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Tell me why I'm like this
Close up when I touch your body
Don't you think
That I'm better off dying?

Got too many questions
I will never answer
Try to stay afloat
But I keep on sinking faster

Close up
When I touch your body
Don't you think
That I'm better off dying?

Got too many questions
I will never answer
Try to stay afloat
But I keep on sinking faster

She told me to come over
I mean, why not?
Didn't hesitate
I mean, why would I?

I like to hear her talk
It was just fine
If that was the only thing
We did that night

Rest her head
On my chest
Didn't say a word
But it made me smile

No sleep
My eyes were blood shot
Think I kept you up
But you didn't mind

She told me to come over
I mean, why not?
Didn't hesitate
I mean, why would I?

I like to hear her talk
It was just fine
If that was the only thing
We did that night

Rest her head
On my chest
Didn't say a word
But it made me smile

No sleep
My eyes were blood shot
Think I kept you up
But you didn't mind

Right or wrong
I've been waiting for my turn
Don't know what I've got to do
But I'll get what I deserve

I spent so much time
To try and heal myself
I won't hurt you but
I've been so much worse

So tell me what
I need to tell myself
Don't know what you want
I've been trying to figure it out

Look at me
I'll tell you how it feels
Don't know if it's right
I've been trying to figure it out

(I've been trying to figure it out
I've been trying to figure it
I've been trying to figure it out
I've been trying to figure it)

Right or wrong
I've been waiting for my turn
Don't know what I've got to do
But I'll get what I deserve

I spent so much time
To try and heal myself
I won't hurt you but
I've been so much worse

So tell me what
I need to tell myself
Don't know what you want
I've been trying to figure it out

Look at me
I'll tell you how it feels
Don't know if it's right
I've been trying to figure it out

figure it out

lilsodaboi & feeluvsyou - meant to be

everything by me

-lyrics-

call me back when you’re sober
Right now ur too much
You say you’ll know when we’re older older
So leave me to rust 
Cause i will be waiting
Wherever u want
I don’t know why i miss you 
but i know you’re the one
I bet u feel like u won

but does ur boyfriend know about me
I know u see me in your mind
Does he know how u cry
You push me to the side
say you’re keeping it down
u see me every night
u say you'd never lie
I'm wasted but
I know you wish that he was like me

I know that I’m just like the people you hate
But if you ever want to we can escape to the end
And all your toxic friends, mm
And i was pushing you away again and I’m so sorry
I can visualize the souvenirs in your old apartment but
I can’t seem to save it in time
I can see us drifting far down the line so
I bet he thinks ur going crazy when you say my name
Don’t underestimate me I could sleep ur main
Do you remember what you texted me last night
Do you still care about me

boyfriend

threw it all away - lil soda boi feat. shoelacebelt (prod. shoelacebelt)

capoxxo - isnt it obvious [alt mix]

6:00 <prod. svapna & grace>

Dirty Tricks

Make it Insane Anthem

Emotional

prod @hellsing1
aw by @aged

falling im falling off of stories 
wake up but im still with the fairies
im spinning my body keeps spinning 
heads hit the floor this is getting messy

i bet ud wish this was a bad dream
theres no way that you could be me
im not doing too good god bless me
i know ill never get hurt cuz no one really knows me
if i take too much ill turn into drama queen 
and if i bleed too much ill never get clean
in the sunmer wearing longsleeves
the washed off blood stains on my house keys 

lost it i cant stop losing 
no use sleeping cause they yell in my ear
wind up doll keep singing
hear the clapping and cheers but theres nobody there
im dropping down to my knees
someone give me some peace
its as easy as it seems
but nothings easy for me

Streaming

digiaches - Messy (prod @prblm)

just shut me out, act like i don't exist
i never meant for it to be like this
these moments passing, i'll never catch it
so i'll stay here
just shut me out, act like i don't exist
i never meant for it to be like this
these moments passing, i'll never catch it
so i'll stay here

just shut me out, act like i don't exist
i never meant for it to be like this
these moments passing, i'll never catch it
so i'll stay here
just shut me out, act like i don't exist
i never meant for it to be like this
these moments passing, i'll never catch it
so i'll stay here

Dirty Tricks

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