dual w/ doin fine [apartment9 x devolx3]

I) i just need self medication
SOCIALS:

ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

yeah0k!:
https://m.soundcloud.com/yeah0k

https://twitter.com/prodyeah0k?s=21

https://instagram.com/y34h0k?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

LYRICS:
(it’s times like these, when a girl needs her boyfriend the most)

i don’t really like to talk 
look at the way that i walk
fucked up around the block
i don’t know when to stop
 
it’s not the high im chasing 
i just wanna feel some nothing
now i feel my body numbing
but i think imma start spewing 
 
i just need self medication
runnin off some prescriptions
but i cant even feel it 
i swear i cant feel it

but i swear i ain’t dying 
it’s a curse, but i ain’t dying 
trust me i’ve been trying 
since 2014, i’ve been trying  

i think i did too much
i don’t think i did enough 

i think i did too much
i can’t ever get enough 

sometimes 
oh i wanna die

doing anything 
to pass my time

maybe one day
i’ll feel alright 

until that day
i’ll run up sum lines

self medication w/ Apartment9 x yeah0k!

IV) maybe this is crazy bc i met u in a bar 
SOCIALS:
ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

LYRICS:
(maybe this is crazy)

(it’s times like these when a girl needs her boyfriend the most)

i found safety inside of your arms
maybe thats crazy 
cause i don’t know who you are

i met you in a bar

but i feel like i know you
and i know you feel it too

i’m sorry i can’t confess 
any feelings in my head
it’s just the way
i was raised 

old habits, die hard
but i know ill go far
old habits, love hard
but i won’t go that far

(okay here’s a story)

you sang your songs 
after sex in your bed
i adore every single word 
that you said

maybe one day
you’ll write a song about me
here’s a song for you
but ill never tell you

i can see the lust 
inside of your hazel eyes 
but id drown myself 
inside you another time 

can you see the trust?
inside of my devil eyes
even when i try to hide 
i’m sorry, i just gotta hide
 
i found safety inside of your arms
maybe thats crazy 
cause i don’t know who you are

i met you in a bar

but i feel like i know you
and i know you feel it too

i’m sorry i can’t confess 
any feelings in my head
it’s just the way
i was raised 

old habits, die hard
but i know ill go far
old habits, love hard
but i won’t go that far

ive been drawing circles on your chest 
while a girl sleeps inside of my bed
maybe that’s too cold
maybe that’s too cruel

(maybe that-)

you told me that you like me more than your ex
i told you i feel safer with you than my ex

maybe that’s crazy
tell me what you think about that baby?

i met you in a bar w/ Apartment9

just dance

ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

drink whatever baby
put a bottle on my tab
and you can pull me close
and dance like

dance like it's our last
dance like it's our last
last night on earth

last night on earth w/ Apartment9 *bonus song*

i just want the time to slow down

SOCIALS:
ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

LYRICS:
(it’s times like these, when a girl needs her boyfriend the most)

i just want the time to slow 
for a moment 
so i can breathe 
through all of the bullshit

i don’t even know 
what the fuck im smoking 
lately i’ve been smoking up
so i keep sleeping

lately, ive been dreaming about
geeking or rolling on the weekend 
i don’t wanna wake up screamin

honestly im sick of all the opinions 
i don’t wanna hear it

(i don’t wanna hear it)

you don’t even know 
how the fuck im moving 
or how i’ve been eating 
bitch, i keep it moving

even when i’m under pressure 
not under the weather 
i said it once before 
yeah, im never better

(im never better)

i just want the time to slow 
for a moment 
so i can breathe 
through all of the bullshit

i don’t even know 
what the fuck im smoking 
lately i’ve been smoking up
so i keep sleeping

maybe i’m another 
fuckin broken record 
losing my mind 
like the fuckin joker

carving out a smile 
at least i’m never mediocre
losing my mind 
like the fuckin joker

(losing my mind like the fuckin joker)

(i just want the time to slow down)

breathe w/ Apartment9 *bonus song*

AP Motion (On The Radar Freestyle Pt. 1)

VII) grief.

SOCIALS:
ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

LYRICS:

(it’s times like these, when a girl needs her boyfriend the most)

if all the good die young 
i guess that explains 
why im still alive 

though my mother 
she would argue 
it’s just not my time
my time

how i wish it was
cause the faces that i love
i’ve watched them come and go
with no chance to say goodbye 

how i miss my mom
and my friends 
and the cats

when will the pain end?
why the good ones dead?

i just wanna say “i love you”
to my mama once again
i just wanna say “hey LEVEL$”
hear his voice again

i hope you never know what it’s like to lose a friend
nothing really worse than holding her cold hands 

maybe im too jaded 
or too pessimistic 
i think im realistic 
i’ve seen life for what it is

maybe im too jaded 
or way too pessimistic 
i think im realistic 
i’ve seen life for what it is

enjoy the little moments 
cause all the biggest 
can be the rarest
so enjoy the little moments 

enjoy all the laughter 
enjoy all the love
enjoy every person 
even the ones you fucked

if all the good die young 
i guess that explains 
why im still alive 

though my mother 
she would argue 
it’s just not my time
my time

how i wish it was
cause the faces that i love
i’ve watched them come and go
with no chance to say goodbye 

how i miss my mom
and my friends 
and the cats

when will the pain end?
why the good ones dead?

(why the good die young?)
(why the good die young?)

(why the good die young?)
(why the good)

(why the good die young?)

(why the good die young?)

(tell me, why the good die young?)
(tell me, why the good die young?)

(why the fuck am i still alive?
when all the good die young)

why do all the good die young? w/ Apartment9

We gon' sit by the campfire, we gon' sit by the campfire
I'ma create hellfire, I'ma create hellfire, yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah, go, go, go

I done mapped out this shit, yeah, too far
Pussy tryna talk that shit, got too hot
They like, "Noah, why the fuck your shit too hard?"
I just tell 'em, gotta keep going, no stop, no stop
People wolfing on the net 'bout some tradition
How 'bout the fuck you get out my fucking mentions
Know these rappers in the scene got they henchmen
They gon' gas 'em up when they got that weak pen
What happened to the scene, people rapping 'bout some shit 
That they shouldn't, that they shouldn't
People bigoted and this shit getting plays now
Getting played now, what the fuck now

Sometimes I don't know what you been through
Causing hellfire everywhere I go
People don't believe me everywhere I go, but I'm swagged out, head-to-toe
I don't really know where I'm going, people tryna say that I'm slowing
Deep down that I know that I'm not, pussy tryna talk that shit, never had no drop
Never had a hit, never my fucking issue, crying to me, yeah, get a tissue
Pussies be twenty-five talking behind my back, I don't really know you, but you fucking whack

I done mapped out this shit, yeah, too far
Pussy tryna talk that shit, got too hot
They like, "Noah, why the fuck your shit too hard?"
I just tell 'em, gotta keep going, no stop, no stop
People wolfing on the net 'bout some tradition
How 'bout the fuck you get out my fucking mentions
Know these rappers in the scene got they henchmen
They gon' gas 'em up when they got that weak pen
What happened to the scene, people rapping 'bout some shit 
That they shouldn't, that they shouldn't
People bigoted and this shit getting plays now
Getting played now, what the fuck now

People got they hands out, asking me for some shit
I don't really know you, got no ego, that's just about it
Your homeboy got allegations, you bounced around it
Know you only 16, it's time to break outta habit
Got good people around you, just gotta find it
I know it really hurts when your boy on bad timing
Get some weight, get some plays, just like a lineman
Are y'all really listening, cause I'm 'bout to say some real shit
Y'all think this shit an action movie, it's just not
Y'all be telling people connect the fucking dots
Whole time y'all the sheep that y'all been talking 'bout
You in a echo chamber, baby get the fuck out

Just like I said
We gon' sit by the campfire
Sit by the campfire
Sit by the campfire
Sit by the campfire

headlock // one in a million mashup (imogen heap + bladee) prod me

apartment9

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