRAM: @DropSkies
TWITTER: @ItsDropSkies

Cold Drip (Prod. Blade901)

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/sethbest-sb
Lyrics & Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin & https://soundcloud.com/sshvdow
Mixing & Mastering: hyu
Sample by: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin


the thoughts in your mind
the feeling of death
it's coming and closing

the knife in your back
i'll severe your head
cause you are not chosen

don't think that i'm forced
I do what I want
you'll end in that moment

I feel like i'm dead
I just want my bed
I think I am broken


All night
fuck life
feel like i'm dead in the night time

shot in the head
but i'm alright

saw as he bled in the sunlight
god wants him dead from the spotlight
he'll write his song in the midnight
he did it all for the limelight
uh
he did it all for the limelight


I sold my soul to feel alright
i'm so alone

I sold my soul for the limelight
I can't let go


TELL ME
WHY I FUCKING HATE IT IN THE NIGHT TIME
I JUST WANNA FEEL GOOD SO I'M ALRIGHT


your falling
i'm falling
and i'm toxic
no loving
i'm loving
yet no crying
i'm crying

[SSHVDOW]

Stream🖤

i hate myself more than anyone else ft. SSHVDOW (Prod By. Kurokami)

be positive.


realvyok@gmail.com     ------ for all inquiries

im going to kill myself (prod. angst)

VyOk

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