Lyrics 🎱

I swear her eyes cut deep
That some shit you can feel
She's been working through all the seams
And every wall i've built
These days can't tell what even ever feels real
Inside my skin, I know that I've got the steel
Flew out my windshield
I fucked my leg up
Didn't think I would heal
Or even ever find the will
But I don't ever give up
Mistakes are part of the drill

I swear nobody really knows me
growing up and learing
Ive been growing up slowly
How to maybe love myself
I've been staying low key
Ridding of the old me
Sacraficing myself

Friends inside my Snapchat
Telling me that I gotta change
Doing such is hard but
It's better than living insane
And I'm dead in the head
Or at least it seems that way

*there's no other way to look @ it *

I load the mag and I think real deep
Sometimes I wonder if I would rather count sheep -
For the rest of my life
Am I worth anything?
Lonely nights grinding
All the way to my teeth

But I'm not who I wanna be
I worry and worry I'll never achieve -
All of my goals, but dedication runs deep
Inside of my blood, so I'll accomplish all of my dreams, and nothing could ever stop me

eyes cut deep (prod. jissa)

Hook:
No one fucking likes me I’m addicted to love
Gave her all my time and pain could I ask for a hug?
Crying screaming at my god ask him if I’m dumb
But nah I’m the one, don’t you ask me I’ll run
I ain’t fucking no bitch, I won’t kiss ya for fun
You can hit up my phone, but I ain’t catching no dubs
I visit my uncle Paul I tell him I ain’t the one
Homie screaming from the grave I’m my fathers son

Verse 1: t3dblack
Keep me crying, I ain’t lying it’s just a phase aye
Im a lion locked my soul inside a cage aye
Drugs im buying in my scion for the day aye
I am trying but im lying it’s just a phase aye
I don’t know I don’t know what to say aye
Get my woes on a beat for a change aye
Hit new lows cry about it for a day aye
Happiness is a goal I’m trying to chase aye
I care for her and my homies and my life
It ain’t right I find my words like a knife
Don’t think twice I got demons when I write
It’s complicated I’ll address you another night

Bridge:
She says she sees my soul, but I cannot believe it
Baby I’ll take you home, can you keep a secret
as far as I’ll go, ripped me into pieces
Let’s look at the snow, and I’ll leave you Jesus

Hook:
No one fucking likes me I’m addicted to love
Gave her all my time and pain could I ask for a hug?
Crying screaming at my god ask him if I’m dumb
But nah I’m the one, don’t you ask me I’ll run
I ain’t fucking no bitch, I won’t kiss ya for fun
You can hit up my phone, but I ain’t catching no dubs
I visit my uncle Paul I tell him I ain’t the one
Homie screaming from the grave I’m my fathers son

Verse 2: Scorpio
I'm not the son that you want, I know I'll never be enough
All I wanted was love, Before my eyes close shut
Could I get me some of that?
What was I thinking, of course I can't
I've dug my own grave, with my two hands
Now I'm so afraid, Of giving up my heart
Cause when you left, All you left was a scar 
I, I can't see, (I'm falling to pieces)
My visionarys turning black, (Im bleeding)

from the grave ft. scorpio (prod. santana)

burden (ft. benimaru) (eskimos)

dior in the morgue

prod @yunnygoldz
Bat wings, baby why u summon me
Matching, lead me on killing spree
Ashes, spread em out and cover me
balance, spare me some civility

Look into my heart no hope in it,
Smoking backwoods got me choking spit
Vampire baby no reflection in the mirror when i spoke in it
Lemme toke the hit, 

Draw in, another journey for the backroads
Blospar bible empire to the castle
Tryna get a lot from me im not that slow
Own the monopoly no hasbro

We gon kick the curb to the nightstand
Pick ur parachute cause idk where i might land
Baby watch ur back, evil always in disguise
shawty lemme kiss ur neck dont even question why

Back home, in a rickshaw
I dont know what i'd do without you, suffer withdraw
My own confidence isnt without insecurity
Baby whats the reason im devil of impurity
 
Paint me up a picture, before i succumb and forfeit
Pour some blood into the mixture, splatter to the portrait


bat wings [prod. yunny goldz]

Armor (Ashton)

prod. @yunnygoldz
lyrics:
Things got lost and lost our hope
Second chances still got choked
Highways always stall to slows
And true love always hurts the most

Honestly im telling the truth there aint been truer words
You got to meet my nan before she passed away in luneburg

had your bunny necklace laying for months on my nightstand
Whats tonights plan? Maybe rot in bed until i conceive the right plan
2 years fall apart within your hands, fine to grain and bits of sand
Even i had the bullseye point blank i doubt my shot would land
I need help now, im craving for attention even tho im in the background
Dont come back’round, cause i dont wanna waste more time just for it all to crash down


craving for attention even tho im in the background [prod. yunny goldz]

poison ([prod. bended])

Calender, featuring notahero 
Prod. Ryan Kelly & s0ftskelet0ns

Hope you guys enjoy <3 
#vails #notahero #song #guitar #folk #singer #acoustic #chill #autumn #spring #feelgood #music

Calender w/ notahero (prod. Ryan Kelly, s0ftskelet0ns)

(prod by cxrter x tahtx)
4/14/25
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle x @februariesforgotten
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
Send me forth by god
My angel,
Your the only one that could've seen me from this angle
A testament for hours spent,
Your the only devil I've seen of lately

[VERSE]
You should tear this up
This picture's already faded
They say I'm down on my luck
That shit's outdated
I'm so jaded
Thinking that she's fading out
Said, "She's fading out."

[HOOK]
Say your fighting like an animal
You're caging in, you're caging out
This barn is full of vermin for a cat could never kick em' out

Say your fighting like an animal
You're caging in, you're caging out
This caverns full of serpents, navigate me through another route

[CHORUS]
Saying, one.
Two,
Threw my fucking shoe at a crack head down by the river last week
Saying, "What's new?"
Inside this shitty town
Where nothing ever changes and the drugs are all around

[VERSE]
You should tear this up
This picture's already faded
I burned like some of your stuff
But that shits already fading

[MARCH22ND]
Don't go,
You were sayin' that you wouldn't to your brother last week 
It's been so cold
Got a phone call cryin' from your mother last week
And I can't help
But hope to hear you call
When you spoke out
That was the last time we talked
In this freezing haunted house
I hear your voice ring though the walls

Get me outta here!
I lost myself about a year ago
It gets bad in here
There's spiders, serpents, rats, and rodents
Picking at your bones
Going mad in here
I hear you wherever I go
In this town of ghosts
It's sad to know they're screaming

Don't go,
You were sayin' that you wouldn't to your brother last week 
It's been so cold
Got a phone call cryin' from your mother last week
Screaming, "Don't go!" don't go.

Barn of Vermin feat. march22nd (cxrter x tahtx)

prod jolst

I can tell u that its like
tell u that im like this
u don't have to say anything
just hold a tight fist
I can tell u that its like
tell u that im like this
I cant be myself
so I sit in silence

never been the one to blend in
always felt like I was too different from them
im feeling strange when I should be on the offence
only cheer from the background are they really my friends
so I get so tired
is that what its like
to be so different that you sit an be quiet
leave your thoughts to your own
and that's fine
alright alright alright alright

I can tell u that its like
tell u that im like this
u don't have to say anything
just hold a tight fist
I can tell u that its like
tell u that im like this
I cant be myself
so I sit in silence

I never wanna tell you where it begins
I don't wanna ever relive it
school was hell
and now im older
I can hardly tell
that pain got colder
always felt like I was out of place
like a ghost walking In the human space
they laughed while I stayed in my shell
told myself "you don't belong, but oh well"

I can tell u that its like
tell u that im like this
u don't have to say anything
just hold a tight fist
I can tell u that its like
tell u that im like this
I cant be myself
so I sit in silence

different

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eyes cut deep (prod. jissa)

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