lyrics:

i have no one
i have nobody
im a no one
im a nobody
i have no one

i have no one in my life to help me anymore
i don't have no one that's gonna pick me up right off the floor
once they find my body they will probably just slam the door
all these empty thoughts they tend to shake me to my fucking core
i don't have a girl they tend to play me like a fucking sport
always feeling down it would be nice to have someone's support
always been alone so i don't know what i would need you for
staring at computers i can't sleep and now my eyes are sore
i got shit to do at 6am and now it's turning 4
same thing every night these days my life has turned into a bore
digging for the answers only thing i find is diamond ore

reupload with diff mixing sorry h1N :(

i have no one (prod. killedmyself)

lyrics:

they caught me smoking in the washroom
im sorry didnt mean to block you
baby girl you know that i got you
they dont know to do with me
and i dont know what you see in me girl
do you really wanna be with me
for the rest of your life
girl if you were mine i would never let you go
i know you got a man but i just wanna let you know
i know he's not a fan but he'll still take you to my shows
and i know we're not together but i'd still give you my clothes
and i promise that i'll love you and i'll always keep you close
and i hope you know i mean the words that come out of my throat
and i dont know if you feel the same but i guess i'll just hope
yeah you know that you can hit me up when you are feeling low
if you need someone to talk to you can always hit my phone
you know you're the only girl i hit up when i feel alone
all these people ask me how i am i guess we'll never know
moving on my own its like a ninja how im stealthy
making all these songs im stacking money till im wealthy
after all i've done no one reaches out to help me
i like making songs but it just proves that im not healthy

why werent you there for me (prod. dash)

lyrics:

it's a long way from here 
and baby it's dangerous
all of this time with you i just wanna savour it 
i planned out my life with you so i might wanna stay for it
and all of the stupid shit that we talked about as kids
im glad that we made it through despite our arguments
i hope that im here with everything goes to shit
i know that we fought alot but you were my perfect fit 
girl you were my everything

bae you were heaven sent
i remember all the days we spent
lying inside my bed 
now all the aura is dead
now you just live in my head baby
now you drive me crazy
im fucking crazy
on the daily i wipe my eyes faded
you used to hold me on a thursday night and now i dont have you 
i remember all the nights where we would stare up at the moon
yeah yeah its true
you used to call me fucking handsome
but now i lost you and im on my own again bruh

it's a long way home ft. sensei (prod. killedmyself)

shout out aloy for the help on this 

lyrics:

you pulled up in your nice clothes
its 2am and the nights cold
i think we should go home we already hit the high note
driving too fast down the back roads oh no
going too fast
i just hit 250 on the dash
let me slow down before i crash
i dont know nobody here i'll go and hide the stash
in the back
in the washroom blowing smoke
go and down a water before i choke
please dont try to hit my phone i promise that it broke
even if it didnt i would turn into a ghost
baby even if you're kidding you just stay doing the most
and i didnt break my wrist but all the shit on it feel froze

you pulled up in your nice clothes
its 2am and the nights cold
dont hit me up late i wont pop out in my night clothes

you pulled up in your nice clothes
its 2am and the nights cold
i think we should go home we already hit the high note
driving too fast down the back roads oh no

you pulled up in your nice clothes
its 2am and the nights cold
i think we should head home we already hit the high note
head back to the hotel before the nights old

crash (prod. deadspyro x rrarebear)

august pt. 2 <3

lyrics:

im not the same since the august of last year
and im not the same since the last time you've been here
i dont know your name nor remember your face
i just hope that you're here when i lay in my grave

you could never love me the way that i still love you
i could see your crocodile tears as im standing right above you
its too late for me i never could be saved 
now you're sitting by my grave
wipe those tears right off your face
i can tell they're fucking fake
why you crying anyways
never visited me on my final days

im freezing
i say words with no meaning
i destroy shit no healing

you could never love me the way that i still love you
i could see your crocodile tears as im standing right above you
its too late for me i never could be saved 
now you're sitting by my grave
wipe those tears right off your face
i can tell they're fucking fake
im not the same since the august of last year
and im not the same since the last time you've been here
im not the same since two august past
let me grab my coat and dont forget my hat

my final goodbye (prod. killedmyself)

lyrics:

theres just no reason to freak out
we in the crib pull the sheets down

3 in the morning
you hit me im snoring
you only gonna see me from facetime recording
go back to your corner that shit hella boring
i pull up im sipping a cup full of poridge
that watch on my wrist made of gold look like orange
my car straight from germany whippin a foreign

theres just no reason to freak out
we in the crib pull the sheets down
theres just no reason to freak out
i dont know how you hate me now
i dont got no one so no one could ever let me down
weekends at the beach house
six flows on a beat now
six speed on the jeep how
moving like im mcqueen now

theres just no reason to freak out
we in the crib pull the sheets down
theres just no reason to freak out
i dont know how you hate me now
i dont got no one so no one could ever let me down
weekends at the beach house
six flows on a beat now
six speed on the jeep how
moving like im mcqueen now

freak out (prod. nadiak)

lyrics:

i took time
scared of the shit i might find
will you miss me right after i die
no one will know what i hide
look at the pain in my eyes
rip out my heart from inside
i got a song stuck inside my head
but that shit dont even exist yet
catching up with all of my friends
too long like shit where the time went
make songs while im crying in my bed
phones dead cant tell what the time is
swim fast trynna make it to the island

take as much time as you need (prod. oilcolor + harvest)

lyrics:

pussy gon ride the wave 
100k up in the bank 
i got jewels in the safe
so much jewellery on my face
i look like pain
everyday it gon rain rain rain
that shit the same
break the bank
so much water on my necklace look like aang
and my car fly like a sleigh bitch
hurry up no patience
hit me up for the payment
cant figure out what the day is
pussy gon ride the wave yuh
100k up in the bank 
i got jewels in the safe
so much jewellery on my face
i look like pain

pussy gon ride the wave
100k up in the bank 
i got jewels in the safe
so much jewellery on my face
i look like pain
theres a pounding in my chest
im not sleeping till im dead
waiting for eternal rest
get the fuck out of your bed
make those songs inside your head
make a killing off of telling people how you feel depressed

pussy gon ride the wave yuh
100k up in the bank 
i got jewels in the safe
so much jewellery on my face
i look like pain
everyday gon rain rain rain
that shit the same

pain (prod. wraithontheporch)

and it felt, free

lyrics:

ive died
ive reached the end of a life thats not mine
i feel the vibrations in my mind
theres a cold feeling down my spine

you don't have to worry anymore. (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

you can try to change your life until you're satisifed
that would never change the feelings that i feel at night
all these thoughts that i scream and cry to leave my mind
all the people that i blocked and tried to leave behind
all the sleepless nights
crying under evening light
everytime i fucking fail its like 
why even try
you can try and change life until you're satisifed
that would never change the feelings that i feel at night

you can try to change your life until you're satisifed
that would never change the feelings that i feel at night
all these thoughts that i scream and cry to leave my mind
all the people that i blocked and tried to leave behind

satisfied (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

what happened to the real shit
let me talk about my feelings
people making songs about shit they really deal with
now everybody wanna sound like someone else
swear its not that hard to just be yourself
make your own sound go and put the singles out
but everybody rather be a copy
starting beef like he copied me
who gives a fuck were all making garbage
no ones gonna be like 9TAILS or guardin
thats the sad truth
take a look at the reality around you
you cant block the hate when its the one thing that surrounds you
make the same shit for years and wonder how no one has found you
what happened to the real shit
let me talk about my feelings
people making songs about shit they really deal with
now everybody wanna sound like someone else

copy (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

nobody wants to be friends anymore
and i dont know what ive done wrong
to push them away from me
people that string me along while i sit and wait patiently
last week i swear we were friends and now you just act like you've hated me
hatred and toxicity is the shit that created me

break me down
take me for granted
its already planted inside of my mind
that im spending my time with some people that never will fuck with me 
i always overthink im wondering if she hates me while we're steady cuddling

nobody wants to be friends anymore
and i dont know what ive done wrong
to push them away from me
people that string me along while i sit and wait patiently
last week i swear we were friends and now you just act like you've hated me
hatred and toxicity is the shit that created me


fake (prod. dash)

lyrics:

not my home i dont feel like myself here
making songs cuz i dont wanna kill myself yet
im a ghost in my house i'll find myself dead
i dont wanna take meds 
drowning in my self debt
i dont give a fuck i'll go and smoke inside the house shed
i been blowing loud clouds 
i dont wanna find out
tell me how the fuck do you expect me to go wind down
go and pour the wine down
no reason to cry now
no one gives a fuck everynight i'm praying i die now
eat at my computer i dont wanna go and dine out
froze the fucking rollie i cant even read the time now
tweaking everyday until i fucking turn the lights out

home (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

fucking ur bitch on the downlow
im coming up from downtown
all of my songs in her downloads
playing my shit on surround sound
everyone call me the goat
but honestly i just dont know cuz
whenever i feel stuck it feels like time itself was frozen
im trynna make this song girl could you please go put your clothes on
rapping bout a pole but homie u dont even own one
how the fuck you 26 and cant act like a grown up
way that i been cooking lately mustve left the stove on
fucking ur bitch on the downlow
im coming up from downtown
all of my songs in her downloads
playing my shit on surround sound
say you hate my shit but still you're bumping it on soundcloud

fucking ur bitch on the downlow

coming up from downtown

all of my songs in her downloads

playing my shit on surround sound

fucking ur bitch on the downlow
im coming up from downtown
all of my songs in her downloads
playing my shit on surround sound
2 months late coming home now
hit up a train going southbound
bored on the ride take my phone out
roll up the window its cold out
fucking ur bitch on the downlow
im coming up from downtown
all of my songs in her downloads
playing my shit on surround sound

downtown (prod. hollowprpl)

siphon pt. 2 0_0

lyrics:

rips inside my body pull away at my appendages
and you say that you love me but you dont im not feeling it
i wont give attention that you cuz crave im not feeding in
siphon all my love as i kiss you from my bleeding lips

no more life to give but if i had some you'd be stealing it
so i dont even talk about my feelings 
cuz they dont exist
another fucking night inside this cabin
im a piece of shit
rotting in the woods ive come to realize im at peace with it

please dont wake me up i think its obvious im sleeping in
i think i need help could you tell me if i'm real again

appendages (prod. ne'erdowell + hollowprpl)

lyrics:

hit my phone i dont know what you talking bout
and theres a reason that i never let you come around
you dont know how to help when im calming down
and your words lose their touch when you scream them out
slam the door on my face tell me shut my mouth
i dont that this is something we could fuck about
always tell em things that i dont give a fuck about
if you really miss my voice then fucking play this loud

havent made music im sorry
im on the phone with my girl till like two in the morning
i'll get the album out shortly  i know that shit is important
right now fl been dormant
cook up the track on a foreman
opening doors like a doorman
wonder who came here before me
thick shit up in my cup look like porridge
cant even pour it 

hit my phone i dont know what you talking bout
and theres a reason that i never let you come around
you dont know how to help when im calming down
and your words lose their touch when you scream them out
slam the door on my face tell me shut my mouth
i dont that this is something we could fuck about
always tell em things that i dont give a fuck about
if you really miss my voice then fucking play this loud

dormant (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

empty walls in my room i keep lying to myself
i dont like to reach out but i think i need help
try to say how i feel and it never goes well

leave the door open i'm numb to your touch
and you know that i dont like talking that much
i'm overthinking until i throw up
you always leave me outside in the rain till i rust
im shit out of luck i've got no one to trust

empty walls in my room i keep lying to myself
i dont like to reach out but i think i need help
try to say how i feel and it never goes well

quiet (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

check on your friends
cuz you never know when you'll see them again
they'll come and go
some people leave you feeling cold like the snow
anyone hearing this they probably know

friendships that end are unsatisfactory
you never get any reason from them
and it hurts

three in the morning and you're still up looking at photos
you took with them in matching shirts

its been like two months and somehow still everything hurts

friendships that end are unsatisfactory
you never get any reason from them
and it hurts
i spent the last couple months of my life trynna find out my worth

friends (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

another year on my own now
i dont know why i try to talk myself down
lowest that i've ever felt
2 am smoke on the porch
let me go roll up a port
im in the back of the lamb with a bad ass bitch in some louis v shorts
another year on my own now
i dont know why i try to talk myself down
lowest that i've ever felt
i feel a cold touch from the hand that made me melt

another year on my own now
i dont know why i try to talk myself down
lowest that i've ever felt
breaking my heart two
girl i dont know why i chose you
dont even know if you like me or if im just something to do
another year on my own now
i dont know why i try to talk myself down
lowest that i've ever felt
i feel a cold touch from the hand that made me melt

valentine's day (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

lets hit the road tonight
and i could try everything 
it doesnt matter now
i've died inside
and you could never know the feelings that i hide inside
because im scared of what i'll do if they escape my mind

hit the road we'll depart at the hotel
baby grab the liquor from the top shelf
i dont really wanna hide girl i'm giving you my whole self

lets hit the road tonight
and i could try everything 
it doesnt matter now
i've died inside
and you could never know the feelings that i hide inside
i dont know what i would do if they escape my mind

hit the road we'll depart at the hotel
not cold anymore so the snow melts
long nights hitting beats and some whole melts

lets hit the road tonight
and i could try everything 
it doesnt matter now
i've died inside
and you could never know the feelings that i hide inside
because im scared of what i'll do if they escape my mind

road (prod. secre)

lyrics:

and now its two in the morning
and i'm here for you
you know anything you need 
girl i'd make time for it
you saw all the warnings
and chose to ignore it

know interlude (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

you never knew what it meant to be with me
but thats okay girl i'll just sip the pink whitney
and hide away from all the feelings i feel inside
thoughts of suicide
they're never there if i choose to block them out
you could never hit my phone cuz i blocked you now
you hit my phone you were talknig too loud
girl you know that i had to shut you down
you never knew when to shut your mouth
i tell you secrets and you would go scream them out
things that i wish i could block out but they run around in my head like a carousel
you always act like you love me but bitch go and fuck yourself

you never knew what it meant to be with me
but thats okay girl i'll just sip the pink whitney
and hide away from all the feelings i feel inside
thoughts of suicide
they're never there if i choose to block them out
you could never hit my phone cuz i blocked you now

blocked (prod. dash)

lyrics:

sweat soaked sheets and feelings that i've only felt for myself
you left me out on the road but you know that i cant fend for myself

i'm too strong you know i wont ask you for help
i think this shits gonna drag me to death
i watched you walk away as you took a drag from his cigarette

sweat soaked sheets and feelings that i've only felt for myself
you left me out on the road but you know that i cant fend for myself

i'm trynna think of like anything else 
but all i can picture is your silhouette
got me dreaming of things that have not happened yet
im having nightmares that wake me up in a cold sweat


sweat soaked sheets and feelings that i've only felt for myself
you left me out on the road but you know that i cant fend for myself
i'm too strong you know i wont ask you for help
i think this shits gonna drag me to death
i watched you walk away as you took a drag from his cigarette

nervous (prod. wraithontheporch)

thoughts intro (prod. web)

lyrics:

you could never love me the way that i need at all
i have never been enough so why the fuck would i try at all
and i've lost everything that i fucking cared about
so please just hear my words
when i fucking scream them out
this is not a song its a fucking cry for help
when you find me in my room after i killed myself
just know that i never thought you fucking cared at all
honestly i think that this is all your fucking fault

you could never love me the way that i need at all
i have never been enough so why the fuck would i try at all
mix the drugs bitch you know that i'll try it all
if you wanna talk you could give my phone a call
i should block your number make sure we dont talk at all
and my brain is fucking clouded never stops at all

why the fuck would i try at all (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

i cant ever make you happy
i wont even fucking try
remember when you told me i should die
i was only fucking 9
i know i was never wanted
you dont have to sink it in
you're mad no matter what i do
i swear that i can never win
 i never tell you anything
you say i ruin everything

stay awake at night
wishing i would die
every single day i look for reasons im alive
ive been looking for my purpose
right now i feel worthless
i dont know how people outside cant tell that im hurting
its hard to mask the sadness when your girlfriend hits you flirting
and baby i am sorry if i'm difficult to worth with

i cant ever make you happy
i wont even fucking try
remember when you told me i should die
i was only fucking 9
i know i was never wanted
you dont have to sink it in
you're mad no matter what i do
i swear that i can never win

loser (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

i left a note on my dresser
that tells you everything you wanna find
the reasons that i took my leave and decided to die
its way too hard to describe all my feelings
so i put them all in wav files i have on my drive
im still awake its like two in the night
wondering why im alive
i know you wish i couldve stayed
but i really could not live to see one more day

home but im dodging your call
i hear your voice as it echoes through walls
dont have to worry
no you shouldnt worry at all
hear my neck snap when i fall
kicking the chair
and now i feel nothing at all
and my soundcloud is proof of a man that was standing here tall

i left a note on my dresser
that tells you everything you wanna find
the reasons that i took my leave and decided to die
its way too hard to describe all my feelings
so i put them all in wav files i have on my drive

i killed myself last week (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

let me go choose what to do 

let me go choose what to do aye

let me go choose what to do bitch

let me go choose what to do

let me go choose what to do 
decisions tend to fuck up the mood
things faded now 
vision too damn skewed
but im not broken 
and i'm just bruised
i say these words
but they dont get through
least not towards you
fucking up the feelings got a broken heart
i been killing all these beats sitting in the dark
pussy say that he want beef we could really spark
but you aint never been about that shit so boy dont even start
and you aint really sneak dissing just shots in the dark
if you really got a problem hit me in the heart

let me go choose what to do 

let me go choose what to do aye

let me go choose what to do bitch

let me go choose what to do

let me go choose what to do 
decisions tend to fuck up the mood
things faded now 
vision too damn skewed
but im not broken 
and i'm just bruised
i say these words
but they dont get through
least not towards you


choose (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

blood stain all over the floor
i left my hat by the door
no one could ever come talk to me now 
so i dont know why you're still talking me down
theres really no way that you could talk me out
and i still don't know what you're talking about
im dreaming of life that just doesnt exist
im sitting inside been cutting my wrist
the blades hella sharp i guess i'll admit
but i'll still go do it cuz i'm not a bitch
but i gotta hide it so now i cant swim
and i fight my feelings but they always win

swim (prod. wraithontheporch)

thank u tuao for the cover art sub to his yt https://www.youtube.com/@ItsTuao

lyrics:

girl we were made for each other
i know that its true 
im awake everynight and im thinking of you
when im dreaming
its hard to believe in
a life where im feeling at peace
with you in the breeze 

my beds so much warmer with you in my sheets
i sleep so much 
3 years late you're still thinking of me
i  dreamt about all of the shit we could be 
just close your eyes and lay under leaves
aside from your touch theres just nothing i need
i hide in my room always wearing long sleeves
we fell for each other like trees and their leaves

girl we were made for each other
i know that its true 
im awake everynight and im thinking of you
when im dreaming
its hard to believe in
a life where im feeling at peace
with you in the breeze 

my home is your home

summer fun
i cant get this feeling out from anyone
i promise that i'll love you till our time is done

everytime i go out she get something for free
baby thats just the life when you're living with me
rocking my hoodie her skirt underneath
my hands in her hair feel it blow in the breeze
and baby we fell for each other like trees and their leaves

girl we were made for each other
i know that its true 
im awake everynight and im thinking of you
when im dreaming
its hard to believe in
a life where im feeling at peace
with you in the breeze

made for each other (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

i dont wanna go out
blood reach down my throat
i spit out and i ghost my
friends aint never post me

popping bottles like its rose
steady feeling okay
i know i been stuck up in your head just like some olay
i dont like this new shit
i'd rather do the old ways 
lockdowns and snow days  
putting shit together like its crochet

i dont wanna go out
blood reach down my throat
i spit out and i ghost my
friends aint never post me
left out when they're hosting
might as well be late
and i've already missed the whole thing
fuck it i aint going
scoring aint no goalie
cant nobody fold me
theres no reason to talk about it 
you could never hold me down
i dont know nobody that would ever stay around

popping bottles like its rose
steady feeling okay
i know i been stuck up in your head just like some olay
i dont like this new shit
i'd rather do the old ways 
lockdowns and snow days  
putting shit together like its crochet

i dont wanna go out
blood reach down my throat
i spit out and i ghost my
friends aint never post me

post me (prod. nico north)

lyrics:

we could go out in the morning
cuz right now i just wanna stay home
and im still shaking like a snow globe
ive always been afraid to have to let go
like i dont wanna go out
we dont have to go now
looking for some space man
shooting shots no space jam
i dont give a fuck about the shit that you could say now
dodging all your parties bitch cuz i dont wanna hang out

i dont wanna hang out ft. dupertrooper (prod. godonline + wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

i dont wanna read your message
and i dont wanna text you back
i dont wanna meet your bestfriend 
but i dont wanna tell you that
and its weird cuz i spent nights
wishing you would take me back
now i dont want you
but i dont know how to tell you that

changed up sorry girl i move too fast

i dont wanna read your message
and i dont wanna text you back
i dont wanna meet your bestfriend 
but i dont wanna tell you that
and its weird cuz i spent nights
wishing you would take me back
now i dont want you
but i dont know how to tell you that

but i dont know how to tell you that

i dont wanna read your message
and i dont wanna text you back
i dont wanna meet your bestfriend 
but i dont wanna tell you that

everything i said i was wishing i could take it back

i dont wanna read your message
and i dont wanna text you back
i dont wanna meet your bestfriend 
but i dont wanna tell you that
and its weird cuz i spent nights
wishing you would take me back
now i dont want you
but i dont know how to tell you that

i dont wanna read your message (prod. wraithontheporch)

~ deadwood ~
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soundcloud emo rapper
i wish it was 2017

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