websitezero december '24

prod. heyzbee & neverforever

is it sad i want to know how how bad i hurt you
you’ve dealt with me for so long, your patience of virtue
i want to be someone you cry to
but i’m still unsure what i can do
please do not lie, if you aren’t mine, just say so
our star signs, do align, but im ghost
it’s bout time, i realize, that im froze
so i hide, in your eyes, but im stoned

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

i try to tell you something but you never get the hint
god i’m scared to say i like you i don’t wanna be dismissed
yeah i’m filled disappointment cuz i think i can predict
everything that you would say if ever did admit
it’s affecting my health
distancing myself
wish i could tell
god, this is hell

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

object

prod. heyzbee & michael harrison

heyzbee: 

i’m so lost, i’ve lost my purpose
only sure that life’s not certain
just started that’s just the surface
i’ve become someone that’s worthless
i think i’ve become a burden
please tell me i have a purpose

i was spiraling in every direction
got to the point, i couldn’t finish a sentence
so far gone with all these pills i grew dependence
now i stare at the world as if it’s ending
i’m so lost i dunno what to do
keep on talking honestly it’s nothing new
everything that i said was true
but keep defending him even though you knew

dreaming that your innocent
but you are just as bad as him
i see your faking ignorance
so let’s just talk a little bit
you lied about the evidence
you said you say it as it is
yet here you are defending it
this scene disgusts me let it end

shine:

look for a light in the tunnel i found
if i creep real slow, i wont ever make a sound
but you ran from me
you never ended up home
cancelling
any friendship we owned
i cant stand to be
stepped on by a ho
but fuck it's great to be
sitting here alone

cus they treat me like a joke
they won't ever know..

heyzbee:

i was spiraling in every direction
got to the point, i couldn’t finish a sentence
so far gone with all these pills i grew dependence
now i stare at the world as if it’s ending
i’m so lost i dunno what to do
keep on talking honestly it’s nothing new
everything that i said was true
but keep defending him even though you knew

ilyl1ght:

(god)
tired of everything this aint the main attraction (no)
i'm sick of everyone butting into my business
i hear everything you say
nothing you do goes unseen
i just sit quiet and watch
how you talk effortlessly
ohhh
if i were to die today
i wonder what god would say
your dancin into the palm of my hand
your thinkin you can escape
your thinkin
think again

lost (feat. shine & ilyl1ght)

Intro 
What a time to live 
What a time to die 
The miracle of life 
It circles all the time 

You’re born and then you live and then you die and then you are soon forgotten
Generations pass and you are soon forgotten 

Verse
As the voices grow in me 
As more of the world I see 
I learn I grow I breath 
I curse I hope I plead 

What time is it 
As I stare up at the clock 
When is grandma visiting 
As I’m slipping on my socks

What the fuck is this 
Growin up is my business 
All these changes to my body 
What the fuck is this 

Callin out to my father 
Callin out no one comes 
Callin out for another 
Day of life above 

Above the ground above the clouds
Running off till I’m never found 
Playing hide and seek till my life turns bleak 
What a miracle it is to watch the time just eat away

the miracle of life (prod. tiedforsilver)

Glow
X16 

See your diamond ring 
Know I’m standing by that thing 
You’re my everything 
It’s hard to tell you everything 

That I feel that I feel up inside my veins 
You’re my love you’re my heart you’re my everything 

Definition of passion yuh 
Yeah this love is ever lasting yuh 
Idk what spell you’re casting yuh 
But it’s magical and now I just wanna watch you 

Glow
X16

See your diamond ring 
Know I’m standing by that thing 
You’re my everything 
It’s hard to tell you everything 

That I feel that I feel up inside my veins 
You’re my love you’re my heart you’re my everything 

Verse 
Oh my god it’s amazing 
Yeah the way you make me feel never changing 
Yeah you emanate this glow that Ive never seen before 
Yeah I owe it all to you for helping me explore 

Explore the world and experience love 
The way it’s written down in the story book 
Yeah I lay with you just staring at the stars above 
But then I glance at you realizing I didn’t even have to look 


Got a star got a star right next to me 
Always bring out the best in me 
One day you’ll live out your dreams
And I’ll just watch you 

Glow

glow (prod. tiedforsilver)

Intro
Step into my shoes 
Walk a mile in my boots 
Tempted by the bottle 
Haunted by my lost soul 

Verse
Followed by some ghouls I know it’s true 
Sippin from my cup even tho I said im through 
Through with fuckin up day and night 
Fight against it with all my might 

It’s like geez Louise why can’t I breathe in peace 
All you see in me must be make believe 
Cuz I don’t know when I’ll see myself again 
Oh when I’ll seen myself again

Hook
Step into my shoes 
Walk a mile in my boots 
Tempted by the bottle 
Haunted by my lost soul 
X2

My spirit is crushed 
My soul in the dirt
My heart in the mud
I look to you for survival
For safety
For love

Verse
Scared to death I know you’re scared to death that ima die one day and you’ll be far away 
But it’s ok cause I’ll be in a better place somewhere I’m safe from everything that’s after me 

Woahhhh time is running out I gotta 
Goooo tired of all this constant doubt 
Just 

Hook
Step into my shoes 
Walk a mile in my boots 
Tempted by the bottle 
Haunted by my lost soul 
X2

in my shoes (prod. tiedforsilver)

Hook
Stressed pressed see me I’m a mess
Rest less in my bed all vexed 
Got my dome running pressure on my chest 
Still I’m cold blooded know you’re not impressed

Verse
Every season see me I’m still bleeding 
Now I’m needing what I’m fiendin for 

Extra liquor extra buzz gotta fill my cup 
Cut me off but out of love know you’ll never run 

Faded but you still think I’m the one 
Jaded but you still think I’m the one 

Gastly all the things that I’ve done 
I’m still haunted by the ghosts the have evolved as I’ve moved on 
I’m still looking for the answer so I mimick you 
I don’t got to much to live for but I’ll live for you 

You’re wrapped around my skull 
Taken all my thoughts 
can’t even express that
You’ve fixed all of my wrongs

Hook
Stressed pressed see me I’m a mess
Rest less in my bed all vexed 
Got my dome running pressure on my chest 
Still I’m cold blooded know you’re not impressed
X2

Faded but you still think I’m the one 
Jaded but you still think I’m the one 

still think i'm the one (prod. tiedforsilver)

Wicked pt. 2 Ft ilykira (Taigen)

ft. @devins_world
prod by @prodcxrter x retz
LYRICS
If they aint like my new shit idrc
I dont take the elevator, bitch id rather walk the stairs
to go up is some work and i dont workout near enough
And everytime i swag just know its off the cuff
I be dripped out, beyond belief
If i get rich im finna diamond up my teeth
Im not looking for the drama im not looking for the beef
Still searching for the commas, but passion is enough for me

Working all night, i got class all day
Chose my fights, and i make my way
Dark days, dark nights
I remember smoking underneath them park lights
Never had a bar fight, only been to a bar twice, it was alright
But wouldnt go again, id rather stay at home and discord with my friends
Lifes a precious thing, got me asking where the time went
I dont really care, lay back and close my eyelids
Baby please forgive me, interrupt at awful timings
Steady going up, but not scared of declining
Ima do what ima do, stay grinding

If they aint like my new shit idrc
I dont take the elevator, bitch id rather walk the stairs
to go up is some work and i dont workout near enough
And everytime i swag just know its off the cuff
I be dripped out, beyond belief
If i get rich im finna diamond up my teeth
Im not looking for the drama im not looking for the beef
Still searching for the commas, but passion is enough for me

Devin:
Big chief like im mahomes im steady improvising 
Yeah I’m pushing along but life is terrifying 
I pretended I don’t care but when they’re not there I still dream of montclairs and rolling in diamonds 
Yeah they don’t even know me but got opinions 
Cause societal norms be shaping every vision 
I be living better now, just chillin on my couch but people always wanna get up in my business 
I know it’s true 
Envious people can’t get over you 
I got what they want, lil bitch you can’t have it I don’t give a fuck so you can move on and get past it


IDRC ft. devin's world [prod. cxrter x retz]

prod. ?

lyrics:
I thought there was a chance that you'd come back again
Does this mean its over? My brain can't comprehend 
Waiting by the screen, this can't be reality
Almost 23, is there no one for me?

I'm having a smoke
And drinking my jack and coke
Telling some jokes
This is how the punchline goes

I wonder how it feels to be missed
Seems like it's easy to forget I exist
Putting up a wall made of cement and bricks
Cause its easier to block it out than to deal with it (x2) 

havens perspective:

You always said you'd come back to me
It's hard to believe this is happening 

I wish this could just be a dream
and the next morning you'd be next to me 

Oh how I loved you so 
but you let me go way too soon
and I wasn't ready to say goodbye to you

scorpio:

I wonder how it feels to be missed
Seems like it's easy to forget I exist
Putting up a wall made of cement and bricks
Cause its easier to block it out than to deal with it (x2)

But would I do it all again? If I knew how it ended? 
But would I do it all again? If I knew how it ended?

cement and bricks (feat. Havens Perspective)

heart attack

prod @fleshgolem x taurs
LYIRRRRRCS
Blospar bible verse1 im chilling
Chernobyl toxic im spilling
In my own open world im a villain

Am i in the wrong or right well baby whats suits ya
Shawty in the passenger seat toyota supra
Hello kitty pistol grip she got that deadly shooter
Make u disappear triangle to bermuda
Watch this pistol pop just like the tart
Lost n fkn toasted amelia earhart 
Armed up with some red shells aint need to touch ur kart
Boxed in they gon get you all corralled up just like a mart
KO to the left KO to the right
Jackie chan every mother fucker up in sight
D20 roll the dice, perception to entice
Blospar bible spread to white boys like its lice

40$ thrift haul, got 6 things couldnt even buy 1 at the mall for that price
I aint rich and im not afraid telling no sacrifice is made by telling the truth
For some things, but maybe not all, cause consequences might fall
Rome wasnt built in a day, So neither will i
Hands together n pray up to the sky
blue eyed devil, roll me the die

Lame ahh mfers tryna tell how me hows this goes
Send ur body to the chapel cause this pistols hot to go
Your second like luigi and im first like mario
In my games i get coins in ur games you meet ghosts
So lil bro just take the hint, if not dead youll be in splits
Get smoked up like the menthol and chewed up like some mints
Claim u slippin dirty, that aint nothin but some flint
Toyota fucking supra, try to catch me thru this tint

Blospar bible verse1 im chilling
Chernobyl toxic im spilling
In my own open world im a villain
Tryna test me n this choppa gets to killing

Am i in the wrong or right well baby whats suits ya
Shawty in the passenger seat toyota supra
Hello kitty pistol grip she got that deadly shooter
Make u disappear triangle to bermuda
Watch this pistol pop just like the tart
Lost n fkn toasted amelia earhart 
Armed up with some red shells aint need to touch ur kart
Boxed in they gon get you all corralled up just like the mart


toyota supra [prod. flesh and ‪taurs‬]

(prod. Miércoles)

lyrics:
scorpio:
there was once was a man who
travelled down different avenues
trying to find a place he belongs
but he never found the place that he wants

there once was a girl who wrote in her diary
saying, "i wish there was a boy for me
the one that i dream of
but i dont think he'll ever come"

Zoe Beaufay:
you
been by my side the whole time
but you didn't believe me and that's alright
cause you
made me feel bad so many times I can't even count

wow, I was so down
you feeling proud

I'd rather watch the moon
at least it shines for both of us
and it reminds me of what I should do

there once was (feat. Zoe Beaufay)

100 CAD
prod. @fleshgolem x aless k

LYRICS
Robert borden 100’s we gon stuff into my jeans now
My aura got a forcefield so brodie put the beam down
Came to talk my talk so ima talk it til you see sound
Blospar bible lemme tell you what ur lead found

Nothing but a swag wizard smokin up a bowl n pack it
Nascar number 14 chase briscoe on my jacket 
Ima run it up til i'm fading to the background
Put my blow up on a timer baby whats the countdown

5,4,3,2,1 
We gon roll a burner as im passing to sun
Whipping out the tona, we gon give it my son
1984 turbo z, will leave ya stunned
Buffed up like the paint, i chipping in the be grain
Im like trotsky post lenin they gon crop me out the frame
But i dont really give a fuck, i just roll the dutch
We gon smoke it up, i got more tenure than my beat up converse chucks

Baby yeah im sick with rhymes
Getting chicken dinner time
Wendys combo ima need a frosty on side
Cause im ice cold freezing, but im never froze
Always on top, pen game on prose
We gon pose n take the shot, educated to the grave
And educated thoughts
Blospar bible til the day i fkn rot
How much cash i got a lot
but this music never fkn stops


robert borden 100's [prod. flesh x aless k]

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is you’re not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractured homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

Dancing through pain - Vails

Lyrics below:

I've been down, lost in the shadows, Fighting doubts that feel like gallows.
In the silence, I heard the whispers, But deep inside, my heart still flickers
Every stumble taught me how to stand, With every heartbeat, l'll make my plan
The whispers of fear, I'll cast them aside, Embracing the strength that's deep down inside

I'm taking back my light, it's my time to shine, With every step I take, I'll claim what's mine.
No more hiding, no more hiding 

No more shadows lurking, I'll face the dawn, With courage as my armor, I'll rise and move on.
With every heartbeat echoing, I'll break the chains,
Unraveling the past, l'll dance through the pains.
Dance through the pain
Dance through the pains

I'm taking back my light, it's my time to shine, With every step I take, I'll claim what's mine.
No more hiding, no more hiding 

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Bailando a través del Dolor

BIG POT 2 - THE SAGA CONTINUES.
Thanks to everyone for signing up for this lmfao

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE

#fortnite #meme #song

BIGPOT 2 w/ evergarden, notcursed, Shine!, Liru, yungcray, Kid Benzo, OhMyGon!

lyrics ⬇️

no i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
yea i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

you cant keep up w these options
left and right you be tossin these questions to me
dont expect itd be awesome
theres not much to see

like cordoroy im waitin here while feelin like a beast
out of my mind and down on my knees
you can tell me what i needed to be
gettin so cold out that i start to freeze
double the crutches get stompped by the cleats
u dont need nothin u wanted from me
ima be further away from the scene
i dont want nothin to do w the beans
im crossin my arms when you show em to me
turnin up everything before i leave
im makin my mark i want em to see
where i would be 
where i would be if i didnt have grief
ill put down my gaurd and ill make em believe 
yea i been to places that i couldnt reach

send me a shot 
hit witta bat
outta the park
not comin back
no time soon
yea thats a fact
a big monsoon
changing the current track

yea yea i wanna lay there but not on a mat
yea yea i feel the cold air surface into the flat
yea yea maybe its all i got maybe its all i have
racin until im gone baby i feel like a stag

comin up- a dry time
double up my life line
and i dont wanna tell a bad lie
but its hard with your eyes

and you were all i wanted
then you broke a promise
it wouldnt be too classy
if im being honest

a compromise dont seem much if it already seems overwith
put a tripod in the hallway then ill wait to see if the camera glitch
got phasmephobia fearin all the ghost thatll be comin in
walk far til im clearin my system and ill settle in

yea gentlemen
cold hearts spark adrenaline 
had a bold start but you tremblin now
old cards got me holdin my ground

i cant be here im not attached
and i apologize dear but its too bad
i spent a couple crummy years
and now i lack
everything i could of gained while we were sad

monsoon (yunnygoldz)

lyrics:

vails:
i feel stupid baby that i lost you
on my own now, nobody to talk to
but do you care at all? i havent even had a call
its a shame because i think there was something hidden in the walls
a message with you on the other side
but i bury my face against my pillow every night
so was it a dream? or can i intervene? 
cause theres nothing more i need 
than you in front of me

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

he4vy:
oh oh, do you care at all?
i dont think you do
i only hope im wrong

get me out i just cant compress all my thoughts
of giving every chance ? recreate what was lost
im cutting all of my friends and family off
the simple structure of a broken man inside of my coffin

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

rip. 3.7:
ive been in my head for a minute now
ive been lost i cant find a way out
life aint fair, at all, at all

yeah i wonder if you ever, ever fucking cared
baby ive been in my head, im scared
i was standing here, but im really not there
yeah, i wasnt prepared at all

scorpio:
Oh, oh
do you care at all?
dont think anyone does
not a text or a call
my eyes leaking floods
never felt so small (x2)

do you care at all? (feat. Vails x Rip.3.7 x He4vy)

prod @yunnygoldz
LYRICS
Tryna take ur chances well you better bet slow
Words might hurt and those seeds might sow
Gold bars turn to grey on death row
Lined in the land with an s o s
Never ever stopping yeah i never take a rest
Like bet, ima put this double action straight into your chest
Checkmate no chess
wanna face death, say less

pain is just an adjective for whatchu bout to feel
I mean real hurt real melancholy which don't heal
Life is always ravaging, turning like a wheel
Everybody has a folly our achilles heel

Big talk, rick walk, where my spot jigsaw
Chevy chevelle with a big block
Why u pissed off, crack ur teeth like u bit rock
Dodge caliber srt4 yeah this shits stock

Red line hauler we gon blow another gasket
Blospar the goat, well depends on whos asking
Russian roulette we gon play it with a bad bitch
One wrong bet, gotchu leavin in a casket
 
Hold on, i need more caffeine
Im talking 2,3,4 monster energys
Nah hold up we gon rep it for my team
Blospar bible sentence death to every enemy

Revive, rebooting on a new wave
Matrix bullets get to shooting like its bluray
Drop top mushroom cloud in a doomsday
this might be a living hell for me an average tuesday

Baby i might need some patience, this due diligence is killing me
Rollin up a blunt n face it, no matter what ill fulfil my dreams yeah

Black earbuds charging by my nightstand
Iphone 10 in the pocket to my right hand
Bottle flip we gon get drunk where pint lands
Stack of robert bordens in my wallet thats a light band

Talk a lot of shit, but i dont really mean that
I just do my thing, and roll out like machine tracks
Spitting out some mean tracks, smokin on vaccine pack
blospar bible where the zealots and the feens at
