with https://soundcloud.com/1nosk
prod https://soundcloud.com/sojurembrandt

drainer w/ nosk (soju)

set fire (xionnxd + no.1)

corrupt (erlax)

lyrics:
i fall apart at my seams
nothing is what it really seems
I fall apart in my dreams
nothing is what it really seems
i fall apart at my seams
nothing is what it really seems
I fall apart in my dreams
nothing is what it really seems

life is always crushing
I'm always under pressure
the pain is neverending 
I'm always going to suffer
time wont stop 
I'm watching the clock
keep my eyes peeled
there's no time to talk
gotta let go
once in a while
needle in the hay
running in a spiral
honestly you execute me on sight
running thru my mind 
I was running from my past life
welcome to my insanity inside u

put me in a corner
I just wanna get out
living in disorder
never gonna clean it out
nonexistent
nothing left
my whole life
is just a mess
i fall apart at my seams
nothing is what it really seems
I fall apart in my dreams
nothing is what it really seems
i fall apart at my seams
nothing is what it really seems
I fall apart in my dreams
nothing is what it really seems

sliver

admire

perfect alone

tell me

repeat the ritualistic motions we go through every day
monotony makes my stomach feel sick
pain will never fade

ritual

clean up clean up
stop taking pressed pills eat some fruit maybe

lysol

contradictions are commonplace
have you ever seen yourself from someone else's eyes

contrary

picture

i dont wanna know
the things i want to know
i dont wanna know
the things i want to know

i dont wanna know 
the things i want to know
bite your tongue 
bleed in between your teeth
i dont wanna know 
the things i want to know
dig a hole 
to see whats underneath

picture me 
while im hanging from your tree
its not a dream 
its just the thing you need
its perfect enough 
were way to close to touch
i dont wanna call your bluff 
but i dont know enough to trust

feeling bad 
for all the problems that you caused
head down your not around 
you hide away from what you lost
parasite dont want my love 
you want my blood
take a taste you know its nice 
you'll never want the end to come

it cannot be
im just not enough
i want to be
but i came close enough
i try to be
perfect just enough
ill never be 
close enough to love

picture me 
while im hanging from your tree
its not a dream 
its just the thing you need
its perfect enough 
were way to close to touch
i dont wanna call your bluff 
but i dont know enough to trust

antidote

without (grayskies)

cut out

u know ur right

painful/empty 2 w/ rezlaine (tillstone)

cesspool w/ reas

weightless (summers9)

desire

tracklist:
ritual
contrary
antidote
no talk

burnt mix (slowed + reverb)

fake

hors concours

dust

I'm back :3

lyrics:
Keep it all to yourself
show my love no one else
give it up give it up 
show my love no one else

tasteless you cant even face it shopping at 
payless never work a day when you get back
lets face it always talking big game, you've been
leaving traces of the one you lost and you want back
keep it
in your glass jar
ill break it
if you're too far
just keep it
just keep it
just keep it
just keep it

pull it out my chest
put on your plate
that's great
that's great that's great
fender on my strap
gets you acting hot
that's great
full stop full stop
polka dot pants
pockets full of holes
money don't fold
you know its solid gold
lifes not worth
the time you take
going down the drain
escape your fate

glass jar (methboiswag)

coverart, vocals, and mixing by me
prod. by soju

skin (soju)

on my punkstar type shit

i miss myspace ;(

gonna dye my hair like im scene or somethin

washedgoods

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