I kinda wanna blow my brains out

even when you feel alone just know i'm by your side
i hate hearing voices lurking scratching in my mind
think i wanna die

take me out, take me out, take me out
think i wanna die, think i wanna die

take me out, take me out, take me out 
(take me out)
take me out, take me out, take me out 
(take me out)

now my wrists are bleeding for you
i thought we we're law
and i can't take this pain no more
i wish you'd end it all

take me out

mina prod me *all plats*

this is what you caused prod me *all plats*

https://soundcloud.com/lovebunii

I dont wanna use spotify


Stare into it, bro
Bastards

Handing out the cameras so you can see what's up
Judging all the damage, the bruises and the cuts
Time was hard to manage, I keep becoming stuck
Chips were on your shoulders, already headlined the show

'Least we kept in touch, I forgot your name
Baby, please don't judge, you are still the same
All along, all along, I was here
All along, all along, here, I swear
All along, oh, you must've lost your damn mind
I'm afraid you're wasting my time
Baby, it's a long, lonely, night without

Handing out the cameras so you can see what's up
Judging all the damage, the bruises and the cuts
Time was hard to manage, I keep be

MYGOD

bunii - MYGOD

prod. bunii

i need someone to help me clean your blood up off of my issues
good things end and we were overdue
you hate me more than i can ever love you, oh
i keep reminders of our secrets in tune with us
i see right thru
how these mirrors disguise you
don’t let me inside, don’t wanna fuck up your plan
fabricating your life, i know who you are 

who you are, who you are
it’s no secret baby
you can’t change me, no you can’t change me
won’t let you-won’t let you change me

tell me the truth,
cus i know something’s bothering you
what can i do, oh
cus it’s been hard to stay on you
cus i’ve been fighting all my thoughts,
and been crying from all i’ve lost,
and i’ve been dying while you watch,
i need reassurance or i can’t trust

you say im the one
you say im the man, the man that you want
and you say that you mean it all from your heart
and i’m so high up i can’t break my fall, can you break my fall?
sing me the ballad that puts me to sleep,
and back in the dream where you are with me
and i’ll fight for you, don’t care if i bleed
no i can’t let it be, no i can’t let it be

j, bunii - kl

ill burn these pages, they were for you
i tried to save it, im such a fool
physically breaking, mentally too
ill lose my patience
you need a piece of me but it dont show
i used to want you so bad but ive grown
still talk about me to your friends i know
i pray that some day you will reach a close

live and we learn, learn and we change
you left me burnt, the fire sustains
i hope that some day we’ll meet again
i pray to my demons that you meet a saint

MINE PROD BUNII

REGRET PROD BUNII

GOOD RIDDANCE PROD BUNII

6

#bastards 
i got your blood on my hands, it's a crime
cause i've been waiting for you my whole life
you cut your name in my heart with your knife
i'll let you do what you want, babe, it's fine

i gotta keep you here, it's such a shame to me
you ruin everything and put the blame on me
but i can't let you go, i'm so afraid of it
you play with me, i know
such a game

so you can curse my name, baby, scream and shout
and you can stab my back, leave me bleeding out
and you can kick me and punch me and beat me down
i'll do whatever it takes just to keep you around
it's so fucked up and you know it
gave you my life and you control it
you wield your knife, it's always poking
your venom's the worst cause it's so potent

my mind turned into a cage
i don't know why i'm still here
but i remember your name
i'm so addicted to you
cause i know you'd never change
that same old pain in my chest
that same old look on your face
haunting me

i gotta keep you here, you wanna play with me
i know you love it when you act like you're hating me
but i can't let you go, i'm so afraid of it
you play with me, i know
such a game

so you can curse my name, baby, scream and shout
and you can stab my back, leave me bleeding out
and you can kick me and punch me and beat me down
i'll do whatever it takes just to keep you around (fuck)
it's so fucked up and you know it
gave you my life and you control it
you wield your knife, it's always poking
your venom's the worst cause it's so potent

whatever it takes prod me

Baby, I'm a bastard
You know what you are too
Baby, I don't make the rules
Don't sing your song for me no more
'Cause I can't listen to you

Cut my wrists, don't hurt no more
Just leave me bleeding on the floor
You were the one that I adored
There's lovers galore, galore, yeah
Say my name, and I'ma pay attention 'cause you
Dull my days, yeah, I can never feel it when you
Bring me pain, I see you everywhere and I just
Can't escape the nightmare to my dreams

The lovе we had what used to be (Losеr)
I toss and turn, babe I can't sleep
I bit my tongue, I broke my teeth
'Cause your loves a drug and I need

Baby, I'm a bastard
You know what you are too
Baby, I don't make the rules
Don't sing your song for me no more
'Cause I can't listen to you

Cut my wrists, don't hurt no more
Just leave me bleeding on the floor
You were the one that I adored
There's lovers galore, galore, yeah
Say my name, and I'ma pay attention 'cause you
Dull my days, yeah, I can never feel it when you
Bring me pain, I see you everywhere and I just
Can't escape the nightmare to my dreams

The nightmares, I'm drowning, it's harder to breathe
Cut out my eyes, I can barely see you leave
The nightmares, I'm drowning, it's harder to breathe

bunii - galore galore galore

nyras

antonym

prod me

your heartbeat is oh so intermittent
baby your bodys gone cold
you come back after an intermission every time and ill fold

i think about you when im falling asleep
you put your hand around my neck until its harder to breathe
you put a blade into my chest and make me fall to my knees
you put a demon in my head and now its making me scream

3/14

WATERMOLEN

till next time.

It's been a day without the light
And I feel fine
Oh, I'm better than ever, really
Stepping outside and now I
Feel like my head is spinning off

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

When I walk away I feel it following me everyday
It peels my open by my cuts, my wounds
My scars are solid but they're still there and show me in every way
And they know it so why don't they say my name?
When I opened they bought it and threw away
'Cause you know when it's cloudy; expect the rain
They tell me it's nothing but it's never what they show

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

Now, does no apology make it right?
'Cause it sure might bark at me but won't bite
So I'll try to dine with the socialites
But they're all so perfect and I'm their vice
When they see me I'm sure that they stop and stare
Realize I'm being myself somewhere
They can judge me honestly; I don't care
'Cause when I'm up, they're down, it's a shame, we all gotta play a role

But it's the game I play
It's my only way
That I can escape this place
Every minute of every day
As soon as you're in it, it never would change
There's no way to fix it, I'm going insane
And no one will listen to me
Maybe I'm in a mood

grand mal

till next time.

The church ringing their bells
Music don't always help
But I can't stop; if I get a nine-to-five I'll
I'll prove my teachers right
Her friends will point and laugh
I hear my mother cry
I pray I can go

Back to when I wish I was older
'Cause now I fucking hate my life, I wish it was over
And you hate me as well
So what's the point of trying to stop me?
Leave me be. Oh, how I wanna go
Back to when I wish I was older
'Cause now I fucking hate my life, I wish it was over
And you hate me as well
So what's the point of trying to stop me?
Leave me be. Oh, how I wanna go

I kinda wanna blow my brains out

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