ugly as fuck and forever alone
imma take ten pills then im calling it home
take a gander at your window im outside like a gnome
onna walk into your garden only place that i roam
i remember two things i forgot the other one
but i still hold on cuz im so high strung
   you be looking at me like im so damn dumb
i dont really look at all cuz i never gave one
   say hello again to the doctor with a grin
hoe im doctor skeleton and i really need a win
make an incision blood dripped down her shin
   think i need you but i need your skin
i dont make threats all i needed was a pet
   couldnt get one as a kid i guess
imma keep you inside a cage
every day brings me much more rage

ugly as fuck and forever alone

he pissed off the rats (immersive)

prod. me
feat. @kiryoo
i lost the beat project file hence repetitive 
wtvvwtvvvvvwtvvvvvv


:lyrics
@misalivee
are you scared of me?
baby think i need a text
so please dont hate on me

like will you marry me??
leave me fucked up out my face
like you dont care bout me
care bout me

wedding rings
bitch ill buy you pretty things
pretty face
what the fuck ?
oxy cups
adderall i mix with paramol
think im fucked
baby i could get u anything
wedding rings
black dress
diamond earings

and if you leave me baby yeah ill cut ur throat
i hate my life youre the only thing i chose

baby idkk
paranoid as fuck

@kiryoo
buy u pretty things
a wedding ring
i dont wanna talk get out of my face
???
wanna run away
get out this place

imma take a sip right out the bottle
i got scars on my heart dont hurt me
cutting me like surgey
pls dont leave me
witchcarft on ur heart
youll only ever see me
i feel like a celebrity
crash in my whip see me on tmz
im off designer drugs
like bitch come hmu
got me in a chokehold
i cant fkin breathe
spill ur guts for me tell me everything

prettyface ++kiryo!

prod. me 
feat. @xxcrush
rushed master by me 

i want 2 fucking givee uppp

lyrix;
@misalivee
ohhh ohhhh i just want
i just want it all, i just want

i hope that you forgot everything i said
i hope that you deleted every message that i sent
im a fuck up, an addict, i should kms
why am i living? bitch i wna know myself

i still see you in my dreams
like omg bitch youre the one i need
its hard to funtion when youre like all i got
been mixing drugs in hopes my heart gon stop
and baby all i want, i might fucking give up
talk to me cuz i been twisted off my drugs
i wont talk to you again and it sucks

@xxcrush
You know this is bad for me
You don’t know what im battling
Like don’t talk this way
 it’s hard to say
I wna kms yahh like I have too
 like she bad news
Well im bad too
Bat wings actually 
i had too Feel the noise
I can’t hear your voice
Ina void promise I’ll get back too you 
tryna be fly like me
These not angel wings
Uu can’t ever see the way I see 
Ima freak like that’s so me
You look so cute with those bangs omg

why am i alive ++xxcrush

cant have what i want dont get what i need 
prod. me 
feat. @w6lker
mastered by me 

@misalivee
cuz ur the one i want u can cut me up

like yeah i watch i watch you from your window
you can cut me up for you're one i want
for you baby i would cut
haunt me like a ghost with your eyes closed
wrapped around my soul baby keep close

and baby im a mess but youre the one i want
you can take my heart take me any time you want
like baby hit me up cuz youre the one i want
pretty little ghost take my soul any time u want

@w6lker
i must atone, i cannot live, and i deserve to die
i let them put syringes in my skin, and tear out both my eyes
hate to admit that i was sick, i guess it's no surprise
become a martyr for my god, and give away my life

give what i owe, but they do not forgive
it's hard for me to move with these nails in my wrist
flail your arms at the sky, but there's no one above
trust i've tried it before, i have given my blood

i can't feel my heart, but it's beating, i think it is
so very somber, i try not to think of it
hunted as rabbits, he wastes us, and wears our skin
all things consumed, animals, that's the way it is

want what i cant have ++hauntingclaire

yucky
--------
im so fkin gone
throw my ashes in ur lawn
i know u loved me once
now we gotta say goodbye
stick a needle in my eye
cross my heart and hope to die
if im going out
going out by suicide
put the chalk around my body
im alr fkin gone
im so fkin haunted
i got bodys in my walls



yuri
---------------------
let my heart go
kill me with my fuckin dreams (MY FUCKING DREAMZZ)
i dont wanna feel
not a thing  (NOT A THING!)
not a thing  (NOT A THING)
like wtf is wrong with me (NOOOOOOO)
like what i gotta do to get my heart back
im to scared to say i miss you like so bad (LIKE SO BAD)
bloody fuckin suicide 
baby is it you or i
needles in my fuckin spine 
i want you like all the time AALLL THE TIMEEE
waste my time 
all the time 
baby i dont want to cry 
thoughts are corrupted
twist into my fertile mind 
i have sm regret
shes puking blood on my fuckin set 
shots aiming fo necks
snap is back like he got next

yucky
---------
im so fkin gone
throw my ashes in ur lawn
i know u loved me once
now we gotta say goodbye
stick a needle in my eye
cross my heart and hope to die
if im going out
going out by suicide

put the chalk around my body
im alr fkin gone
im so fkin haunted
i got bodys in my walls

i start throwing up
i just wanna go
take my fkin hand
see my fkin bones
now shes all on me
feelin on my body
i dont wanna know
i dont wanna know

needles "scared of the thought of you, if you hear this im sorry"

youdontcare

prod kuva
i got bored

instagram.com/2011raver

@p7e

i dont feel affection
kill her on the first date
dats my first impression


i dont need ur questions
better kyx
thats just a suggestion (dont ban me sc)
i dont feel affection

you wont get the best of me
i hate u bb cxant u see
i dont feel affection
kill her on the first date
dats my first impression

(vocal chops)

affection

beat produced by my brother @misalivee ilyy #BFC

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
@disoc8
are you even human?
my wrists are in a ruin,
i feel so alone doing drugs in my room :c
stop.
popstar, smokin OG at the partyyy
rockstar, mix amphetamines in my molly,

crush a pill, cuz i luv the way it makes me fuckin feel <3
make a deal, keep it fkn comin i don't wanna heal.
(dissociate), every single second i feel so surreal,
bby come with me i'll show u something real.

i don't need sense of direction
i live in fucked up perfection
take more, no need for reflection
friends always leave i'm so used to rejection

cut here, cut there, nobody's gonna care
i feel so scared, i fucking hate it here
i don't care about a thing i'm gonna die this year
i don't care about a fucking thing i'm gonna die this year

my girl is a bad bitch,
last one was a catfish
checkin on ur fkn ig that shit was tragic
they say i'm bipolar,
they say that i'm manic,
i just think i'm boss and see my numbers getting massive

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song
take care<3

POPSTAR SUICIDE (misalive)

KEITH APE - LOVE SONG (FT.AFOURTEEN, LIL DARKIE) (PROD.WENDIGO)

Artwork by Lil Darkie

KEITH APE - LOVE SONG (FT.AFOURTEEN, LIL DARKIE) (PROD.WENDIGO)

lyrics:
fucking having a "broken bike," oh, shut up!
who put me in the same room as this faggot?
hi! welcome! the first song is gonna be a note from the author to himself, and after that, it's gonna--not be that

hey everyone, this is lil darkie! just checking in to remind you to keep all hands, arms, feet, and legs inside your thoughts at all times, okay dears?

i feel like i am jim carrey
the mask i wear is scary, ooh, uh
hand on the cream like berry
i licked the bitch like mary (*licks*)
yeah tha--yeah that's me
if you can't even rap, stop yapping
you switching up, you capping
talking--talking shit
you got nobody to share
all of your hate with
who care
throw a--throw a fit
i don't care one bit
but i couldn't, wouldn't, won't, cause you a bitch
i just wonder how long it would take for you to die
hanging higher than you've ever been on any line
fine
him dead on the road, tec-9
put it through the head he used to hear my rhymes
i hope
pussy you a fucking fraud
pussy boy i pray to god
(kill--kill yours--)
i've been making enemies, head of bees on my neck
i be buzzing, i be cussing and busting a fucking tec

yeah they be talking that shit but i don't give a fuck i throw no hands in public
you wanna run up and hit and get hit with the bucket then buck it right on the subject
i am the voice in your head that you don't wanna hear but you just gotta learn to love it
i am the hand on the gat that be itching to blow on the sheriffs if i ain't above it
i got a bit of the weed
i got a bit of the wad
you got a bit of the seed
you got a bit of the talk
serving a bit of the rock
that was a cap
pussy you fronting a lot
pussy you front on the gram
you not a man
you is a rat and a prick
you gotta cap for a dip
pussy you banned
pussy you renting them cars
pussy you buying them bars
barely a guy
nigga you barely alive
nigga hop outta my line
i see you lurking
i see you peeping my shit
i see you weeping a bit
i'm out of town
sorry the boy ain't around
i'm gonna lay with the pound, yuh
that's the way i like it, soon as i switch which lanes
i would swing a young darkie like i switched up brains
i got water in my body, i am poor, i reign
i got slaughter in my blood, i am so insane
taught our apes that all doubt me i'm a monkey say it proudly
woo!

it's a zoo back home
wish i drew that chrome
put 'em down when i had the chance
make it look like happenstance
cops will do a tapping dance
and opps will get a crap in pants
i'm a wraith
i'm feeling darker, cannot concentrate
i am hate
i wanna park and hit you in your face
feel the bass
i'm smoking heavy blunt is always laced
run the raids
but no one know if darkie caught a case
fuck you, g
you nigga bitches niggas ain't for me
tainting me
i can't believe these kids are painting me and
drawing me
i don't know what they might have saw in me
a ball of meat
i throw 'em out until it's perfect bro
worth it though
they not around when i am hurting more
i don't care
that's why i choose to go delete my hair
and now they staring at me like i mattered all along to them
i'm your friend
i'm Lil Darkie, it's your life i'll end

it's your life i'll end
it's your life i'll end
it's your life i'll end
it's your life i'll end
it's your life i'll end
it's your life i'll end
it's your life i'll end
it's your life i'll e-

youdontcare

W3RM

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