Lyrics:

Could u pull me closer?
I'm sorry I need closure
I'm not made of steel
But pretend so I can cover
Up all these emotions
I'm hurting, cannot show them
I wanna feel fine, but I know my chance is over

Im too fucked up, I dunno if I'm alive
This ecstasy is taking me to highs I've never climbed
I run away from problems cause they they weigh my suicide
But when I feel I'm with you
 I always feel alright
So can you please stay by
You take away my freight
From waking up at night
Sleeping with you feels right
I've never felt this nice
So can you please please please please please please please
Spend the night

Voices in my head
I know something don't feel right
I know that you called
But I'm fighting thoughts of suicide

You can watch me fall
Or fix it all from the sidelines
It only takes a call
Or maybe just to see those eyes

eyes (prod. siem spark)

Hook
You make me wanna be a better man 
You make me wanna be a better man babe
You believe in me you tell me that I can 
Cuz u want me to be a better man

Verse
I really need you to hold my hand 
I try to change don’t know that I can 
You look at me and tell me that’s enough 
I think it’s time for me to toughen up 

I gotta get my fuckin shit together 
Don’t wanna feel depressed like this forever
With you around it makes it way better 
Becoming better that’s a lot of pressure 

I don’t know 
I don’t know 
I don’t know 
I don’t know 
I don’t know 
I don’t know
What it takes

Hook
You make me wanna be a better man 
You make me wanna be a better man babe
You believe in me you tell me that I can 
Cuz u want me to be a better man
x2

I been slowly changing my mood 
I’ve been growing get in my groove 
You’ve been pushin me to be who 
You know I can be yea real soon 

Before you baby i ain’t have a plan 
On how I can become a better man 
With you it’s clear I got it in my hands 
Now I feel like I got two feet to stand 

On my own 
You helped me 
Now I know 
Now I know 
Now I know 
Now I know 
What it takes

You make me wanna be a better man 
You make me wanna be a better man babe
You believe in me you tell me that I can 
Cuz u want me to be a better man
X2

BETTER MAN (prod. Jammy Beatz)

fuck needing friends 
with these beats I'll be fine
no amount of destruction 
could alter my grind
I still miss my nonnie
and all her advice 
I'm still fighting urges 
To pick up the knife
Slice to my skin
watch the redness arise
drinking and self harm
is crazy combined

I cough up my lungs
And I stay to myself
the doctors don't love me
they're ruining my health
I am my own enemy
Mixing these pills
but vodka with cranberry 
helped what I felt 

I don't need you
And don't need no help
I can roll me up a blunt
And smoke it by myself
I don't need me no company 
to keep my sane
I been making music
And enjoying the rain
I don't make no love songs
I talk about life
complicated as fuck
But the same every time
who would I be
If I took my own life?
who would I be
If I left her tonight?

With stool in the sheets
I don't bat an eye
I just care for these people
to help my own mind
I smile as I bleed
From a dopamine high
And I barely can breathe
From the smoke that I light


This year, been a long haul
But it's over now my dear
one for trying different vodka shots
but now I'm only sipping on beer
I could fuck up a good thing
and do it all from anger/fear

anger/fear (ciche&jarn)

Lyrics 🎱

Stuck in this body
don't wanna be
hard tryna find love
Whenever you're me
hard to be done
with liquor and weed
I'm sadder when I'm sober
it's hard to believe
With all of this shit 
Floating round in my head 
It's harder to get up 
And stay out of bed
Repeating this cycle
I'm already dead
Right down to the follicle 
Fucked in the head

Hennessy Gatorade
take all my thoughts
Without all the alcohol
I feel so lost
I live in the moment
Despite what it cost 
My brain my opponent 
I drink till I'm sloshed

yeah depression a bitch
I hope I don't slit my wrist
I'm tryna get fucked up
pour a beer sip the fizz
this is sad how I live
I'm ruining moments that I get
I'm sneaking shots of different gin
and then I say I don't pretend
I feel like shit, cause I'm the man
these weirdos fucking with some kids
I'm not one for the Vicodin
I take percocet 

When I'm gone
No, this shouldn't take long
I just wanna see you
I'm bout to take off
I'm tryna see you baby
Get me out of my thoughts

I know that things are hard 
I know that I'm depressed 
I know that things are feeling different 
lying in this bed 
With sins I won't forget
I'll take secrets to death 
I got lost while growing up 
I fucking hate when it reflects

I'm tryna find my way
Feel like shit, but getting paid 
Mama told me it's okay 
I wipe the pain from out my face 
Stay inside on sunny days 
Hate when people see my face 
I got secrets in my closet 
Probably will never change

closet (tenguzavr)

Lyrics 🎱

I clocked in at 3
And I'll work till the night
This feeling's free
at the cost of my mind
I rarely can see her
But she match the vibe
I wanna believe her
but care bout my life

I swear I try to fix myself
at the bottom of the barrel
Or the bottle couldn't help
Still I'm steady striving 
for a way to find myself
I talk a lot bout dying 
couldn't care less bout my health

I want to be somebody else
Quarter sack I'm packing 
From the corner of the shelf
I don't need nobody's help 
I drink away my feelings 
And pretend to love myself
So now you're worried bout out my health?
I pour this vodka back 
And tell my friends I'm doing well 
I'm fuckin hurting 
Could you tell?
I stay awake at night 
From everything that I had felt 

I'm stressed
I can feel my heartbeat
things been complicated 
every since I left the car-seat 
I'm a mess
My arms are looking like some chopped meat
sick of people switching up
just give me someone concrete

Getting twisted in my thoughts
Thought she loved me
Why's she gone?
Didn't stay for very long
hear my pain
Throughout my songs
painted nails
She give me top
she's hot as hell
I'm just a jock
I get swindled in my thoughts
broken fender on my car
cigarettes throughout my yard
empty beer cans where I park
I feel alive when it gets dark
 
Roll me up a fatty
And turn on the game
sipping on some natty
with gas in my tank
it's gone be a good night
Oh I know, I don't think
life can get ugly
with pins in ya brain
whenever you fuck me
call out my name
nobody's above me
damn it's a shame
got that dog in me
No I couldn't be tamed
heart break on a sunday
And I'm not to blame
I struggle in this life
carrying all of this weight
a beast in the night
I could never be maimed


somebody else (okaykoda)

Lyrics 🎱

You're in my bed for a reason
I'll teach you some lessons
I swear that I'll mean them
My heart on my sleeve
I barely am breathing
I feel palpitations 
And I know you're the reason
This life that I'm seeking
Can't reach it with trust
I show you I love you
You don't give a fuck
You don't give a fuck
About me, or anything that I do
My momma and drugs
Are stopping the noose
choke me to death
As I cry in my room
(My heart on my sleeve
Idk what to do
I get lost in my thoughts
When I'm thinking of you)

palpitations/intro (soprettyanxiety)

Heart break !

So sad right now
So sad right now 
Heart break
It’s what I’m used to
Finished this bottle of Jack
And now I
Miss you 
Heart break
Yeah I been through the worst
Can’t do another relationship 
This shit is a curse uh

Why u Leaving why u leaving me on read
I am bleeding I am bleeding inside my head  
so deceiving so deceiving all the words u said
Bitch I’m feinding yeah I’m feinding for a true. Text 

I fear no one is a friend to me
I worry that I’ve gained some enemies
betraying my love this a felony
Promise next year I’ll be a better me 
Maybe 
Like a maybe will maybe I won’t
Like maybe I will maybe I won’t

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Heartbreak (prod. yono)

Vocals & Lyrics by Vails, Guitars by King Theta 
Hope you all enjoy!

Hello, so 
December last year 
Do you remember
all the spoken words 
I tried to conjure up? 
I didn’t have the confidence you’d hope
But I tried my best 
And I hope it showed 
Cus I have something to say 

These Hours felt like minutes
I didn’t know what day it was
And Nothing seemed to matter
until it all fucking does (oh it does)
And I tried to savour eveything
Wire it inside my brain 
Cus I didn’t believe in perfect 
Until I saw your rosy face 

I made you blush and that felt like
I had won at life
Maybe one day 
If All my dreams were real
I’d like to name you mine 

conquering simplicities 
you knew your way with words
didn’t take much of a sentence 
For me to be in total awe 
Of you,

These Hours felt like minutes
I didn’t know what day it was
And Nothing seemed to matter
until it all fucking does (oh it does)
And I tried to savour eveything
Wire it inside my brain 
Cus I didn’t believe in perfect 
Until I saw your rosy face 

I need to Thankyou for what you’ve done
you won’t understand it
I won’t let it fully known 
but my confidence was low
And you told me sweet nothings
but girl to me
They were way more than something 

Ahhhh ohhhhhh
Ahhhh ohhhh
Ahhhh ohhhh
Aghhh ohh
Ahhhh ohhhh

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simplicities.

prod ryankelly x cardo
LYRICS
Things are to falling pieces see the flipside
We gon wash up like shells in the riptide
Do see you that mountain, the mountain of truth
Broken ground on the fountain, avalanche down to you
An emotional encore
Touting the wrong score
Breaking hearts is fun til the moment you lost yours
Baby thats not fair
Baby thats not right
Maybe you dont care
What an aftersight

We gon party like its 1999
2k ballin we gon pass it thru our lives
We got many memories to make
And many promises to break
Every moments often special
Pick and choose whats sentimental
To me, and to you
And truly, now do you
Love me as much as you say
Or is it faulty and bound to decay
Im tryna make this work
But baby whats it worth
If were both feeling left out and useless bottomed out and at its worst

Build back up like europe post 1945
We gon have a doctrine that we both make it out alive


flipside [prod. ryan kelly x cardo]

[ lyrics ]

Hook:

Doesn't make sense how I'm feeling with you,
Pushing myself to the limit with you,
I just hope that one day; you gon' love me. 

-

Baby I can be somebody better if I want to; 
you were on my Head last night, not for too long,
you were all I want; yea nobody goes Above you,
guessing now you hope that somebody else'll Love You,

Get off my tracks, 
you don't like that,
you're my girl, but you're not my friend,
I ain't seen your message girl; I think I'll be driving home,

Hook:

Doesn't make sense how I'm feeling with you,
Pushing myself to the limit with you,
I just hope that one day; you gon' love me.

One Day

prod @flesh x @prodryankelly
LYRICS
Put more gold in my casket than king tut
bayonet fitted mosin, watch this thing cut
Chevy cobalt yeah i fkn bleed rust
Only thing better than that, deez nutz

Im woolly mammoth rest yall freeze up
Blospar world i dont give three fucks
Feening for the bread more than spring garden park ducks
burning fkn tires disappear into the dark dust

part time anti-hero, sideline to the plot
Sharps sniper rifle only need one shot
Like an old ass barn ur talent finna rot
Smoking witches brew, yeah im mixing up the pot

Make a movie out this shit or else itd be a crime
Only take a .22 to leave ur ass flat-lined
Ima film dead man logan paul up in his prime
Cause your heart stop beating yeah u bled out in the pines

Northeast winter, i cause cold reactions
Hit the seaboard like hurricanes detaching
I aint need to focus, ima blow up just while passin
Blospar double barrel shotty get to blastin


king tut [prod. flesh x ryan kelly]

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eyes (prod. siem spark)

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