see how much I bleed
I’m a real person that's in need
of another path to tread
syllables are tangled up in red
can I find the words
to put this all to rest?
I've been melting to my bed
pondering the words already said
sick of screaming at myself
I need a friend
so ill say it once again
I wonder who the fuck cares about me
and who just tryna say they around me

how much longer can I keep this up
before I find myself sinking in my deepest rut
where I cant climb back like I had before
where I’m forced to see what I’ve ignored 

how much longer can I keep this up
before the walls close in and the door stays shut
pills are getting hard to swallow
and the paths too rough
every action that I take
reveals the wounds and cuts

how much longer can I keep this up
before I find myself sinking in my deepest rut
where I cant climb back like I had before
where I’m forced to see what I’ve ignored 

how much longer can I keep this up
before the walls close in and the door stays shut
pills are getting hard to swallow
and the paths too rough
every action that I take
reveals the wounds and cuts

I'm reaching towards the light
I'm towards the light

but how can you follow your heart
when you're falling apart?

how much longer can I keep this up
before I find myself sinking in my deepest rut
where I cant climb back like I had before
where I’m forced to see what I’ve ignored 

how much longer can I keep this up
before the walls close in and the door stays shut
pills are getting hard to swallow
and the paths too rough
every action that I take
reveals the wounds and cuts

violet(noise)

✿streaming✿

9. The Color Blue

Written / Performed by @blckbrds
Produced by @zepelinbeats
Engineered by @tumaggz

Video Dir. @Ty.Psd Out Now

ATLAS

i know you been telling lies 
telling all your friends how i'm always tryn control yo life 
you know it depends, im the perfect one to poltergeist 
voices in my head, and they tell me how im gonna die
if you up and dip 
you know love can be my kryptonite 
how could you forget 
all these feelings that i feel inside 
i just want them rid 
put the barrel to my third eye
let the pistol rip 
waiting for you at the birds eye
i should get a grip 

i'm not even asking for a lot i just want 
i'm not even asking for your heart, know i'm wrong 
i'm not even asking took your soul now it's gone 
tie you to the mattress make you beg while i taunt 
and you can be a ragdoll 
(and you can be a ragdoll)

girl you're the fairest of them all in the mirror
tried my best just to try and see you clearer
got new friends and you dropped me out the picture 
i don't know what you're doing but i miss ya
why aren't you suffering, the way that i am?
i miss your company, girl those are my hands 
please come and touch on me, i think i'm dying.

i'm not even asking for a lot i just want 
i'm not even asking for your heart, know i'm wrong 
i'm not even asking took your soul now it's gone 
tie you to the mattress make you beg while i taunt 
and you can be a ragdoll

you're the victim, and i'm insane

Stuck On Ishimura

Out On Bail

prod by Gary Wide, Nimbustwokay & Lord Gasp
rec,mix, master by Lord Gasp

LYRICS

Ok big ego, small heart
I don’t need you
feed on death, i got bone parts in my bean soup
it’s that french rapper all star
workaholic too
And i’m pissed, fuck a small talk
I dont like you 

I swing rocks i dont kick rocks
Little dude
rock balenci socks in balenci crocs
rubber boots 
i’m a sick fuck, rob a wristwatch off a fool 
Get my brick sucked get her shit rocked in my booth

I hear em calling from the back
Of my skully underneath the scabs
A cynical for I call myself mister disaster
I see it crawl, forcing its way into
Leave me blacking out 
I can’t backtrack now , call me mister disaster
call me mister disaster

We made disasterpiece
We broke the kid and fleshed him to our needs
We lost control
Skin him alive

We made disasterpiece
We broke the kid and fleshed him to our needs
We lost control
Skin him alive

I came to love me in a way that people hate me the most
See i gazed into abyss and it gave me a home
I came snatching crowns then grew liking the calm
I touched grass it fucked me up like bad cologne
My ripped out flesh kissed the cold 
breeze 
I connected every dot, couldn’t make sense of the T’s
kept on grinding till i fucked all of my teeth 
i held back all my words till i had to puke dem free 

disaster
call me mister disaster

We made disasterpiece
We broke the kid and fleshed him to our needs
We lost control
Skin him alive

We made disasterpiece
We broke the kid and fleshed him to our needs
We lost control
Skin him alive


(outro)
Turn on the radio
5-13
I managed to break into the shed
Sarge i think you should come see this
-on my way
-it’s not blood, it’s something else but
Wait there’s someone in the back!
..

>STREAM<

Mr Disaster

mix by gullyspit and dollbreaker
production by xenochiva

ANTLER BLADE (w/ GULLYSPIT) [XENOCHIVA.]

will you be mine? mine, oh no
i can’t decide, ‘cide, oh no

will you be mine? mine, oh no
one chance at life, life, oh no

i need you

lay with me and we'll escape baby x2
i know that your brains racing 
fast pace and i been adding to the hate lately 
aid pain and im so sorry that i aint making 
this shit easy for you difficulty game playing 
substance aint been saving me but i still crave hate it
makes me forget and numb myself but now i aint facing 
what i need to be with you and now you aint patient 
just come here i like when you near
why do i keep pushing far from me 
turning something into nothing aint do shit for me 
now im aggressive cus im stressing and my fist forming
forcing you to fill your bags now out the door storming
even if we aint good pretend 
cus our love will never if we end

disappear here i feel better when you near 
dispose of your fear lost lane lemme steer 
top of your tier
see a wolf when you get sheered 
depart from peers who want you smeared ill wipe your tears when we escape im hard on you your heart cant take
i made your mind state solid hate 
turning home to vacant me to mental patient
cus its safe to say my sane brain deflating 
sun rays erasing cus the raining staying 
and you aint aye wait bitch your my moon shine chase it face it
see you when i stalk your days and
we aint back and now yours in braces 
kill us both i know that satan waiting

i need you

arechi

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