ft. six days after christmas
mixed by @blurxy

pumpkin party

all guitar & vox by me
this was made in a rly short time lol

lyrics:

look at that, blood leaking down my arms again
can’t eat, all these words are fucking with my head
i feel sick, not doing better
to your hands, heartstrings are tethered 
tired of the rainy weather, can’t get out my fucking message 

useless, can’t fix it
i’m fucking pathetic
don’t ask me to do shit,
i’ll tell you ‘forget it,’
i’m tired of breathing,
the toxic waste inside the air
i cannot be me, 
i’m breaking down & no one cares

words on the walls, they still speak to me softly
wrap around my feet, then they wrap around my body
letting go of everything i’ve ever known, ever known
wanna leave the world, i’ve got nowhere to go

It's fine, whatever

prod me

(sayaka? damn it, how could this happen? it's awful...)

acting out
playing sides
leave me out to die...

hold my breath
count to ten
take my hand tonight...

where's my soul?
lost my gem
i don't feel alright...

hug my bear
like ur here
with me, hold it tight...

(miss tomoe? - if soul gems get burst to witches, then we have no choice but to die. both me, and you. - stop it!!!)

(i don't want this, i can't take it anymore!!!)

i miss holding my teddy bear to sleep

prod ratatooulie or however u spell it im not french

i just want you to me
nobody else

let go my secrets
i loved you since 12

look at my face
and show me ur hate

say it for once
and i'll leave u away

from me, to you </3

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later x @six-days-after-christmas

four leaf clover

im alone again in my room
i dont trust anyone anymore
i built a bridge to get to you
but you broke it and i felt blue

i cant trust you anymore
no i cant trust you

you dont even care at all 
you dont even care at all
you dont even care
about the things i had to say
when was the last time you thought
about the times
we spent alone
in my room
when you played with my hair
my life was just complete at the time
 
 burning hate and forgiveness
coincide
it got the best of me
i tried to ignore
and tried to forget
but the thought of you 
just wouldnt go  
 
it hurts love
someone who
doesnt love you anymore
i can run
i can hide
but the thought of them
wont ever leave 

you dont care anymore
you dont care anymore
you dont care anymore more more more
you dont care anymore
your dont care anymore
you dont care anymore more more more

you dont care anymore

october instrumental @octoberlies

since december
i can't change u
we're falling different
guess we had to
i remember
when i saw u
didn't know now
we would argue

do u hate me ?
ya i hate u ...
i don't wanna act out
i can't help but lash out
when u look at me
try to hide my feelings
but u always figure them out
i'm always left with how

i can't change you...

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids not prod me

made this cuz im sad

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

why are you sorry?

@six-days-after-christmas
vocals by six days after christmas, 
guitar by me & six days after christmas
drums by me

i can't solve my head
it's all i've been
i hate how you're on other skin
it took so long to admit that i'm obsessed
no matter how much i admit you won't come back

six days after christmas - all i've ever been, all i ever will be

all by me

lyrics:

my memory fades
i wish that i changed
pls don't go away
pls don't go away
in the bush she lay
all it happened same day
i think that i'm fake
i think that i'm fake
i'm so fake
i'm so fake

think i'm fake

Bojack Horseman x The Begining by Flawed Mangoes

why are you sorry?

if i was perfect

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