Name: losing myself by w3bgh0st
Duration: 1 min 46 s
Description: prod me

losing myself

prod wintr
@p7e  and corpse disposal @corpse-disposal

https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/

mixed and mastered by me
lyrixx
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hurt me so bad 
in every worse way
but you’re actions is killing me
every fuckin day 
the drugs that you take
the K to the face 
when we all die 
will it all be erased?
oh how you hurt me
i love the way i bleed
lick the scars on my body
the sounds of you steady rotting 
pin me
bite me
do me so bad 
wanted everything that i had
oh it hurt so bad
the last cut was so bad 


last night….
another relapse….
i jus wanted everything to just go back
wanted everything to go back


steady lying to yourself sayin youll get help 
every single day you wake up 
a ghost in a shell
relapse another cut
i cant help but fuck it up
i cant help but make myself really wanna throw up 
i make myself so fuckin sick
its not my fault i told you i was toxic 
blow my brains on my walls
no ones to clean it up
i cant ever stop i swear im so stuck up

I fell in love with the pain i inflict onto myself

@sicklikeadog
@kiryoo
https://www.instagram.com/sickstillsick
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby
https://www.instagram.com/technosexwitch

lyrics. soon ily u kaleb thank you for killing this

take the blade w sicklikeadog (technosexwitch)

I used to be so warm hearted
Until she started freezing my blood
That girl had intent to kill
But she is not cold enough
I used to have so many more friends
Until she started scaring all of them
Now that she's my ex
I don't ever want to see her again

girl I will forget you like I always do
girl I'll find someone who looks nothing like you
girl I will forget you like you never wanted me to
girl I'll find someone who reminds me nothing of you

I used to have so many more friends
Until she started scaring them to death
Now that she's my ex
Guys, I want to be friends again
I've got this funny feeling
You don't think I'm really leaving, well
I used to have so many more friends
And now I'd take it all back, oh god

girl I will forget you like I always do
girl I'll find someone who looks nothing like you
girl I will forget you like you never wanted me to
girl I'll find someone who reminds me nothing of you
See upcoming pop shows

When you hear me on your radio, tell them
"He wrote this for me
Ex-boyfriend on my stereo
No, that boy went crazy."
I'll forget that you ever lived
I'll forget that you ever existed
And girl you better hope
My new girlfriend never finds out what you did

Um, I wanted you to know that, uh...

Girl, I will forget you like I always do
Girl, I'll find someone who looks nothing like you
When my new girlfriend finds out what you said
Oh, you're fucking dead
Girl, I'll find someone who reminds me nothing of you

When you hear me on your radio, tell them
"He wrote this for me
Ex-boyfriend on my stereo
No, that boy went crazy."
I'll forget that you ever, ever lived
I'll forget that you ever existed
And girl you better hope
My new girlfriend never finds out what you did
Girl, you better hope my new girlfriend
Never finds out what you did

i will forget you (everett latte) (rediscover cover)

i smoke it to the brain idgaf
and i jus poured another shot in my liquor cup
im sorry if u missed me
i jus bought a pair of shorts on 5th street

im bouta put the chain on
suddendeath what it say on it
likee while my swagger getting stolen
i made da beat if u didnt noticeee
im rockin jeans and im sippin soda
slippers on my feet like im getting older
hop up out the bed like my name is soulja
im smokin trees i got paranoia

missed me ~prod me

produced by everett the goattttttttttttttttttt @everettlatte

everett:
what u wanna come by?
sry i cant rly talk rn im 2 high
when i look up
i see the wrong sky
money in my pocket ain't enough 2 get by

fuck life
get faded
wake up another day so jaded
fuck life
i hate it
can't take my heart jus break it

me:

woke up worst news i was broken
manic rage cant explain my emotions

ur the only one ive ever felt this way about
no matter how much time has passed ur the one without a doubt

i hear my soul call for you
u decline when i call out but i would not ignore you
peakin feel euphoria its nothing if not with you
does it mean nothing when i told u that i miss u

wake up take a pill ignore the feeling in my chest
hate the game of life fail every lesson every test
soul broke into two walk around so damn depressed
i gotta take so many pills if i wan go to bed

why u talkin bout us like were already dead
were so young got so much together left
theres shit i need to come terms with not ready yet
i can be there for u if u let me yeh

7 deadly sins
7 chakras
balance in the world in your face all around us
balance what the universe made when it found us
why u wanna go and start another life without us

i been diving head deep into all these powders
i been takin hella pills but it dont even matter
i miss when u were here n pretend to care
i miss before i found out lifes unfair

everett:

yeah i guess i nevr cared enough
apathetic 2 the bone wake up n take another puff
yeah i guess i nevr cared enough
cold to the touch just like a stone so pathetic it's in my blood
yeah i guess i nevr cared enough
apathetic 2 the bone wake up n take another puff
yeah i guess i nevr cared enough
cold to the touch just like a stone so pathetic it's in my blood

broken w/ everett latte

self prod 

washed up off the vodka
gotta take a bean
bitches on my dick
she tryna fuck
tryna fuck the team
bitch im chasing money 
i wont just let that hoe intervene 
bitch im posted up 
greedy asf
i got hella green
hear u talkin shit
we hit his head 
he up on magazines
hit his ass w magazines 
he up on a movie scene


I'm too lazy to write anymore lyrics ngl


cheap vodka #technosex

idont wanna ever leave ur side

self prod

looking in ur eyes bby
yea i wna fk u
im a wet specimen
keep me in ur fkin room
keep me in ur fkin room
carrying ur cloud of gloom 
i dnt wna know u 
i dnt wna know uuu
i can tell the things u been thru
i just wna love u
but ill rlly fk u up if u get closer
nd idk if its over 
idk if its over
idk idk idkkk
u see my blood on a clover
i wna die here
all my friends gon leave me
cuz they know this my last year
my livers failing me
nd my skin is yellowing
i cnt even wake up 
i just know this is a dream
i just know this is a dream
i miss when u were with me

i miss like everything 
nd ur fkin blush
i bought u a wedding ring
ur fingers down my throat
i feel like im dying

looking in ur eyes bby
yea i wna fk u
im a wet specimen
keep me in ur fkin room
keep me in ur fkin room
carrying ur cloud of gloom 
i dnt wna know u 
i dnt wna know uuu
i can tell the things u been thru
i just wna love u
but ill rlly fk u up if u get closer
nd idk if its over 
idk if its over
idk idk idkkk
u see my blood on a clover
i wna die here
all my friends gon leave me
cuz they know this my last year

wet specimen

https://www.instagram.com/technosexwitch

https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby

https://www.instagram.com/luvwillowxx

prod @kiryoo
mixed by me @luvwillow n @kiryoo

lyrixx
doing toxins in my sleep 
i cant feel alive
your bitch on my dick
i got no time for alibis 
a suicidal junkie
thats all theyll ever kno
i cant fw a bitch
i cannot care about no hoe
you wont die for the fame
you dont wannq talk
she wont pick up
and im breaking down my walls
n im fuckin up
i make my wrist cry
slit my throat at night 
n ill say goodbye


willow:
im gonna lose myself 
looking for you once again
should i mix these pills
or will i fuckin end up dead
i got too much on my mind
i got too much in my heart
i aint sleep all fuckin night
i was drunk inside my car
i know that im always high
i know that i fucked it up 
???? like all my life 
im just surprised bae 
no im not shy


taylor :

i wud have died for thee
u dont even knoww
i might just fk up 
u gon find my body cold
my livers failing me
nd my heart is ugly
theres way too much i seen
lines on my arteries 
theres nothing left to keep
yea my bodies ruining 
lost myself all again while just trying to find me

Toxins 💉w/ luvwillow + technosexwitch

self prod

I dnt wanna be alone 2x
hear my wrist cry everytime I hit the fkin bone 
social suicide everytime im at my fkin home

I want sum more can u call me on ur iPhone 2x

text me back bby I don't wanna be alone:(

I don't wanna be alone 4x

I want sum more can u call me on ur iPhone 4x




losing myself

w3bgh0st

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