A song about discovering the will to integrate on our healing journey forward. 

Track number 7 on my first CD, "Inevitable"

Pieces Of Me

This began as a lucid dream. I was so inspired by it that I wanted to write it out. As I wrote, it turned into a poem. Later it called to me to add music and sounds (Garageband) to enhance the memory of it and maybe share it with others. The song I included in the background is called, "Trance Chant" - something I wrote back in 2005 while experimenting with dropping the lyric approach and just creating vocal sounds over textures and music.

I dreamt that I was running full speed
Fully present
Not thinking
And in my exuberance
I was completely unaware of the rift -
The edge of humanity's 3-D cliff

The thoughts one has while mid-air
Fascinating
From, "I think I'm supposed to be afraid of these heights!"
To, "Oh my god, this is the most fun I've had yet!"
And then, "Oh man this is bound to be a messy death."

So in my free-fall flight
I apologized to the honorable crew below
Who must eventually find
and scrape all the bits of me off
My final ending spot
The women gathered 'round as I screamed,
My back! My back! Oh the agony, the pain!

They giggled
They winked
And so sweetly explained
Make all the noise you want
You know it doesn't work that way
The Earth had caught me
In her deep green forest floor
A spongy undercoat that anyone
From the cliff above if they really knew
Would forever love to die
And rest upon a final kind of freedom
From the barren rocky grooves
The ones that I popped out of
Studied objectively for a time
Then dropped off by way of sudden edge

I kept reflecting on this past
Yet simultaneous view
While staring at the tiny rocks above
I was fully aware that it still existed
But somehow I was here
Maybe dead?
I couldn't tell
Why bother to describe?
My heart was breathing
Sighing
Never feeling more alive!

They were still waiting for me
The ladies with their golden calm
Until I finally realized
That there was no need to die
To find the truth

It was the women who helped me up
And began to re-teach me their ways
Which was our way
How to help the ones who will follow me
To the Earth's natural floor
Into the arms of our Mother's Grace
Where all things real await

The ladies told me that some take more time than others
Because for one
They still think time exists
And it's hard to let go of the old idea
That they are less-than
And afraid
And dead
And that they must fight
And suffer
And kill
And lie
And swear
Again and again
Because this is how it's always been
A struggle
An unreachable goal to own
What is naturally within

In the end
They took me to Gaia's kitchen
And began to show me how to prepare the food
That would soothe these broken souls
When they finally fall out of sync
Out of time with all that is unreal
Words and poetry cannot describe
How fulfilling it was
To remember the simplicity
The community
The love
The healing that awaits
When we finally let go and fall
Into the arms of our Mother's Grace

by EM Meyer - July 2013

Our Mother's Grace - Spoken Word

The Divine or Sacred Feminine has been coming through me in so many ways over the years. Sometimes I feel that I am just beginning to understand this music and these messages. It's a blessing.

Lyrics
I see the people looking to the clouds
waiting for the son of God 
and I see the people looking to the sky
hoping he’s still alive 
and I see the people looking away 
from the cradle within 
the last place on earth they would search  for a birth

and all the while 
all the while
 all the while  she waits for room 
she waits for room
the second time 
I am inside 
I am  the second time

I hear the hypocrites talking ‘bout love
then glare at me  the different one 
and from the pulpit  
they’re talking ‘bout the word 
while the soul is dying to be heard 
and I feel the people are longing 
to be held  yet so afraid to let go 
and I know the people  will remember
who they are  when they bridge 
the distance 
to their own hearts

turned away 
so many times 
she tries to find 
a place to arrive
 is it your heart
 is it mine 
oh will she survive 
the second time

Second Time

I wrote and performed this song in the early 2000s though it never made it on a CD... yet. I'm grateful that my producer, Larry Mitchell, helped me capture this version. 

This Heart

A conversation with the God of Religion. Track 13: CD - All in One Day

Available for purchase here: http://www.eileenmeyer.com/#!buy-music/py4kl

And Now I Ask You

Musical Poetry by Eileen Meyer

http://eileenmeyer.com

Resonant Joy Poem - Spoken Word

I'm adding this song to the cue, as I am including it in my book about being a lifetime contactee. This song was an effort to explain a major happening in May of 1991 through music and lyrics. 

Associated Blog Post: https://koyoparising.com/2018/04/10/rocking-with-ets-and-domestic-abuse/

Written by Eileen Meyer. Recorded and Performed by the Modern Peasants circa 1996. 

Lyrics
You slipped into my dreams,
And gently awakened me.
And in my head, you said,
"It's time to go",
As I floated out,
My bedroom window.

I've never known such fear, 
As I prayed for God to be near.
And in my head, you said,
"Do you choose love or fear?"
I cried love!  And like a flood,
It poured down from above.

Descend on me, descend on me
Your touch has taken my fear,
Descend on me, descend on me
Your love is loud & clear,
Make my heart your resting place,
You're always welcome here.

I found myself scanning the skies,
Looking for those saucers that fly,
But in my head, you said,
"Meet me on the inside, not the outside,
We fly direct,
To your heart and mind."

But the world does not believe,
Cause their eyes cannot see,
And in my head, you said,
"Do they choose love or fear?
When they embrace, the human race,
We'll meet you face to face."

Repeat Chorus

Bridge:
I opened a door and froze
You were reaching through the undertow
Like a blanket from above to warm my soul
I used to believe and now I know

Modern Peasants

Descend on Me - The Modern Peasants

Inevitable

Find Another Way

This was one of the first-rendition productions of "Almost Time" from the 2nd CD, All in One Day, written as a song in 1997-ish? Wow. I contemplated suicide a few times back then. Why? Because this Divine Love was waking up, expanding, and informing me, from within. Friends thought I was crazy. A Christian minister said it was the devil. At the time, I found no mirroring of this Love in my outer world. My life continued to be a mission to reconcile this distance between who I thought I was and what this Love was showing me – about who I am, who we all are.

The original poem in my 1991 journal was inspired by a real-life experience of feeling very heavy while walking out of work one night (well-known, large defense company in San Diego) and the sunset sky was so beautiful I dropped my things, eyes fixated on the gorgeous sky, and wept. The Love filled me, deeply changed me, showed me my purpose, showed me how afraid people might be as we head for "Home," yet it filled me with hope in the huge awakening times to come... Yes, this all happened in a parking lot. I recall being completely alone, surrounded by a sea of parked cars. Seems odd, since it was one of the largest employers in SD at the time, but that's how my life was back then. (Image: Rassouli.com)

Almost time - poem turned into lyrics and song

I remember the day I died
upon my five o’clock release
from the cold machine
I walked out to a painted sky
that took my breath away
and I cried 
God let me be alive

and yeah we’re all afraid
as we head for home tonight
but it’s alright
‘cause the colors live inside
and God
it’s almost time

I remember the night I flew
a wounded frame lay in sleep
as spirit soared
then came the pain
of my return
the gift slipped through my hands
and I cried
God let me stay alive

and yeah we’re all afraid
as we head for home tonight
but it’s alright
‘cause the navigator lives inside
and God
It's almost time

The center of the bridge
and it’s a terrifying place
I am here to lose my life
as my soul cries out in haste
come to me finally
I’ve waited for this day
I’ve longed for you and loved you
rest now
no more pain

I remember the day I died
sinking down to the bottom of the world
I found the sun
another life lost
another soul gained
like a newborn I’ve arrived
and I cry God

we’re all afraid
as we head for home tonight
but it’s alright
and God
I know it's time
© Eileen Meyer 1991 Lyrics, 2002 Music

Almost Time, First Edition Mixdown

Poetry from the Divine Feminine, through the portal of the Kundalini experience. I don't know why I love adding soundscapes to my poetry. I just do. I awoke with this message on the morning of March 21, 2018. I never feel like I am able to reproduce the beauty and clarity of what feels divinely offered to me. I do my best. 
Blog Post: https://koyoparising.com/2018/03/27/this-time-she-stays-kundalini-poetry/

Too honest
Too open
Too present
Too much
Off road
Off world
Off script
SHE doesn’t fit
Into the world you know
She fills the rift
Right under your nose
Your skin
Your grip
On all that you were sold
In this fragmented trick

She sees the lies
She’s wise to the game
When woman is woke
They know
She’s not a brain
She’s the eye
She’s whole
And this they cannot control
So she must GO! They say

But no

This time SHE stays

Her Truth
Like a virus
Is triggered inside
To wholly reclaim
And synchronize
The healing of Earth
And the heart of Love
Bedded deep inside
This human design
A birth from a wedding
Of epic kind
‘tween beautiful flesh
And the sweet Divine

She’s in the earth
The water
The wind
The light
It’s her right
To destroy the machine
That keeps human hearts
From expanding
Repurposing
Exploding
On the canvas of infinity

She is rising in the children
Like all who’ve died
And returned awake
Who must carry the music of knowing truth
In this dead and forgetting place
So She appears
Too honest
Too open
Too present
Too much
And as such
She rises within any ONE
Who hears the Song
And welcomes the Sound of Source

To resonate
To orchestrate
With a chorus above and beyond
Off road
Off world
Off script
Born to break it down
And uplift

She’s immune to the judgement
Of little minds
She already thrives
Beyond your petrie dish
Your experiments
Your dried and cracked riverbed lives
For She is the flash flood
That arrives
To remind
To restore
The Waters of Life
No given context and frame
Is too small to keep her away

This time She stays

Be the courage to
Welcome her home
Inside your bones
Your blood
Your DNA
Be the courage to see
That SHE is the magic
The music
The Love!
That is absolutely
Weaving us back 
To ONE

Image by Rassouli.com 2015

This Time She Stays

Another musical message from the The Divine Feminine...
Track 9 on the CD, "Songs of Anima". By Eileen Meyer. KoyopaRising.com
Image by Rassouli.com

Ooh Song - Lyrics
I used to live in your town
Then I had to leave
I used to sing in your heart
Then gradually
You didn't believe in me

Ooh it's alright now

I just want to let you know
Never once did I choose to go
But when your heart froze
I was no longer beautiful
I became a fairy tale of old, you know

Ooh it's alright now
It's alright now
Ooh

Today my name is on your lips
And in your crying out to live
You remember my kiss
So I am coming home to you
Cause you need me 
Cause you are awakening
To everything you've always known

It needn't be so difficult
This love is as simple
As the wind, the water and the trees
Made of the same grace to me
Naturally

Chorus

It's alright now
Cause you remember my kiss

Ooh Song

My original song describing my transformational journey out of the trauma of physical, emotional, and sexual abuse. From the San Diego-based, Modern Peasants CD, circa 1996. I drew the courage to leave after dreaming of angels, and coming across a photograph of me as a little girl. I just saw something in her eyes...

Associated blog post: https://koyoparising.com/2018/04/10/rocking-with-ets-and-domestic-abuse/

Lyrics
She had her reasons 
For this place & time
No random chances
It was all by design
Holding her eyes to the sky
She was delivered to the night
An angel fell that day
And she lay ripe for your lies

Oh you took her for a ride 
And got the best years of her life
But in her fall 
She said she found it all inside
She found her wings in time
She found......Peace of Mind

Oh your ego has never been 
Much of a friend to you
Leaving you bleeding
In solitude
Don't you see, you can't compete
With the spirit of the truth
You tried to keep her small
But she just grew taller than you

Oh you took her for a ride 
And got the best years of her life
But in a photograph 
In the light of a little girl's eyes
She found her wings in time
She found......Peace of Mind

There's no power in angry words
	No power in a bitter man's curse
There's no power in blaming them
	No power in revenge
There's no power in the world outside
	Only the power so long denied

Chorus - violin/guitar duo

Oh and in her fall 
She said she found it all inside
And in a photograph
In the light of a little girl's eyes
She found her wings in time
She found......Peace of Mind
©Eileen Meyer/Modern Peasants

Peace of Mind - The Modern Peasants

Track 7 from the Album, "Songs of Anima" by Eileen Meyer

Available for purchase here: http://www.eileenmeyer.com/#!buy-music/py4kl

True

The first song of dozens that arrived after a full Kundalini awakening in 1998. It is on the first CD, "Inevitable."

The Inner Beloved

CD "All in One Day", 3rd Track

Available for purchase here: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/lillie-got-mad/1240908118?i=1240908471

Lillie Got Mad

This song was yet another message from the Mother. I'm here! What'll You Do with me? 

What’ll You Do - Lyrics
What have I become to you?
Just a passing thought to nowhere
Yet we both keep waking up 
Waking up here 
You seem to know right where you're going
As long as I stay in your dreams
But things have changed, I'm on the scene
What'll you do with me? 
My presence disturbs
As well as procures
A different kind of love you see
You gotta decide
Do I help or hinder your life? 
What'll you do (the heart)
What'll you do (the heart)
What'll you do (the heart speaks)
What'll you do with me? 
A stranger arrives at your door
She says it's ‘new and improved’
But it's not for sale
And not for your convenient use
She says I'm here to tell the truth
I'm here to fell your plastic tree of life
Just let me water your roots dead or alive
Makes no difference to me 
Try on these new eyes for size
How 'bout a pair of ears to hear
Remember love?
Remember harmony? (echo)
Remember the heart... speaks 
What’ll you do with me?

What'll You Do

Just In Time

I just rediscovered these old creations of mine, born from mystical creative states. Written in 2006. 

Image from: https://www.wikiart.org/en/arthur-rackham/the-holy-grail-is-carried-in

Taking The Cup - Musical Poetry

Track 2 on CD, "Songs of Anima"

Available for purchase here: http://www.eileenmeyer.com/#!buy-music/py4kl

Shine

Eileen Meyer -Track 6 from CD, "Songs of Anima".

It's In You

Track 3 from CD, "Songs of Anima".

Available for purchase here: http://www.eileenmeyer.com/#!buy-music/py4kl

Under The Sun

A poem that wanted to be musical :-) Written in 2007.

Live with It - Musical Poem by Eileen Meyer

Track 1 on "Songs of Anima"

From the Great Mother

Dive In

Track #8 on my first CD, "Inevitable"

Available for purchase here: https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/eileen-meyer/id128980783

All Of Creation

I wrote and recorded this song in Garageband following a particularly powerful season of forgiveness in my life. I wrote it for my siblings... after everything changed in our lives, we did the best we could on our own. Love you Dan. Rest in Peace.

Back to Love

The fourth track on CD, "All in One Day"
On iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/all-in-one-day/1240908118

This is an eclectic mix of the sounds that come through me! Thanks for listening.

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