Written by: RoverT, Luke, Brent Seats & Alec

Produced by: Takeshi

Mixed by: RoverT

Mastered by: RoverT

Cover art by: Zaid


Lyrics:
[Verse 1: RoverT]
Getting forced into a place I don’t want
Getting forced into the feelings feelings that I hold on
It's not simple to make my own choice
Make my own choices


[Chorus: RoverT]
Fell so far from my own soul
Ain’t got no backbone for my own load
My own load
Own load
No choice
It’s my own low

[Verse 2: Luke]
Ripping out my rib cage 
Throw the world on my fucking spine 
Leave my heart until you tell me that you're mine 
Alright  
I know I said this before but I'm done with all the easy pussy 
I tried to change the settings 
But everything stayed the same 

Except This love and dancing 
Admire thru this love we chasing 
Over waiting, my evaluation
To be the next sensation
There's no fucking debating 
It's just up for taking 
That I’m destined
That I'm wrecking, In my message 
Listen or get dismissed  
Bitch, act like a pussy 
Then you get fucked like a bitch 
Shit, What's that too much? 
Or just enough?
I don’t care
I never will
I probably never will

[Chorus: RoverT]
Fell so far from my own soul
Ain’t got no backbone for my own load
My own load
Own load
No choice
It’s my own low

[Verse 3: Brent Seats]
Once again it sets in
Thinking about my only sin
Once again I see myself  the mirror falling back again
You were the first time i fucked
First time I felt lust
Felt those hips the body damn my lungs could of nearly stopped 
I could have seen myself with you
Could you have seen yourself with me?
Could have been too short doesn't matter because i’m not ugly
Yeah you got big tits
But really I don't fuck with that
Proportion is the best fuck with me if u got that
But i chose to love them hug them hold them hands after all
Kiss there cheek the neck back sides make their skin crawl
Don't get up I creep up i thrust up I get up anyways
Can u stop and take my load away please

[Verse 4: Zander]
Yo Brent i don't know whatchu talking about
I love big titties yeah, that's what i'm all about
But I can relate to the feeling of lonesome
Dead inside but can hear the sound of my own drum
Getting quicker by the second, don't wanna waste life you don’t get seconds
No seat at the table for the depressed
Or the oppressed are they the same?
Used to think i want money but i only want fame
If I can’t handle myself how can i handle fame?
Upsetting those around me with my little games
My own load can’t help but trouble me
Me and my psych doctor we both agree

[Outro: RoverT]
Fell so far from my own soul
Fell so far from my own soul
Fell so far from my own soul
Fell so far from my own soul
Fell so far from my own soul
Fell so far from my own soul

10/20/2017

WEIGHT

i cant get kh3 yet and ive been feelin nostalgic for the first few games, made a lil cover of my favorite song :)

dearly beloved

thank you @shacullmusic for letting me play with the melody, you're amazing

and also follow grape milk bc also amazing: @elidrinksgrapemilk

original: https://soundcloud.com/shacullmusic/649-hill-st-feat-grape-milk

hazel mccullough - 649 hill st. (ft. grape milk) [maddocks edit]

Crush featuring iRa(@thisisira)

Produced by @fullofdreamz

Contains samples from French Toast by Westside Gunn ft Wale & Joyce Wrice

Lyrics:

[Verse 1: Aaron Christmas]
yeah! alright...
She's taking trips around the world and I'm just trippin in mine
When I hear your voice I slip and you're all on my mind
Got me slipping through time
Tryna find a time to see ya
I'm primed for us to change so I can meet you again
I haven't seen you since when?
Before the world would end
We been through world war ten
And I could never pretend
Because you feel like summer
Rose blunts in the cold water
Yeah we live in Texas but you've always been hotter, damn
And I know that you don't really need a man
You set my soul on fire like the blunt that's in your hand
Always leavin me inspired, no wonder I'm a fan
Understand that I wanna watch you watch your dreams come true
Cause niggas cue, their words untrue just to play you for the fool
All my thoughts black so lemme root for you baby
Always rushin from discussions, but I wanna tell the truth
I'm feeling crushed by these emotions cause I'm crushing on you
Hol' up

[Chorus: Joyce Wrice & Aaron Christmas]
You, you
Ooh, I got a crush on you

[Verse 2: iRa]
when we’re done
i’m off 
despite the fact i’m charged 
maximum 
percent 

day and night 
we’re making love
we fake nothing 
no counterfeit

i count the times 
i kiss your back 
don’t tell no lies 
no walking fast 

feel the grooves 
and then our bodies
move
they dance
towards the bliss 

towards the bliss 

your heart flutters
your hips shudder 
our colors blend

let’s change our lives  

let’s think up a new one 
like jimmy neutron 

not ashamed 
to pull a coupon 
in front of you
ain’t no 
front i need to
put on 
pink and blue
strongly remains 
our hue 

we’re always two,
when we fight 
no one is tryna to win,
we just 
misconstrue, 
it’s brought to 
light,
we seal it with a kiss

april showers 
do bring may flowers,
thats when we met. 
i feel like
even the worst of
debbie downers can admit: 

you’re more than most
in my eyes. 
we’re not no chore,
in disguise. 
our wings do more 
than just fly. 
we bring the blue
to the sky. 

and that’s because of you. 
you’re the yang to my yin. 
balance, we can walk on through. 
you’re my home, like we played as kids,
but this aint pretend.

[Outro: Joyce Wrice]
You, you
Ooh, I got a crush on you
Crushin' on you (Crushin' on you, crushin' on you)
You, uh, oh
Uh, look at what you do
Got me crushin' you
You, ooh, I got a crush on you (You)

2/14/2021

Crush (ft. iRa)

original by slowthai: https://slowthai.lnk.to/nhs

TWITTER: https://twitter.com/alecmus1c
INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/alecmus1c/
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/alecmus1c
APPLE MUSIC: https://itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/alec/1387222726
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1ZxpyfcwY606LfYog39wvv?si=W62Tea96QEmr1YMe6gvLQQ

lyrics
put gold in my teeth, see if i’m happy
if u see three kings kno, not changing nappies
got pulled to the side at school said i’m chatty
never thought to ask why i was feelin angry
anotha story but nothing changes
one days it the world the next the state of pay checks
when my bank accounts low i think of places
ill never get to kno cause they’re knocking  louder bailiffs
getting publicised watch their police car chases, listen
i cant wait to see my mam
this year has shoved me on my arse
she my rock where my glam
where my mojo in the sand
lost my power form a band
one man i’m jackie chain
kicking doors like i planned
if two plus two is you then i’m infinite
i can see it in the stars yuh i kno i’m killin it 
just need to up mental state and my output
start with this shit wipe my new shoes on ur rug

jackie chan (slowthai - NHS Freestyle)

EP 008 mixed and curated by maddocks
...
featuring:
funeral - ithinkijustkilledallmyopps
jalal salaam - luck of the draw
bladee - wonderland (ft. ecco2k)
flume - voices (ft. SOPHIE & kučka)
ericdoa - self sabotage
8485 - 1:15
george clanton - make it forever
JPEGMAFIA - BALD!
not yes - don’t do math
nik p - crescent
tyrrer - see your
teedra moses - be your girl (koherent bootleg)
vivi deman, alec & lee - day-off cypher
iglooghost - sylph fossil
vegyn - i don’t owe you NYthing (ft. jeshi)
twikipedia - senta (ft. ericdoa)
ively - porcelain boy

EP 008 MADDOCKS SPECIAL

Members:

@alec0nda (ALEC)
@sseatss (Brent Seats)
@bymaddocks (Tom Maddocks)
@deckanm / @modchao (elsewhere)
@lutherfujifilm (Fuji Waves)
@lifeofchristmas / @fullofdreamz (Aaron Christmas)
@alrightness (Tanner)
@jonathan_pilot (Ross Hill)
@roverttra (RoverT)
@st_seul (Edenn)
@vivideman (Vivi Deman)
@zaidhami (Zaid Hami)

Other groups & projects of DAY-OFF members
@Fl_gst_ff

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