Serilium

Mix by Coleman Hughes


blurry vision shaking i
never thought id be this girl
looking in a mirror why
do i do this to myself
i dont deserve
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
anything 
i dont deserve
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
anything 
I know I know I know 
All of this looks strange and silly 
I know I know I know 
I'm my own cyanide surely
Just help me forget my trembling even for moments
Intertwining spines and fingers tasting and showing 
you know you know you know 
i will be okay
Cant go back and change choices
maybe forces have their way
they tug my skin and close my throat
and won't let go until i scream for bones
i dont deserve
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
anything 
i dont deserve
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
i dont deserve 
anything 
I know I know I know 
All of this looks strange and silly 
I know I know I know 
I'm my own cyanide surely
Just help me forget my trembling even for moments
Intertwining spines and fingers tasting and showing
I know I know I know 
i will be okay
attracted to how you burn yourself
ghosts have kept me from those fires
but its light and theres just no one else
I know I know I know 
All of this looks strange and silly 
I know I know I know 
I'm my own cyanide surely
Just help me forget my trembling even for moments
Intertwining spines and fingers tasting and showing 
you know you know you know 
i will be okay

Gaia Alive

cut from thorns on the head 
but for no ones pain
coming back from the dead
but it was in vain
they said be who you want
so i went for god
never made it to a throne but fell just as hard
cut me up
make me cry
I'm just a transient carcass
meek and mild 
but a child 
someone who could never be
sacrifice 
so what
starve yourself 
fade away
crucify 
so what
please yourself
fade away
revelate 
no one
love yourself
rot away
trepinate
no one cares
got the stigmata hands but there are no chains
lucifer with a leash
pride patience and pain
i can breathe i can breathe but at what cost
as soon as i close my eyes religion is lost 
cut me up
make me cry
I'm just a transient carcass
meek and mild 
but a child 
someone who could never be
sacrifice 
so what
starve yourself 
fade away
crucify 
so what
please yourself
fade away
revelate 
no one
love yourself
rot away
trepinate
no one cares

Apathy

im sorry

Wound

first video for the song below:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=U5xiJs7xIds

Swamp

new video :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aky5l8AHmmg&t=14s

old video :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U5xiJs7xIds

watergh0st

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