beat & vocals done by me and @octoberlies
october:

i hate the way you're looking at me
with those eyes say ur unhappy
with the way you started snapping
everything that fuckin happened


me:
wake up feelin depressed
thinkin abt all the shit that u said
wonder when youll get outta my head
ur still there so ill try again

you're still here

w/ @six-days-after-christmas

i know your sick of me 
knew that u would eventually 
i dont want you to leave 
its just a big catastrophe
christmas:
holding it over me
your taunting is in my dreams
did i ruin what i had 
or were u rlly gonna fix it all for me
are we still gona talk eventually??
prolly not but i'll beg on my knees
ur tone is scary wdym

catastrophe

finally love at last
i fell for u so fast
i dont ever ask
i just follow you, your path
i cant let up
im so distraught
its hard to tell
whether u like me or not

good music soon

love,, at last!!

@menthol100s

im tired of skin to skin
i cant let the right one in
your call is all i need to sin
let another one go im all in 
everythings been at my expense
i saw you leave when you found somebodys bliss
i cant write for you it never makes sense
wasting so much time on you again

shut my eyes and count to ten
wanna wake up in your skin
you only see her in your dreams and all you wants to sleep again
and the next time that i see i hope its you 
i hope its you
if not ill gouge these eyes out and i swear its true
i swear its true

let the right one in w/ skeleton

ft @blurxy

mesmerizing:
i tried to have a good day
its not working
i saw u
in my first period

u called me a burden
if it supposed hurt
trust me its working
trust me its working

trust me its working
trust me its working
trust me its working
trust me its hurting

boy in a room:
i see you movin that way
as the days pass away
i start to realize that i never had a chance in the 1st place
lets not play no games u can come to mine
ur not real because noone wants me
i thought i saw you but you love to haunt me
trust me its working out

burden ft mesmerizing

every time u leave 
girl i feel like an asshole 
i see ur smile 
and i cannot relax girl 
i love ur hair i love ur eyes 
but i dont think im alright 
i saw u walking down the hall 
and noone else was there but u 
it felt like a movie when i saw u walking through 

i told you i said i was okay 
i know that its your way or no way 
i still think bout past times that we had 
now ur gone i cant help but feel sad 
i told you i said i was okay 
come with me ill show u what i think
i need you now more than ever 
could you  please stay with me forever

but you made me feel so blue
i dont know what to do 
i still feel this burning pain inside my chest

i told you i said i was okay

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends

you decide

5/18/2024 3:38 AM

i dont wanna let u down
in this vacuum theres no sound
feed my self into the hounds
can we kiss and make it 
loud?

stab me with ur knife
stomache bleeds all night
take my life just twice
velvet tears and
why?

and white

cry like velvet

w/ @six-days-after-christmas
prod us as always
i heard ur doing fine 
so i want talk to much 
wont waste ur time 
i hope u live ur life 
with happy memories
of u and i 

its just so hard for me to let go 
when i held your heart so damn close 
and now nobody wants to know 
how i feel well

you know i love you 
you know i need you so 
i wont deceive u 
girl i dont even know 

why i would trust u
i knew that you would leave
i hope u realise 
all  that u done to me

your call is still all i need
and i've been waiting quite a while for u to be
the one i'll always run to once again
the one that cant stand me 
one that hates my friends

forget what you'll do
you started nothing new
your love never left my room
its never about what i do

cry like velvet

if i was perfect

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