How do I look after all of these scars?
Flew through windshields, wrecked all of my cars
scared the fuck out my family
Yeah I'm sorry mom
I can't take back all the tradgedies
But can be a better son
(I can be, a better son)

Something feeling different
I can feel it on my heartstrings
I been blowing purple smoke
And blowing out tsunamis
If you is not feeling me
Then tell me you don't want me
Damn I'm fucking feeling you
 shit, what is the issue boo?
I want u here right beside me
Stuck to me like it was glued
I don't care, not losing you
I lost my path, but have my clue
I want you back
I'm so confused
I need you now
My mind abuses
Every part of me
I'm blue (I'm blue)
I lost, I lose,
I lost, I lose.

Past midnight, and I wanna drive
But I'm beers deep so it's best I stay inside
I tried to call you, only bout a million times
Just to tell you I love you, and you're on my mind
(Fuckin on my mindddd on my mindddd!)

Dippin into shit when I was too young
Grew up always thinking I was always too grown
Now I miss my past, when I was damn young
Ignorance is bliss don't let it sneak up

I don't want apologies
I just wanna make up
If you think we're meant to be
Then why you never show love?
Broken hearts and melodies
I get so high my eyes shut
THC in my blood
Wonder when I'll wake up

I Lost. I Lose (prod. Eskimos)

STANDUP! (FEAT. CXRTER)

Prod by YANN
Mixed & mastered by crizzy white
Cover art, written, recorded by Goyard Sad Boi
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Lyrics

Ditch the body
Had to peal out the parking lot
Hmmm you talking shit 
hear you body drop
Hmmm
Dodge Durango n its matte black
Hmmm
Know some man’ll peel your wig back
Late night with the devil ya I just fw bro
Tried the meds grave Robbin all I really know
Didn’t know, didnt cope, loot the body yo
Take the jaw, take the tooth, take his fucking soul

Feel like Dahmer I just shouldn’t fucking be alone
Take a lot of people from there final resting homers
Ion eat the body I just really want the bones
Double cup full of that potion Mr Jim jones 
Masked up, Michael Myers, gosha body bag
13, Halloween, goyard toe tag
On a murder spree where all the rappers at
Goyard coming different, bet yall just sick of that

Why you lyin dude
Cut em from the head to the mf thighs dude in
Gravekeeper why’d you think I’d ever wanna spare you
You don’t wanna die no one gonna fucking hear you
Hide ya n you friend where the motherfucking deer do

1-2 yard man’s coming for you
3-4 better lock your door
5-6 better hide real quick
7-8 hide your body out of state 

Lately all the body’s that I got are starting to piss me off
Had to shut the voices off
 mix lean with a molotov 
Baby I don’t want your heart 
I kinda wanna chew it off
Young denis rader 
Taking flicks with a Louis scarf 

Hop on murderpedia 
Find my name next to bob berdella
Dead bItch dancing on my balls
She a ghoulish Cinderella
Diamonds aren’t forever 
As I stab her with my new umbrella 
Rolling in Volkswagen 
How quick is the brand new Jetta

Imma crash it 
Make it fucking tragic
No one fucking misses you 
When your just fucking average 
sad little freak show
Homicidal lunatic
Imma dump you body where that dumb as fuck titanic is

i know a ghoul in plainfield prod by YANN

please dont worry about me
i promise ill be back real soon my love

i know you love me
i just tend push everyone away

and i know its not healthy
im sorry i dont know any better

falling in love is so hard for me
i get too attached and im scared that youll leave me

and i know that its just my head playing games
im tired of the things i think about at night

i love you, i mean that wholeheartedly
im sorry if i cant really show it

i love you, i want you forever baby
i dont really think theres nothing that could change that

i need you, youre like my oxygen
i think that i need you to live, life, love

i guess i kinda went MIA for a month
im sorry i dont know how to deal with my trauma
its something that im still working on
i hope you can wait and see what i become

i know youre the one that can get me
i love you with my entire heart
i say its till the moon, but its all the stars, love

youre the one there when im falling apart
youre one thatll heal all my scars
i dont think you know what you been doin
when you say you love me, its a reason to push through this

cuz i really wanna give up
but i cant, i gotta push through for us
youre the one that i want girl
take my heart n never give it back to me

oxygen

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Parasite, by vails 
Featuring love Jai & weepings
Produced by the soundcloud
Mastered by Weepings

Parasite w/ Love Jai, Weepings (prod. the sound clown)

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I Lost. I Lose (prod. Eskimos)

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