crossing of borders, mental disorders
lifespan grows shorter as i plan for more hurt

stay where it's dark out
make it my home now
i ain't alone now
what were you told?

what i gave, what i got
everything will rot away
for a change, be my spot
be my only happy place
what a waste, i forgot
you ain't really one to change

it'll all be over soon

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ft. https://soundcloud.com/strayngeakastray

arechi:

she don't see me, cry loud
make it easy, i'm out
face these demons myself
said, face these demons: myself

acting like you know sumn 'bout it bitch
think i'm pussy 'cause my reputation below average
ain't been cozy with the shit, backhanded by a bitch
but i got some people, leave that fucker stranded by a ditch

what the fuck!

straynge:

my feet and hands are telling us get up
say yes we can, that i'm the man
that i can do anything if i have the plan
i'm not sure if i have the plan
i think that i'm okay
i don't think i'm okay
i am not okay, not okay

arechi:

still no extremities around my torso
molly got me feeling like a person even more so

straynge:

don't focus on those whores
don't focus on those doors, just explore

arechi:

pretend is why you'll end inside
and be surprised when i arrive

straynge:

my mind is telling me that i'm depressed
my heart is saying there is nothing left
i'm looking down at my own two feet
will they agree or will they disagree?

arechi:

still much to explore
cover the doors
they're coming with force
true horror is coarse

straynge:

i listened to my brain, i went out in vain
it turns out he was right and i was insane

courtesy of an unfulfilled bucket list ft. Straynge

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just like weeds, i dug her out
i hardly hear you when you shout
fortunately, i’m in the clouds
my hardest feat is going out
admit defeat but just for now
my heart still beats, i hear it pound
i’ll meet my needs, figure it out
climbing the trees not yet chopped down

half an ounce of coke in my nightstand
should i leave it or should i give in?

fuck you want from me?

what do you want now?

prod. https://youtube.com/@davidarcade

ft. https://soundcloud.com/strayngeakastray

arechi:

lost the spark in my life
dogs barking at night
wish i could hit up my dawgs
tell them that it’s alright
it’s been hard i won’t lie
still scarred from that fight
ever since then
never leave the house without a knife

pussyfooting, what for?
i ain’t scared anymore
got some big dawgs with me
more like soldiers, go to war
not depressed, i’m just bored
do more coke than your whore
talking shit, team get busy
leave you lying on the floor

got dreams of a future
i got dreams of a casket
why you looking over?
i got trauma, try to mask it
schizophrenic, bat shit
want smoke? you can have it
bet your gun’ll choke 
as soon as you try to blast it

Straynge:

straynge, you know my name, uh

all my past and my pain and all of my stories
when you hear them, they tend to get boring
it’s ‘cause they were long and i was ignoring most of the shit, the shit that was important

maybe i was snoring, maybe i was asleep
maybe i took many tokes of the fucking weed
maybe i smoked a blunt and took a fucking pill
and now i think i’m dying, i’m writing a will

i got to get out, i got to go try
i got to leave life, i got to leave this bitch
she’s threatening me with knives, hm
she’s threatening me with knives

what do i do? i gotta run for my life
i won’t call 9-1-1 ‘cause fuck 12 for life
yeah, i gotta get out of this and i gotta see light 
but i’m in the tunnel and i don’t see no light

protection ft. Straynge (prod. David Arcade)

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won’t be my missus
fell in love

she never miss us
never once

a pot to piss in
all it was

aim not for distance
fall above

i want your kisses
call it doves

break gain to nitpick
gully stuck

all it was

will you be mine? mine, oh no
i can’t decide, ‘cide, oh no

will you be mine? mine, oh no
one chance at life, life, oh no

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