lyrics:

i have no one
i have nobody
im a no one
im a nobody
i have no one

i have no one in my life to help me anymore
i don't have no one that's gonna pick me up right off the floor
once they find my body they will probably just slam the door
all these empty thoughts they tend to shake me to my fucking core
i don't have a girl they tend to play me like a fucking sport
always feeling down it would be nice to have someone's support
always been alone so i don't know what i would need you for
staring at computers i can't sleep and now my eyes are sore
i got shit to do at 6am and now it's turning 4
same thing every night these days my life has turned into a bore
digging for the answers only thing i find is diamond ore

reupload with diff mixing sorry h1N :(

i have no one (prod. killedmyself)

lyrics:

they caught me smoking in the washroom
im sorry didnt mean to block you
baby girl you know that i got you
they dont know to do with me
and i dont know what you see in me girl
do you really wanna be with me
for the rest of your life
girl if you were mine i would never let you go
i know you got a man but i just wanna let you know
i know he's not a fan but he'll still take you to my shows
and i know we're not together but i'd still give you my clothes
and i promise that i'll love you and i'll always keep you close
and i hope you know i mean the words that come out of my throat
and i dont know if you feel the same but i guess i'll just hope
yeah you know that you can hit me up when you are feeling low
if you need someone to talk to you can always hit my phone
you know you're the only girl i hit up when i feel alone
all these people ask me how i am i guess we'll never know
moving on my own its like a ninja how im stealthy
making all these songs im stacking money till im wealthy
after all i've done no one reaches out to help me
i like making songs but it just proves that im not healthy

why werent you there for me (prod. dash)

lyrics:

it's a long way from here 
and baby it's dangerous
all of this time with you i just wanna savour it 
i planned out my life with you so i might wanna stay for it
and all of the stupid shit that we talked about as kids
im glad that we made it through despite our arguments
i hope that im here with everything goes to shit
i know that we fought alot but you were my perfect fit 
girl you were my everything

bae you were heaven sent
i remember all the days we spent
lying inside my bed 
now all the aura is dead
now you just live in my head baby
now you drive me crazy
im fucking crazy
on the daily i wipe my eyes faded
you used to hold me on a thursday night and now i dont have you 
i remember all the nights where we would stare up at the moon
yeah yeah its true
you used to call me fucking handsome
but now i lost you and im on my own again bruh

it's a long way home ft. sensei (prod. killedmyself)

lyrics:

drop a rack just to get me thru the hard days
walk away like she seen me in the hallway
in the whip with the highbeams
different coloured nikes neapolitan ice cream
nobody can find me the whip is fast like lightning

bitch trynna jack like headphone
my car like headless horseman where the head go
i might drop the roof and drive slow mo
i got frozen wrist no frozone
i make bars heat melt the ozone
and my cuban links look like snowcone

headless horseman (prod. aloy)

lyrics:

make me feel something

i was walking home down the road 
and i passed your street
all the memories of you and me
always sucks when you meet through a mutual friend
i still hear of you but it's only from then
i disagree that were better at friends
now i cant message you to make amends
no more long walks where we interlock hands
theres no more parties where i pull asking if you wanna dance
changing my stance
take you to fancy ass dinners 
you know i hat making plans
baby if you hit me up you know i'll buy you plants

memories (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

laying down with you inside the forest
in the walls of me there lies a forest
steady sitting dormant
in the body of me
lies my castle and keep
and i always hear your voice when im falling asleep
and i always see your face when i pass by your street
laying down with you inside the forest
in the walls of me there lies a forest
steady sitting dormant

fortress (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

yea i pull up forgiato
flow cold no gelato
pushing shit like cargo
i spray the semi auto
shootin like chicago
i just hit the lotto
yolo thats the motto
my bitch look like model
and i stay poppin bottles
champagne all that i know
switching different timezones 
soundcloud blow up my iPhone

yolo (prod. cpt mrgn)

watch it all (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

sipping all this drank it got me moving like im undead
i dont want no one to hit my phone up when im upset
crying in my room she come in asking am i done yet
fucked up sleeping patterns so i wake up when the sun set
walking round my city on my own until my feet hurt
seeing all the love i know its something i dont deserve
cutting out my heart and then i leave it in the freezer
chopping through my organs with a rusty bloody cleaver
say im good for nothing but she love it when i please her
need her
that's the shit i'll say until the day i finally leave her
pushing all my buttons and she's pulling all my levers

baby i been grinding everyday working till 7
everyday i sleep i feel im roaming round in heaven
baby you could come with me the hatred i aint meant it
actually i dont trust you imma stick it with my bretherens
yeah you are not mind
i'll wait by the coastline
juicy on her booty cheeks that girl yea she is so fine
blueish crystal necklace glimmers at you at her farewell
i guess when im with you i got sick from how the air smell
we do this i wont tell
its peaceful baby dont yell
at the cartel imma buy some cocaine
i know thats my toxic words have tattooed in your cold brain
hope you know the way i live i really dont have no shame

sipping all this drank it got me moving like im undead
i dont want no one to hit my phone up when im upset
crying in my room she come in asking am i done yet
fucked up sleeping patterns so i wake up when the sun set
walking round my city on my own until my feet hurt
seeing all the love i know its something i dont deserve
cutting out my heart and then i leave it in the freezer
chopping through my organs with a rusty bloody cleaver

sunset ft. sensei (prod. killedmyself)

lyrics:

birthday steady coming up
but in recent years i dont give a fuck
still a normal day
i still feel the same
got the same face and the same name
life so boring i just need change
but everything i do feels strange
got a new bitch and she too bad
if she cheat on me thats boohoo sad
i dont give a fuck
i dont need your love
i just need a gun and i need some drugs
i could pack a bowl like im packing lunch
i could eat a beat like its captain crunch
keep a raygun and its pack-a-punch'd
that's for anyone who out here trynna run

dec 10 (prod. hollowprpl x secre)

lyrics:

nobody's talking to me
i blocked your number so dont hit my phone when i leave
it doesnt matter cuz i never pick up the phone when it rings
and i sit inside of my room all alone smoking tree
stashing the bags not naruto but im smoking on hidden leaf
nobody's talking to me
i blocked your number so dont hit my phone when i leave
it doesnt matter cuz i never pick up the phone when it rings
i never answer my phone
i'd rather spend all my time on my own
i love the feeling of feeling alone
nobody's talking to me
i blocked your number so dont hit my phone when i leave
it doesnt matter cuz i never pick up the phone when it rings

i never pick up the phone when it rings (prod. wraithontheporch)

@s0lemn

lyrics:

i could pop a bottle in the night club
or i could take your photo on my nikon
baby how you know met the right one
for me at least i really met a nice one
hitting up my phone after the nights done
i could pop a bottle in the night club

im in the back of the club with a bottle of henny
cuz i'll prolly die when im twenty
it really dont matter
what numbers im getting
cuz honestly i feel its plenty
i know life is short
really no time for regretting
and i made these choices but honestly you'll never get it
i could pop a bottle in the night club
or i could take your photo on my nikon
baby how you know met the right one
for me at least i really met a nice one
hitting up my phone after the nights done
i could pop a bottle in the night club

i'd have a better life , but u dont wana leave 
pop another bottle drinking hennessy 

poppin a xanax its calming my nerves
bb u lyin u kno u a curse 
bby im dyin i need me a nurse

i could of ended dis, would u even care
pull out my heart until theres nothin left there

shattered in pieces ik tht im right
im tryna talk but u still tryna fight 
maybe i thought we could do ts right
ig not it's coo w me , as long as ur thru w me
mayb i can find my purpose

worthless i deserve this , got me h8n myself , all nervous
cuttin a curb n im cryin 2 sleep
u were my only reason to believe 
ya i could give af less high up in the club 
i js need an outlet drink until im dumb

club ft. s0lemn (prod. slendy)

lyrics:

i see the look on your face
i know i'll blow up but rome wasnt built in  day
slow down the time that i spend on these songs start to feel like a waste
grow up its time that you act your own age
i just dont get how you sit here and lie to my face
cant even sit in one place
im changing my pace
i sit inside of my room praying for brighter days
i needa find a new place
i need to fix up my placement
came a long way from writing these songs in the basement
now i just sit in my room with the blunt that im facing
i dont make songs its just something thats garbage adjacent

rome ft. sensei (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

migraine
really got a lot of shit on my brain
water on my necklace needa hydrate
high stakes
really got a lot of shit on my plate

hidden face
yea still hit me up for a dinner
like why you even fucking with me anyway
i did some shit in your dream now you mad at me
baby could we please just live in reality
i swear you just hit me up to argue its saddening
most of the time i dont realize whats happen

migraine
really got a lot of shit on my brain
water on my necklace needa hydrate
doing all the stupid shit that i hate
high stakes
really got a lot of shit on my plate

migraine
really got a lot of shit on my brain
water on my necklace needa hydrate
i just got a lot of shit on my plate

times change
people that would always stand beside you tend to migrate

migraine
really got a lot of shit on my brain
water on my necklace needa hydrate
high stakes
really got a lot of shit on my plate

migraine (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

you're the only one coming here
i hate this time of year
i really miss my friends
but i hate their arguments
just drive me back home i'll be fine in the morning
they're always making plans but i find thats hit boring
like why would i go outside when its cold and its storming
you're the only one coming here
i hate this time of year
i really miss my friends
but i hate their arguments
i miss your company
helped deal with the loneliness

you're the only one coming here
i hate this time of year
i really miss my friends
but i hate their arguments
just drive me back home i'll be fine in the morning
sneaking out the house hear the creaks in the flooring
eat a beat like porridge at 7 in the morning
you're the only one coming here
i hate this time of year
i really miss my friends
but i hate their arguments
i miss your company
helped deal with the loneliness

time of year (prod. wraithontheporch + ryankelly)

shout out aloy for the help on this 

lyrics:

you pulled up in your nice clothes
its 2am and the nights cold
i think we should go home we already hit the high note
driving too fast down the back roads oh no
going too fast
i just hit 250 on the dash
let me slow down before i crash
i dont know nobody here i'll go and hide the stash
in the back
in the washroom blowing smoke
go and down a water before i choke
please dont try to hit my phone i promise that it broke
even if it didnt i would turn into a ghost
baby even if you're kidding you just stay doing the most
and i didnt break my wrist but all the shit on it feel froze

you pulled up in your nice clothes
its 2am and the nights cold
dont hit me up late i wont pop out in my night clothes

you pulled up in your nice clothes
its 2am and the nights cold
i think we should go home we already hit the high note
driving too fast down the back roads oh no

you pulled up in your nice clothes
its 2am and the nights cold
i think we should head home we already hit the high note
head back to the hotel before the nights old

crash (prod. deadspyro x rrarebear)

lyrics:

theres just no reason to freak out
we in the crib pull the sheets down

3 in the morning
you hit me im snoring
you only gonna see me from facetime recording
go back to your corner that shit hella boring
i pull up im sipping a cup full of poridge
that watch on my wrist made of gold look like orange
my car straight from germany whippin a foreign

theres just no reason to freak out
we in the crib pull the sheets down
theres just no reason to freak out
i dont know how you hate me now
i dont got no one so no one could ever let me down
weekends at the beach house
six flows on a beat now
six speed on the jeep how
moving like im mcqueen now

theres just no reason to freak out
we in the crib pull the sheets down
theres just no reason to freak out
i dont know how you hate me now
i dont got no one so no one could ever let me down
weekends at the beach house
six flows on a beat now
six speed on the jeep how
moving like im mcqueen now

freak out (prod. nadiak)

lyrics:

walking home with the moon out
its 2am the bars are closed i havent slept in bout a week now
its 4 am when i sneak out
its cold as fuck i feel the breeze out
feel december air trying to reach out
you never care till you leave me
i step outside and its freezing
you're never there to come meet me
so i'm never there when you need it
thats my attempt to get even
i read your texts and delete it
i should block your number dont need it

dont need it (prod. kryptik)

lyrics:

hold me down let me know like where should i go
and im sorry girl i know i never check my phone
really hard to get ahold of when im on the road
and im scared that imma blow up one day i'll explode
if it happens then i'll tell you i'll make sure you know
but i'll go inside a cabin somewhere no one knows
live inside a little place where its freezing cold
got some snow inside my jacket feel it in my toes
making music so you know me when i decompose
and i know you're getting tired of the shit i hold
i can deal with all your problems i wont ever fold
i'm a young artist i been getting scared of old
theres so many things in life that i will never know
hold me down let me know like where should i go
and im sorry girl i know i never check my phone
really hard to get ahold of when im on the road

hold me down let me know like where should i go
and im sorry girl i know i never check my phone
really hard to get ahold of when im on the road
and im scared that imma blow up one day i'll explode
if it happens then i'll tell you i'll make sure you know

web (prod. ʎpoqou)

lyrics:

i took time
scared of the shit i might find
will you miss me right after i die
no one will know what i hide
look at the pain in my eyes
rip out my heart from inside
i got a song stuck inside my head
but that shit dont even exist yet
catching up with all of my friends
too long like shit where the time went
make songs while im crying in my bed
phones dead cant tell what the time is
swim fast trynna make it to the island

take as much time as you need (prod. oilcolor + harvest)

lyrics:

what am i 
suicide 
on my mind all the time
do or die
getting high
just to go to sleep thru the night
nevermind guess im fine
im no good with goodbyes
hold my hand when i die
wipe those tears from your eyes
what am i 
suicide 
on my mind all the time
do or die
getting high
just to go to sleep thru the night
nevermind guess im fine
im no good with goodbyes
take your time i dont mind 
i can see thru your lies

got a bad bitch in my inbox
go over meet the in laws
blow up like a semtex
shawty thought i was snapchat
way i disappear after i send texts
got a hell hound go and end them
get a max ammo when the round ends
always sending shots now you cant escape
got you looking like you found a dead end

what am i (prod. nadiak)

lyrics:

pussy gon ride the wave 
100k up in the bank 
i got jewels in the safe
so much jewellery on my face
i look like pain
everyday it gon rain rain rain
that shit the same
break the bank
so much water on my necklace look like aang
and my car fly like a sleigh bitch
hurry up no patience
hit me up for the payment
cant figure out what the day is
pussy gon ride the wave yuh
100k up in the bank 
i got jewels in the safe
so much jewellery on my face
i look like pain

pussy gon ride the wave
100k up in the bank 
i got jewels in the safe
so much jewellery on my face
i look like pain
theres a pounding in my chest
im not sleeping till im dead
waiting for eternal rest
get the fuck out of your bed
make those songs inside your head
make a killing off of telling people how you feel depressed

pussy gon ride the wave yuh
100k up in the bank 
i got jewels in the safe
so much jewellery on my face
i look like pain
everyday gon rain rain rain
that shit the same

pain (prod. wraithontheporch)

and it felt, free

lyrics:

ive died
ive reached the end of a life thats not mine
i feel the vibrations in my mind
theres a cold feeling down my spine

you don't have to worry anymore. (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

you can try to change your life until you're satisifed
that would never change the feelings that i feel at night
all these thoughts that i scream and cry to leave my mind
all the people that i blocked and tried to leave behind
all the sleepless nights
crying under evening light
everytime i fucking fail its like 
why even try
you can try and change life until you're satisifed
that would never change the feelings that i feel at night

you can try to change your life until you're satisifed
that would never change the feelings that i feel at night
all these thoughts that i scream and cry to leave my mind
all the people that i blocked and tried to leave behind

satisfied (prod. wraithontheporch)

@iamaneerdowell

lyrics:

sit in my room hear a bang
blow my brain out
i sit in silence when i feel the pain now
i need your help i dont feel like im fine yet
blocking all my contacts put a bullet up in my head
but nothing really matters they wont know me until im dead
when it finally happens they wont know until they find it
phrases that we say until theres no meaning behind it
things that i would block out i dont wanna be reminded

staying home im alone no one hitting up my phone
but im fucking up a check
im not french
but my wrist got some baguettes
need your help
i dont feel like im fine yet
dont need rest
vision fading like vignette
all i see are silhouettes

sit in my room hear a bang
blow my brain out
i sit in silence when i feel the pain now
i need your help i dont feel like im fine yet
blocking all my contacts put a bullet up in my head
but nothing really matters they wont know me until im dead
when it finally happens they wont know until they find it

find (prod. ne'erdowell)

lyrics:

what happened to the real shit
let me talk about my feelings
people making songs about shit they really deal with
now everybody wanna sound like someone else
swear its not that hard to just be yourself
make your own sound go and put the singles out
but everybody rather be a copy
starting beef like he copied me
who gives a fuck were all making garbage
no ones gonna be like 9TAILS or guardin
thats the sad truth
take a look at the reality around you
you cant block the hate when its the one thing that surrounds you
make the same shit for years and wonder how no one has found you
what happened to the real shit
let me talk about my feelings
people making songs about shit they really deal with
now everybody wanna sound like someone else

copy (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

not my home i dont feel like myself here
making songs cuz i dont wanna kill myself yet
im a ghost in my house i'll find myself dead
i dont wanna take meds 
drowning in my self debt
i dont give a fuck i'll go and smoke inside the house shed
i been blowing loud clouds 
i dont wanna find out
tell me how the fuck do you expect me to go wind down
go and pour the wine down
no reason to cry now
no one gives a fuck everynight i'm praying i die now
eat at my computer i dont wanna go and dine out
froze the fucking rollie i cant even read the time now
tweaking everyday until i fucking turn the lights out

home (prod. wraithontheporch)

siphon pt. 2 0_0

lyrics:

rips inside my body pull away at my appendages
and you say that you love me but you dont im not feeling it
i wont give attention that you cuz crave im not feeding in
siphon all my love as i kiss you from my bleeding lips

no more life to give but if i had some you'd be stealing it
so i dont even talk about my feelings 
cuz they dont exist
another fucking night inside this cabin
im a piece of shit
rotting in the woods ive come to realize im at peace with it

please dont wake me up i think its obvious im sleeping in
i think i need help could you tell me if i'm real again

appendages (prod. ne'erdowell + hollowprpl)

lyrics:

empty walls in my room i keep lying to myself
i dont like to reach out but i think i need help
try to say how i feel and it never goes well

leave the door open i'm numb to your touch
and you know that i dont like talking that much
i'm overthinking until i throw up
you always leave me outside in the rain till i rust
im shit out of luck i've got no one to trust

empty walls in my room i keep lying to myself
i dont like to reach out but i think i need help
try to say how i feel and it never goes well

quiet (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

check on your friends
cuz you never know when you'll see them again
they'll come and go
some people leave you feeling cold like the snow
anyone hearing this they probably know

friendships that end are unsatisfactory
you never get any reason from them
and it hurts

three in the morning and you're still up looking at photos
you took with them in matching shirts

its been like two months and somehow still everything hurts

friendships that end are unsatisfactory
you never get any reason from them
and it hurts
i spent the last couple months of my life trynna find out my worth

friends (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

another year on my own now
i dont know why i try to talk myself down
lowest that i've ever felt
2 am smoke on the porch
let me go roll up a port
im in the back of the lamb with a bad ass bitch in some louis v shorts
another year on my own now
i dont know why i try to talk myself down
lowest that i've ever felt
i feel a cold touch from the hand that made me melt

another year on my own now
i dont know why i try to talk myself down
lowest that i've ever felt
breaking my heart two
girl i dont know why i chose you
dont even know if you like me or if im just something to do
another year on my own now
i dont know why i try to talk myself down
lowest that i've ever felt
i feel a cold touch from the hand that made me melt

valentine's day (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

lets hit the road tonight
and i could try everything 
it doesnt matter now
i've died inside
and you could never know the feelings that i hide inside
because im scared of what i'll do if they escape my mind

hit the road we'll depart at the hotel
baby grab the liquor from the top shelf
i dont really wanna hide girl i'm giving you my whole self

lets hit the road tonight
and i could try everything 
it doesnt matter now
i've died inside
and you could never know the feelings that i hide inside
i dont know what i would do if they escape my mind

hit the road we'll depart at the hotel
not cold anymore so the snow melts
long nights hitting beats and some whole melts

lets hit the road tonight
and i could try everything 
it doesnt matter now
i've died inside
and you could never know the feelings that i hide inside
because im scared of what i'll do if they escape my mind

road (prod. secre)

lyrics:

and now its two in the morning
and i'm here for you
you know anything you need 
girl i'd make time for it
you saw all the warnings
and chose to ignore it

know interlude (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

you never knew what it meant to be with me
but thats okay girl i'll just sip the pink whitney
and hide away from all the feelings i feel inside
thoughts of suicide
they're never there if i choose to block them out
you could never hit my phone cuz i blocked you now
you hit my phone you were talknig too loud
girl you know that i had to shut you down
you never knew when to shut your mouth
i tell you secrets and you would go scream them out
things that i wish i could block out but they run around in my head like a carousel
you always act like you love me but bitch go and fuck yourself

you never knew what it meant to be with me
but thats okay girl i'll just sip the pink whitney
and hide away from all the feelings i feel inside
thoughts of suicide
they're never there if i choose to block them out
you could never hit my phone cuz i blocked you now

blocked (prod. dash)

lyrics:

sweat soaked sheets and feelings that i've only felt for myself
you left me out on the road but you know that i cant fend for myself

i'm too strong you know i wont ask you for help
i think this shits gonna drag me to death
i watched you walk away as you took a drag from his cigarette

sweat soaked sheets and feelings that i've only felt for myself
you left me out on the road but you know that i cant fend for myself

i'm trynna think of like anything else 
but all i can picture is your silhouette
got me dreaming of things that have not happened yet
im having nightmares that wake me up in a cold sweat


sweat soaked sheets and feelings that i've only felt for myself
you left me out on the road but you know that i cant fend for myself
i'm too strong you know i wont ask you for help
i think this shits gonna drag me to death
i watched you walk away as you took a drag from his cigarette

nervous (prod. wraithontheporch)

thoughts intro (prod. web)

why the fuck would i try at all (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

i cant ever make you happy
i wont even fucking try
remember when you told me i should die
i was only fucking 9
i know i was never wanted
you dont have to sink it in
you're mad no matter what i do
i swear that i can never win
 i never tell you anything
you say i ruin everything

stay awake at night
wishing i would die
every single day i look for reasons im alive
ive been looking for my purpose
right now i feel worthless
i dont know how people outside cant tell that im hurting
its hard to mask the sadness when your girlfriend hits you flirting
and baby i am sorry if i'm difficult to worth with

i cant ever make you happy
i wont even fucking try
remember when you told me i should die
i was only fucking 9
i know i was never wanted
you dont have to sink it in
you're mad no matter what i do
i swear that i can never win

loser (prod. wraithontheporch)

lyrics:

i left a note on my dresser
that tells you everything you wanna find
the reasons that i took my leave and decided to die
its way too hard to describe all my feelings
so i put them all in wav files i have on my drive
im still awake its like two in the night
wondering why im alive
i know you wish i couldve stayed
but i really could not live to see one more day

home but im dodging your call
i hear your voice as it echoes through walls
dont have to worry
no you shouldnt worry at all
hear my neck snap when i fall
kicking the chair
and now i feel nothing at all
and my soundcloud is proof of a man that was standing here tall

i left a note on my dresser
that tells you everything you wanna find
the reasons that i took my leave and decided to die
its way too hard to describe all my feelings
so i put them all in wav files i have on my drive

i killed myself last week (prod. wraithontheporch)

~ deadwood ~
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soundcloud emo rapper
i wish it was 2017

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