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Emo Scar

BLOODSPORT FÆRIETALE

Actor - NOKILAM

dark_wired_side.mp3

lyrics:
pocket full of wilted yarrow
as the night fades into dawn
all i feel is constant sorrow
when i wake youre always gone

take me out in a hearse
i cant seem to find the words
slit my wrist cause nothing hurts
hear the song of the mouring bird
thought it couldnt get any worse
the world is angry and absurd

moonlitmagic

I know it's nice to pretend 
Things get better in the end
One thing that I know when it hurts
It's only gonna get worse

Which leads me to my final request
It may be hard to digest
But when I'm gone don't bury me 
Just throw me in the garbage please

When I die just throw me in the trash
It's where I always belong yeah
Spent so long living on this lonely earth
A garbage can is the only grave I'm worth

Wasted body wasted soul
Flesh and bone turn to mold
Nothing gets better every day's the same
Living my worthless life in this planet of pain

Planet of pain, throw me away
It was always meant to be this way
I'm just filth, get rid of me
Lay me down to rest so I can sleep happily



Planet Pain

Lyrics

Justin: Well call me a sailor, cause I'm floating away, and I'm drifting away, and you won't see my face at your door, passed out on the floor, or vomit in public and embarrass your friends. 

That's me on the water, on my own little island and you won't ever see me again. No I'm not coming back. 

Well the moons gotten full, and the tides on the rise, and my heart is the driftwood lost long ago... 

and thinking of you is like a shiver of sharks, that gnaw at the wood, and unhinge these nails of whats keeping me together. 

J: This salty water has been stained across my lips, and when I move in to forget you, she can taste you in our kiss. But suddenly, I'm struggling to keep my own two feet under me. This water's deep and now I'm swallowing, these same tears that are following, our footprints on the shore. 

This salty water! 

Some nights I still get seasick, but every night it still makes me sick, that the only reason I rest is my floating body, my hollowed out chest.

Dire, Dire Docks

grindin on my own
but i'm grindin just the same
don't give a fuck about no girlfriend 
that shit's so lame

i just wanna live my life
ride my bike and do some tricks
cuz i do what the fuck i like
i don't got no time for chicks

i'm way too cool to kiss
i'm way too hot to hug
i don't give a shit
i barely give a fuck

so you say want a girlfriend?
are you outta your mind?
they say they love you 
and stab you in the spine

ain't a girl on earth
worth even half a shit
they're all fucked up and evil
i ain't ever gonna commit

bitches always tryna fuck with me
get out my face leave me alone
i ain't playin that shit no more
i'm grindin on my own

don't give a fuck if i die alone

i stay in the zone
fuck you bitch get owned
don't you ever call my phone

i don't want no pussy 
i don't want no sex
i just wanna hang out at the mall
with all my friends

No Girls Allowed

The afterlife sounds scary
An eternity just existing
I don’t want to
I’d rather sleep, please thank you
Something that’ll never cease
Something held without release
Doesn’t matter what it is
I’m sure I’ll get sick of it
God please help me
Help me understand what You mean
In the phrases and hymns that I read and sing
And the feelings I feel every Sunday morning
Nothing makes sense it’s all too complex
And I’m too stupid to try and do it anymore
Now I’m just trying to live through it
Antidepressants, pills and therapy
All they can offer to me to answer the question that’s always there staring right back at me
Why are we here, it’s not just adolescent fear
About future things it’s about human beings and the fate of all of us that’s unclear	
Nobody knows, nobody knows and I’m so 
Frustrated with the problem of where I’ll go when I’m dead and alone
Is there Heaven and Hell? I couldn’t even tell you
Where I would end up, I’m just fed up running around not knowing what I’m afraid of
OUTRO
Where will I go, is my soul all alone?
Am I just floating and looking into places unknown?
Am I nothing or something? Is something wrong?
Am I just here to hold this place until something new comes along?

Void

rather die than try to fix my life
cuz it's easier that way
run away and hide, never face what's wrong inside
so everything stays the same

hurting yourself is lame and fucking gay
but no one's gonna stop you
no one's there to say "hey are you ok?"
so waste your life if you want to

I live lifeless, i don't even try to fight this
cuz i don't really care
i'm used to the silence when i call out
and nobody's there

nobody's there because 

i lie to myself
and say i always wanted to be alone
i don't really know myself, don't know anyone else
so i just guess i'll get stoned

i guess i'll get stoned

Fugue Life

Stockholm Demo2

🕊 Waste your life if you want to 🕊

CIRCLES OF CARE 
https://world4.bandcamp.com/album/circles-of-care
VOID
https://world4.bandcamp.com/album/void

No Girls Allowed

Wasteland, USA

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