SHAMELESS

my life keeps going down
i don't wanna be around

my life keeps going down

i don't wanna be around

just the same thing
ive been trapped in a cell but ive got no means of escaping
rearranging , just to make it feel like something here is changing
while my head spin , my body lay still like im stuck inside a painting
'be with your kin cuz when time fly by everyone's gon leave except them

my life keeps going down

i don't wanna be around

my life keeps going down

i don't wanna be around

as easy as you meet other people
they'll turn and they'll leave you with something much more than pain
craziest part is how fast it can happen
get used like a napkin and thrown away
none of it matters you know what you're after when you get involved in another game
you give em you're all then they go back to acting relaxing pretending they never played

life will move on regardless if my heart is bleeding
and no one will notice until my presence is needed
what we had was something i never thought of reaching
and truth is id rather be gone then to see you with other feelings

fucked are the choices ive chosen but catch me still hoping for things that'll never be
know what we had was an act but im stuck on these tracks singing this is a tragedy
best part when no one was watching we'd get we're after exchanging our body heat
knowing this just had to happen but what i would do just to have you right next to me

my life keeps going down

i don't wanna be around

my life keeps going down

i don't wanna be around

tragedy prod. Metlast X 5head

Never B - 
( Rip me apart 
Grind me into dust
Forget my name 
Watch me turn to rust )

Wavy Aaron -
( think i messed up ,
i done left the people near me cuz i heard that they was hearing that im not enough ,
that they couldn't love ,
if i didn't have the money or the liquor just to guarantee another cup,
now im feeling rough , 
last time that i seen em we were sippin margaritas in the country club )

( who am i to judge ?
 man i shouldve stuck it with em but its common that i burn everything i touch
burning that shit into pieces , 
im passing out like im anemic , 
im beggin to god let me sleep in 
theres nothing here i want to see 
falling in love with believing that im only here for a season 
my body is tired of defense
been fighting since i started breathing )

Never B -
( Rip me apart
Grind me into dust )


Wavy Aaron - 
( tell me is it too much to forget my name or to ask you to grind me to dust ?
reading your books then you turn to a page that regrettably sounding like us ,
dodging your looks while im sitting on stage cuz you know i still miss how it was , 
back home i set shit ablaze and im watching the ash as its rising above 

burning that shit into pieces ,
im passing out like im anemic ,
im beggin to god let me sleep in
theres nothing here i want to see
falling in love with believing that im only here for a season
my body is tired of defense
been fighting since i started breathing )

Never B -
(Rip me apart
Grind me into dust
Forget my name
Watch me turn to rust)

dust (ft. Never B) prod. Brent Beats

what else could you want from me?
thought i made it clear when you threw me to the street,
left me out with nothing now youre calling to meet
think i heard it all, we can talk in your dreams


taking a look at what you have commited in my life is sick
infecting the youth with your venom like somehow im still sposed to live
typical blood on my denim was hoping i found the percent
but all that i found were those notes with those words that i guess you regret


try to catch me lackin imma walk up to a packy aint no check out but im baggin on yo bitch cuz she let me
then youll walk out holding hands like it never fkin happened even knowing that it did cuz its best to keep her happy
now you thinkin bout your plans how your out to come and get me , so you stop takin them xans and youre putting down the henny
only wish you had a clue how to catch up to a bently
so you start acting a fool tweaking thinkin that she text me eventhough you bugged her phone got u paranoid and checking
dont you know im in your home got the pictures her undressing , and regardless if im gone she"ll remember i was flexing
then we interchanging songs and them shows she recommended now correct me if im wrong but shes always more then present
and as the days went on she was never short a message till the morning of the fall not the way i was expecting i had noticed it was long since i last received her blessing


what else could you want from me?

thought i made it clear when you threw me to the street,

left me out with nothing now youre calling to meet

think i heard it all, we can talk in your dreams



i was doing fine just ignoring the signs
till i broke my walls let her live here inside
constantly temptations" always winning my fights
should of seen it coming we were wasting our time

would you have even admitted the things that we started to think?
seeing ourselves like some bottles and knowing we both wanna drink
now im just left with a hole with emotions that dont wanna sink
why did i go down this road when you leaving was always the theme?

im no longer needed
eyes closed when they calling to see me
if you ever want me back then go look into your past otherwise turn your head to the TV
cuz yeah im shining brighter than ive ever been
cutting people left and right they irrelevant
and these beats hit hard shout out homie Brent
tired of bleeding through my scars im so done with it

huh done with the promises
and these people dont know what their problem is
theyll just walk around acting like none of it matters because of their lack of their common sense
like did you not think it would come to this?
how could i become so oblivious?
blinded by feelings that werent even real she just wanted someone to help her forget



what else could you want from me?

thought i made it clear when you threw me to the street,

left me out with nothing now youre calling to meet

think i heard it all, we can talk in your dreams

taking a look at what you have commited in my life is sick

infecting the youth with your venom like somehow im still sposed to live

typical blood on my denim was hoping i found the percent

but all that i found were those notes with those words that i guess you regret

best wishes prod. Brent Beats

too stunned to speak
too much going on for me
sit comfortably
while im laying on my knees

showing you the speed but you aint fkin noticing
bet ill get you to look when im in your magazines
wildin boy u wildin what you crying for
silence i need silence open up the door
hiding imma find him what you hiding for
sirens i hear sirens what you call em for

youre in the pound and your stayin a while so quiet shit down
fakin a frown then your changing your face when nobody around
yeah i figured it out you put on an act just to draw in a crowd
consider me proud dont think that you gon be needing me now

flying far out of the country and you gon realize that you still end up wantin me
wont be in anything fancy but we'll join the club off of basic economy
some might consider me patient for waiting but i think its delusion probably
all of these words that im sayin i say em cuz i feel like dying soon honestly

dying for liquor tryin whats best to get rid of me quicker
why arent you with her ?
she be lying around you to hang with a sinner
get why youre bitter but how you so clueless to send me your sister
man up and ring her maybe then she'll act wifely and be home for dinner

too stunned to speak
too much going on for me
sit comfortably
while im laying on my knees

showing you the speed but you aint fkin noticing
bet ill get you to look when im in your magazines

( now that shes gone
head wont stay on
it wont be long
till shes back inside my arms )

incoherent prod. Brent Beats

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