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Suicide Cleanup

Every Dog Has Its Day

Track 9/9 from sign crushes motorist's album "I'll be okay".

i'll be okay

sign crushes motorist - i threw a rock off an overpass and killed a guy

my bloody valentine - when you sleep

creds to ispentsixhourswatchingshockvideosyesterday dont think they got sc but u can look up their socials on spotify or whatever

Ispentsixhourswatchingshockvideosyesterday - Shock videos

Download "Koi No Yokan" here: http://smarturl.it/deftemp

Lyrics - "Beauty School"

I like you when,
When you take off your face
You put away all your teeth
And take us way underneath
'Cause you could die if you take it alone

I watch you taste it
I see your face
And I know I'm alive
You're shooting stars
From the barrel of your eyes
And it drives me crazy
Just drives me wild

I kind of like you when
When you make up the reel
Take the phone in your room
Stop the tape or resume
Well you could try if you think it will load

I watch you taste it
I see your face
And I know I'm alive
You're shooting stars
From the barrel of your eyes
And it drives me crazy
It drives me wild

Everytime
Everytime you try
Ride
It's a beautiful ride
Why
It's a beautiful ride

I watch you taste it
I see your face
And I know I'm alive
You're shooting stars
From the barrel of your eyes
And it drives me crazy
It drives me wild

Diamond Eyes

Beauty School

White Pony

Knife Prty

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

Stratosphere

Earth Moon Transit

LSD and the Search for God self-titled EP. 
Mind Expansion Records. CD out of print. 
Deep Space Recordings. Vinyl re-issue.
© 2006 LSD and the Search for God

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