Skin

entry seven

cover by @solukewarm

ushi san | tepcu

you tryna peer into my eyes and fucking steal my soul
how you wanna leave but you dont even know where shit gon' go
all I need is a drink and then a motherfucking answer
voices screaming in my head I couldn't hear you from this clamour

do you like being the subject of attention?
or do you like it when some niggas tryna break off from your tension?
i'm hoping on my soul that i'm not some fucking extenion
the clock been tickin' fast i can't gain shit from retention

i just let you take a hold of what I took for granted
I wouldn't even sell my soul if big man demanded
you robbed me for my heart and what I held dear to me
I swear you a motherfucking bandit

I'm falling from the sky just like an archangel
except that I can't fly, I hit the back table
i watch as my demise falls short as what I imagine it to be
it's not pretty, it's only fucking painful

how the fuck am I gon' go out like a bitch?
ain't no other time that I ain't fucking fight for my life
i rather myself not be left in past tense
how the fuck am I gon' let go of myself, that shit ain't right

i'm tryna go and peer into your eyes, just seeking closure
you never gave a fuck about me, you only want exposure
I go through this cycle everyday over and over
I only see the finer things when i get fucking sober

(over and over
when i get fucking sober
just seeking closure
over and over
when i get fucking sober
over and over
when i get fucking sober)

my ego took the pen and wrote up on my future
fell in love with another person,
now I can't pursue her
I'm glad that shit ended,
but not off of a fucking rumour
I'm glad that shit ended, but I wish I could've told you sooner

I hope you listen to the twenty seven voicemails i sent up in your shit 
before I fucking left the earth
it comes to understanding that I could've got some help
but i wish i would've got my shit together and told you first

you tryna peer into my eyes and fucking steal my soul
how you wanna leave but you dont even know where shit gon' go
all I need is a drink and then a motherfucking answer
voices screaming in my head I couldn't hear you from this clamour

do you like being the subject of attention?
or do you like it when some niggas tryna break off from your tension?
i'm hoping on my soul that i'm not some fucking extenion
the clock been tickin' fast i can't gain shit from retention

i just let you take a hold of what I took for granted
I wouldn't even sell my soul if big man demanded
you robbed me for my heart and what I held dear to me
I swear you a motherfucking bandit

I'm falling from the sky just like an archangel
except that I can't fly, I hit the back table
i watch as my demise falls short as what I imagine it to be
it's not pretty, it's only fucking painful

retention

Lyrics:
He fixes me
Put that arm back where it fell from and watch me scream
The pain i felt is worse than when it fell..
I like it more when you hurt me, and less when I hurt myself
I acted like you fixed me so you'd calm down
But it never works out

I fall, through the cracks and seams
The gears spin in this old clock
But no matter what I'm not back
My eyes fell once, it's in the past
And I still fall, for whoever sees
I don't know who he is but i've seen him before
Am i wrong? If so then why bother?
I knew that he'd throw me out..
The moment he saw me, his eyes turned a different shade
Why didn't I listen to you when you called my name...
When you break the rules, God tries to sabotage you
I'm turned an example, so don't do what I do

My guts leak from my interior
This time nobody's gonna hear me run
You scream a name that isn't even mine
(And I'm the one that's gone insane)

The fabric keeps on falling
this time you can't come in
Keep banging on that wooden door
I won't let you stitch me closed...
Not this time..
Poke my eyes out..
Drive me insane, but please don't look at me again

(Last time I let you in you took everything i had)
(I know you didn't change you'd just use me once again)
(And if I could I'd do it over from the start)
(I'd still know who you are but you wouldn't know who I am)

When I was still sober and young
With love to spare
No matter what I did, they looked at me like I caused a scene.. a scene.. a scene.. a scene..

We were just boys
Nowadays I don't know, if I still am
Our love was dumb, it was doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail... doomed to fail...

This one needs a patch bigger than anything I've ever seen
It pleads for an answer because nothing ever means a thing
When my window tempts me and i feel the wind calling my name
i wanna be stitched together but it won't be the same

for the rest of your life

seams

All Auriel songs are produced by Brody

Lyrics:
Beat me down 
Just so I could see you around 
Tragedy of the century 
Wraith haunting my memories 

I would have followed you to the depths
Your husk of a soul cuts deep into my chest 
Do you see how we miss who you used to be? 
Bones aching, outstretched, you’re nowhere to be seen. 

Summer sun days driving, synched airwaves 
Smiling through cracked skin 
Flying through fleeting moments
If I knew the plague you’d consume 
I’d kill what’s now a figment 
at least you’d be remembered as you. 

Poison on your lips
Use your past as a grift
Swear you’re on the mend 
I’ll see your family at the end. 

Beat me down 
Just so I could see you around 
Tragedy of the century 
Wraith haunting my memories

Wraith

LITTLE SWITCHUPPPP
prod.vozdan

i dont wanna be
what u wanna see in me
make my limbs go weak
break me bones till u can feel complete


wake up talkin to myself
psychadelics, oxycontin, dont need more they said were worried bout ur health


paralizyed im lockin up
shit is killing me 
but pour more in my cup
is this all real or am i still dreamin
cant think i can hear u screamin
"dont go alone"

wake up talkin to myself
psychedelics, oxycontin, don't need more they said were worried bout ur health

baby i dont need no help
i stay doing what i wanna 
imma ride by my mf self

two cigs rip em both just to feel something
my brains full of dead thoughts there nothing

mymymymymy vocal chops

ego death

prod xv1va
lil alt pop

think im rotting
find me in the ground 
ill be laying in my coffin
when that day comes
i wont save myself no no no
14 missed calls
i needa get out ur mind
watching the hours
think im running out of time

im at the point of no return
and i know it hurts to think about
ill still be here just wont be the same
ill still be here every night it rains

my reflection is slowly going pale, cant help it
ima shadow in ur back porch, where we last kissed
dont get tired of me
swear i need u all the time

haunt

prod neverforever the goat

lil ambient song

ill climb and climb forever
forever again
forever, together
together, the end
wil i let the mountains
take me where i belong
will i let my soul rest
in the comfort of my own backyard
i wont go out before u
if u can come here with me
we can hold hands
and make history
at the bottom of the water

let me drown

@lilskeleskrrt

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i haven’t been waking up fast enough
i’m too naive for something like real love
i don’t even really know who you truly are
at least it feels like that from afar

so tell me everything that you've been hiding
a faceless volunteer that left me writhing
i’ll be in my room so please don’t mind me
the worst part of it all is the deciding

whether or not you’ll even
be here tomorrow
you've given me blades
but i guess they were all borrowed
the lies that you’ve spun
you hid your last smoking gun
don’t wanna know how it starts
just know you fractured the hearth

wait
for a second
i need to catch my breath
take a step and
realign myself
with my intentions
i forgot how to think
yeah it’s impressive
the way i read your mind
no obsession
i just had a hunch
it was expected
no matter what you do
i’ll still accept it
you’re still half of my genes
i can’t resent it

baseline elevated high, i
wrote this to remind my
ego to abide by
the rules behind my eyes, i
fell into a state of shock
amassing so much writer’s block
i thought my hands had time to thaw
now i focus on every flaw

would you hate to be so weak?
would it tear you up limb to limb?
has it ever occurred to you that i'm
lost at the beginning, no?

[skele]

hold on to you
so tight it hurts
i can’t let go
i can’t make you worse
this isn’t what i asked for
give me a sign
that you would’ve kept my
heart sore
leave me to die
gave you a little
don’t have more
i’m out of time
i can’t move on for
a reason tonight
it comes from the hearth
i wish you could see the sparks
i made for us

[zoltar]

i been waking up at 4 am
white lies got me stressed again
internalize all of my anger then release it
through a pen
i’m so sick of second chances
you heal with a small bandage
how could you jeopardize a life,
a wife, a holy marriage?

and i won’t ever make the same mistakes as you did
i know you’re in my blood but i’m a different human
plus i can air out all my grievances through music
i lost the man that i revered through shit excuses

i cannot handle the things are given to me
i thought i was strong but i’m so fucking weak
feel safer in sadness, i hide my exterior
peace is so boring but i feel inferior
i’ll be returning whenever you’re hurting
cause you’re still a part of my family tree
suffer through poems, i gotta get goin'
just don’t forget to leave the light on for me

hearth (ft. skele)

prod my homie the goat blocktaaaneeeeee

and i miss how we used to talk back then
i can’t pretend
i know you’ll always c thru me
i’m like a ghost in my skin!!
this story doesn’t end

shoulda listened to ur friends
they were right all along
thousand things i never said
shoulda said fuck it and yelled ‘em all
too many regrets
is it too late to say i don’t really want shit
don’t need a thing, just hand me the bottle
drink till i’m hollow
drink till there’s no tmrw
will you?
love me after u see my flaws
and get a little concerned
when i take time to respond

im not that kinda guy
wont judge u when u cry
raised on “god has a plan for u”
im done with believing 
im done with pretending it’s all true

ill show u my scars

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