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When I Die A Second Time

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

Chronically Online

I stay back while you go out 
In my own way I have no route
I dont want to be someone
I just want write these stupid songs
I’m a sophomore loser

(Chorus) I’m a loser through and through
My salvation is my room
Don’t wanna be heard don’t wanna be known
Can’t change my words can’t change my tone

I hang back while you stand up
I’ll never be close to enough
I hate the person I’ve become
Negativity overrun 
I’m a sophomore loser

(Chorus) I’m a loser through and through
My salvation is my room
Don’t wanna be heard don’t wanna be known
Can’t change my words can’t change my tone

sophomore loser

If you stuck around a little bit longer
I would’ve made songs in your honour 
If you heard my songs one day
You would hear the way you laid me to waste
All I sing about is what you left me with
Don’t even know if you give a shit
so I’ll just waste away, think of you as I 

(Chorus)
lay
as i waste away as i lay as I waste away

If you didnt go away so soon, I wouldve made lyrics about you, i guess i still do
all this is old news
All I know about you is that I dont know you
I guess its my fault for ever trusting you
so I’ll just waste away, think of you as I

(Chorus)
lay
as i waste away as i lay as I waste away

I’ll waste away for you 
you and only you 
why did you go so soon 
I just wanted you to love me too

As I Waste Away

Exit Wounds (ϟCHØØL ϟHØØTΣR cover)

Everything feels wrong
Everything feels numb

I can’t get it to stop
I can’t get it to stop
It all feels wrong

Everything feels wrong
Everything feels numb

I can’t get it to stop
I can’t get it to stop
It all feels wrong

it all feels wrong

loser (shooter cover)

what made you think id ever get over you
now you're gone I have nothing left to lose
a maniac is loose and shoots on sight
shoot to kill is all thats on his mind

A gun in my hand 
and voices in my head 
theyre in my head

All I wanted was you to stay
didnt want things to end this way
on my way to a shooting spree
death by cop will be the end of me

A gun in my hand 
and voices in my head 
theyre in my head

A Gun in My Hand and Voices in My Head

I miss you like shooter misses his school
I need you the way my neck needs a noose
I need you in my life like a knife in the eye, more lonely nights, throats getting tight, no end in sight
I want you like I want my teeth removed 

I don’t need you
You don’t need me too
I don’t need you
You don’t need me too

I still think about why you had to go so soon
I miss when you and I were brand new
What we had you destroyed overnight so fuck you
I’ll be better off alone, in my room

I don’t need you
You don’t need me too
I don’t need you
You don’t need me too

idontneedyou.m4a

I hate the world 
and I hate myself
the things you say
everyone else

I fucking hate the world

I FUCKING HATE THE WORLD

dont like what I see outside
feel just as shit when im inside
I dont want to live the rest of my life


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end my life end my life end my life end my life
suicide suicide suicide suicide
omnicide

I hate the way I, I always cry
fuck my mind just end my fucking life
hate everything cant change my mind

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end my life end my life end my life end my life
suicide suicide suicide suicide
omnicide

just end my life
just end my life

omnicide.wav

Make me sick make me sad
Only love I ever had

I feel like my life is done
No one can be enough 
If they’re not you

Break my heart, heart breaker
Break my heart, heart breaker

Make me die end my life
I just want you by my side

I feel like my life just sucks
No one can be enough
If they’re not you

Break my heart, heart breaker
Break my heart, heart breaker

Break My Heart (Heartbreaker)

I'm in the back of a truck now
And I don't give a fuck now
And I just shot a buck down
I ain't looking for your love now

It's hunting season, come on now everyone
It's hunting season, come on let's have some fun
It's hunting season, come on now grab a gun
It's hunting season, I ain't looking for your love
Your love

In the back of a truck now
And I just wanna know how
You spread all your love around and round
Our little old hometown

It's hunting season, come on now everyone
It's hunting season, come on let's have some fun
It's hunting season, come on now grab a gun
It's hunting season, I ain't looking for your love
Your love

Hunting Season

I miss the way you held me
I miss the way you said my name
But then you left me
My life will never be the same

Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you 

Fuck you

Your absence slowly kills me
My absence brings you zero pain
(You promised, you promised)
Promised you wouldn’t leave me
Now I feel fucking insane

Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you
Fuck you fuck you

Fuck you

FUCK YOU

nowhere left for me to go
all i know is that im solo
im at the end of the line
they keep coming and I dont know why

i dont want to die
i dont have any quick revive
i dont know how i will survive
i wanna wunderwaffen suicide

the horde grows more theres too many I cant kill
they dont get tired and im feeling ill
i know im at the end of the line
I’ll fucking die electric suicide


i dont want to die
i dont have any quick revive
i dont know how i will survive
i wanna wunderwaffen suicide

wonderwaffe suicide

if you talk to me 
youll see no remedy
just self pity

oh just socialize
i just want to try
no friends
no life
oh just socialize

i wont change my ways
i feel so depraved
no ones worth it
ill stay the same

Stay the same

oh just socialize
i don’t want to try
no friends
no life
oh just socialize

Just Socialize

I stare at the stars all by myself
In my own head in my own hell
The Person I was got shot down and now
It’s not hard to tell

I lay down and there’s no one beside
guess it’s my fault I don’t socialize
i think about what i left behind
I drop down and cry

I want to die, just end my life

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Its 4 am, im on my bed
In my head with the words you said
Not good enough was all that you left
Left me with

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Hatred In My Heart

I feel like a loser you hear me say
I know you also feel this way
I need you more than words can express
You’re a product of my depressed

(Prechorus)
So wont you be my girl
Me and you against the world
so please be by my side
holding hands swinging side to side

(Chorus)
Schizophrenia girlfriend
Schizophrenia girlfriend 

You mean so much to me
Even though you’re a fantasy
I wish you were really here

no one else to ruin our day
you and i can waste away
I need you more than words can express
You’re a product of my depressed

(Prechorus)
So wont you be my girl
Me and you against the world
so please be by my side
holding hands swinging side to side

(Chorus)
Schizophrenia girlfriend
Schizophrenia girlfriend 
When will it end?
This delusion in my head

You mean so much to me
Even though you’re a fantasy
I wish you were really here

Schizophrenia Girlfriend

[Verse 1]
I'm so frustrated
I'm always complaining to you, to you
I'm all washed out
I'm down on the ground, what can I do?

[Verse 2]
I'm really trying but I feel like dying
Don't you? Don't you?
That's the way it goes
You dig yourself in a hole, ain't it the truth?

[Refrain]
I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help
Can you hear my cry for help

[Verse 3]
I'm so frustrated
I'm always complaining to you, to you
I'm all washed out
I'm down on the ground, what can I do?

[Verse 4]
I'm really trying but I feel like dying
Don't you? Don't you?
That's the way it goes
You dig yourself in a hole, ain't it the truth?

[Chorus]
I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help?
Can you hear my cry for help?


Cry 4 Help (shooter cover)

I don't know
I don't know 
I don't know
I don't know

Where'd you go
I want to know

(Chorus)
I'm burning with memories
you come back like PTSD
you feel like a lethal disease
the way you make me feel so empty

I don't know
I don't know 
I don't know
I don't know

Where'd you go
I want to know

(Chorus)
I'm burning with memories
you come back like PTSD
you feel like a lethal disease
the way you make me feel so empty

was it an act?
an impractical joke?
say it aint so

i feel so sad
knowing what you did
i feel like shit

you were my hero joe gatto
i wish i didnt even know
whyd you have to grape that kid
never watch your show again
you were my hero joe gatto


do you remember me
i was there at your stand up routine
you came to my city
the same year you were cheating

was it an act?
an impractical joke?
say it aint so


you were my hero joe gatto
i wish i didnt even know
whyd you have to grape that kid
never watch your show again
you were my hero joe gatto

Joe Gatto

im falling apart
because i dont know know anyone
so dont say my name
just leave me to equilibrium

i feel like a castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

im a freak far gone
theres no where that i belong
so ill run away
i cant feel without feeling wrong

im a fucking castaway
and im so ashamed
im out of place
im out of place

Out of Place

Freaks (surfcurse cover)

I know (I know)
You belong to somebody new
But tonight you belong to me

Although (although) we're apart
You're a part of my heart
And tonight you belong to me

My honey, I know (I know)
With the dawn that you will be gone
But tonight you belong to me

I know (I know)
You belong to somebody new
But tonight you belong to me

tonight you belong to me

Congratulations, I’m the bad guy
Must feel great living in that lie
Congratulations, I’m the villain
And I must be dehumanized

Congratulations, 
you want a medal or a tear from my eye?

Congratulations, I’m the bad guy
Now I must be dehumanized

Congratulations

another day of eternity
of being a freak and being obscene

i have no motivation
all i feel’s aggrivation

im losing my energy im feeling weak my days are so heavy
cus im burning out and im burning fast
i know for a fact i dont have long to last

im fucking tired everyones of shit
you know who you are so go and suck my dick

i have no more to give you
no spark left to pull through

im losing my energy im feeling weak my days are so heavy
cus im burning out and im burning fast
i know for a fact i dont have long to last

Burning Out

Cant sleep at all even with melatonin
no break from zero serotonin
with a gun to my left cheek
the only way ill fall asleep

Sleep debt
I Stay awake as a 
Reject
so fucking upset

stay up all night
being a waste of space
on my computer 
locked in plaace
all these days just feel the same
staying awake til 8 a m

Sleep debt
I Stay awake as a 
Reject
so fucking upset

Sleep debt
I Stay awake as a 
Reject
so fucking upset

Sleep debt
I Stay awake as a 
Reject
i cant rest my head (i cant rest my head)
upset

Sleep Debt

Never Coming Down (shooter cover)

Nothing in my brain but you and MDA
i took too much to think too much i feel insane

As the chem floods my mind
I feel your love one more time
I drift off and I die
I Wont tell anyone why

ive got my issues
I fucking miss you
your absence left bad trips with bloody tissues

theyre bad decisions 
im losing vision

left to cope with dope and indecision


if you were in my room id have to be on shrooms
What happened to my youth
i died of substance abuse

As poison floods my mind
I feel your love one last time
my life will end overnight
forgetton by sunlight

ive got my issues
I fucking miss you
your absence left bad trips with bloody tissues

theyre bad decisions 
im losing vision

left to cope with dope and indecision

dopehead

i like to waste all my youth
on pointless thoughts of you

live small
in my bedroom
in this tomb


oh yeah my head 
I said 
a transplant

down low I know
my memories 
will fade away

what life could bring
if i switched my brain
If i switched my brain

i choose to waste all my time
instead of making more from life

I stay up all night
wishing i was bright

oh yeah my head 
I said 
a transplant

down low I know
my memories 
will fade away

what life could bring
if i switched my brain
If i switched my brain

oh the price ill pay
if I never change
never change my brain

switch my brain

i wish i could relate
There’s nothing you can say
So just go away

theres something in my brain
if you come close well youll get pushed away

verse 1
you seemed pretty nice to me
which made it hard to end things prematurely
it ended before it began
couldn't make you understand 
cant trust anyone again

(chorus 1)
i pushed you away
i pushed you away

verse 2

the fault would be solely mine
when youd leave and i die a second time
id rather be the one to leave
then watch you find out all the things wrong with me

(chorus 2)
so i pushed you away
so i pushed you away

outro
i guess ill just die alone
chasing someone i wont ever know
you tend to live in pain
when you push everyone away

ipushedyouaway

i spend my days locked in a black hole 
theres only hate left in my soul

ill never let up
ill never find hope
i want to move on but i dont wanna let you go

obsessed
with the past and
possessed 
with your wrath and
wondering
if i could withstand
anymore of your absence

trapped in my mind black tears of dust
i left behind what i once was

ill never let up
cause im too stubborn
no i wont grow up ill never change ill stay in my ways

obsessed
with the past and
possessed 
with your wrath and
wondering
if i could withstand
anymore of your absence

wast0idd

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