Name: I'm not who I'm supposed to be by wallflwr.
Duration: 37 s
Description: made this track on a hill for a youtube video you can find here: https://youtu.be/-Fk3Mim-0X4?si=yXv1U6XXnqIlAdbF

i feel my pulse in my fingertips
i can feel me slip
i can feel me slipping

pretty girls

stream <3

it gets lonely

**LYRICS**
I'm good at playing pretend
But I can't find my way around
Not again
I know it's hard to be yourself when you're blending in
Pushing me to the edge over something you said I hope you meet me there
But we're just playing pretend we'd be better as friends cause you don't play fair
(2x)
Take your time
I gave all mine
You say you're fine I wish you'd tell me the truth
Break my bones
Blocked on my phone
If I had known I'd give you nothing to lose

Never making amends
I taste the ketamine that's on your coffee breath
I hate the way I always seem to make a mess
Don't wanna be too mad wish I was though that
Pushing me to the edge over something you said I hope you meet me there
And it's probably best we put it to rest cause you still don't care
It's like I'm stuck in a sandbox cutting my hands off grabbing your hair
But we're just playing pretend we'd be better as friends cause you don't play fair
(2x)
Take your time
I gave all mine
You say you're fine I wish you'd tell me the truth
Break my bones
Blocked on my phone
If I had known I'd give you nothing to lose

TERMINAL

WATCH THE VIDEO <33

bittersweet (w/ ryan hall & han.irl<3)

prod. alisynn + vaeo
mix and master by KBL + anem0s

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

Bitch im the one
Why you never wanna make time for me
Stuck to my guns
All i ever wanted was honesty
Bite all on my face, baby
Don’t do me that way
You know I love you
No offense
I liked fucking you more as a friend
Out my body
Don’t care where it ends
This shit killing me slow and I love it
I been a petty bitch since you met me, you know i’m not above it
Yeah I got six days till I-
Six days till I say fuck it and vanish
I can’t make no time for that
Say you love me, I’m sorry i dipped off
I just fucked on your friend cuz you pissed me off
only been 3 days, had to cut you off
I got a whole lot of drugs in this room if i take all this shit you won’t see me again 

I can’t move slow
She a bad bitch, I know

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

love actually ft vaeo

made this track on a hill for a youtube video you can find here: https://youtu.be/-Fk3Mim-0X4?si=yXv1U6XXnqIlAdbF

I'm not who I'm supposed to be

LYRICS:
they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up

sever my head put that shit on a hmm?
sever my head put that shit on a god 
im so divine 
you might just see me hop outa the sky
slide with a busted hip thought i was elderly im making 
motherfuckas go retire 
i got that devilish look in my eyes 
but i know its from all of the drugs i done tried hah

stack up the bands like some legos and lay low 
that boy a rat so i gave him the queso
shoutout queen bee like i gave bro a halo
bet he sad like he listen to heylog
just to let you know im back i walk into the spot 
with the mask off back off
i might have to knock you down on the asphalt
just to let you know that you that soft

they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up
but he aint have none

they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up

Do It Again (kari x kage)

Lyrics:

Yeah, chops out
We gon' lay the block out
Ouu, ahh
Hey, ahh
Niggas, they be capped out
20 kills, I done fragged out
New bands touched
Went from Vans to...
Balenciagas on kicks now
Ran up, he get ran down
Body bags, it's a man down
Oh, oh
It's a man down
I just asked my bitch, "Where we standing?"
It ain't working out, wish that I ain't plan shit
Man, I'm running routes, bitch I'm wide receiver
Bad bitch count money now, pop out showing clevage
Heaven, hell like up or down?
Find out when choppa sound
This shit hold 10 rounds, 20 rounds, 30 rounds
Fuck it, 50 rounds
Bitch, it ain't nothing, get 'em gone
Wanted it all along
Bitches wanna see my downfall
Kyn said, "Everytime that she text she ignore"
Hoe got hella coke, she finna blow her nose galore
It was me and Siah in dat cut we tammat some "Oh Lord!"
Years go by, we over
I don't really play the games and shit, oh
I got a fucking life to live
I ain't no damn kid no more
Nigga crashed out 'bout a fucking bitch, caught that nigga cryin' on the floor
How you gon' say you woke? You sleep on me
Niggas be biddin' like Joe, bitch

fragged aht (meta)

i dont even own prada shoes lol

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i just hide upstairs 
acting like i care
when you send me a message 
my feelings are not there 
find me in the woods 
know where i have stood 
thunderstorms passing over 
oh man i'm feeling good 
i just disappeared 
no i do not care 
if you send me a text message 
i'll just leave it there 
scout me in the sticks 
somewhere in the twigs 
oh somehow all the pain stops 
am i a new person 

i just found out all i need to know 
write it down and jot it in my notes 
i cannot trust anyone, no soul 
no we're not close 
ur not my bro 
said you were but anything to get aim 
oh and all this talk is startin to rot my brain 
and honestly i'm startin to lose my patience 
i'm tired of waiting 
i'm up

woods

produced by heylog
enjoy

lyrics:
when my body's lying in place
every memory of you now awakes
the road was stable, now it's rough
cause i'm starting to let u back up
i'm fine
at least i tried
bright light
your piece of mind
i am okay
you wanna see what i'm made of
i'm not the same
you wanna see what i'm capable of
i start to feel like nothing
why does everything slip through my hands
people think i'm sad but bitch i'm not
it just looks like i am
can't go out 
i look like i got eczema all down my face
every time i sweat it starts to sting
even with tallow paste
flare up, then get better, do it all over again
red around the center, i'm not tryna screw with it
you don't even wanna know what it's like being me
every second always stressed and always worrying
i rest your soul by my side
cause i know i'll sleep just fine
i barely see anyone
if it's just you i don't mind
i'm upstairs makin some sounds
na this mixed never too loud
want this shit piercing my ears
until it rings so severe
until it

I'm not who I'm supposed to be

wallflwr.

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