shordy i just found u through scruffpuppie n im FEEEEEEELIN your music 

i am beyond proud of you i fucking love you so much it makes me wanna SCREAM

the smell of the dirt and the way that it hurt so good
the fear in my eyes the way that i flew so high
the lingering guilt that i'll always feel
oh and the scar on my arm and in my heart

past my suicide attempts and the hospital visits
i am still here
forget the pointless regrets and them endless cigarettes 
i am still here

maybe i have a reason but i don't know
im changing with the seasons i can't let go
past is in the past i'm better now
but i can't seem forget how i fell down

the silence of the fall the way u called out my name
the shake in ur voice ill never forget the noise
the bruises on my knees the way that i pleaded i'm sorry
oh hating see u cry i was just so done with life i wanna die

past my suicide attempts and the hospital visits
i am still here
forget the pointless regrets and them endless cigarettes 
i am still here

maybe i have a reason but i don't know
im changing with the seasons i can't let go
past is in the past i'm better now
but i can't seem forget how i fell down

the voice in my head it wants me dead 
it never stops im sorry for givin in 
it always wins in the end
so i pressed the gas the air was thin
whispers to me drive off the cliff
so i did
i let it win
depression
i gave in
unhinged 
launched into the wind
clenched my fists broke my wrist
i'm alive but what's my purpose
i'm still alive what's my reason

reason

nineteen

Cigarette

Lyrics: Boiling pot head of cabbage with a lil brain damage, no bad bitch just rebellious teen savage, depressed but I still manage, don’t apologize it’s my baggage, don’t socialize if you just talk garbage. Open your eyes to see what’s inside, lucid state teen suicide, just a state of mind I’m not trying to hide, opening maps doesn’t help me survive. Into the wild, before Im poisoned and die my mom raised a good child. I’m  Friends with the trees, leafs all piled in the November breeze before the brain freeze, she said she love me, but she’s a dream, I was asleep. Mistook the zz’s for little lovelies for warm and fuzzies like corn fields and bumble bees. Brought to my knees over the simplest things, she’ll never know the real me. It’s easy to see something crazy without empathy, I counted my eyes and found three. You did too, but only saw two. Blindfolded poems I wrote for you. The crayon I used says baby blue. You’re my baby hunny boo. Summer watermelon honeydew, silent sunrise 5:32. I’m writing this cause I miss you. Oh you like it? It’s just something I drew of the moon, chance the rapper tunes eating a bowl of honey bunches of oats cereal with a slotted spoon. Raisins in my kids packed lunches, I’m a loon with surreal visions, that acid really pack some punches, more like hundreds. Hold me down before I bungee jump it, just dropped it. Paper wasps  got me allergic, tin foil folded lysergic. Trippy hieroglyphics, hallucinating aurora borealis. Rest In Peace, to the greatest, lil peep, you’ll be missed.

Pine Needle Green

ive been counting sheep
trying to fall asleep
without you by my side

no matter how hard i try
i always seem to lie awake 
feeling nothing..
wasting my time

you say you love me
but you don’t know who i used to be
and i feel like you should know
 
i’m starting to feel tired all the time
how do i escape my mind

 i feel my bones compress 
i’m ready to let go
of this weight in my chest
i’m tired of being a mess 
i’m not i’m not 
i just a little off track
i’m paranoid
im a hypochondriac

doing my best to avoid my feelings 
seeing eyes watch me in the ceiling 
and i know it’s not what it seems
but i still feel lonely in my dreams

{bridge}
why am i ..
drifting away

why do i ..
feel like this when i know i shouldn’t
i know i shouldnt 
i know

i feel my bones compress 
i’m ready to let go
of this weight in my chest
i’m tired of being a mess 
i’m not i’m not 
i just a little off track
i’m paranoid
im a hypochondriac

hypochondriac

in the morning

sorry its been a while but i been working on some exciting stuff lately!!!!
thanks soo much for sticking around :]
its a sad one but i wanna make more lovey songs soon!!!

lyrics:
I'm laying in bed (i think i'm)
I think i'm crumbling again
I need all of you
You're wasting your time
Don't think i'll ever be fine
In this life of mine

I think i think way too much
About your hands and your touch
This can't be good for me

skateboard dream

New Recording 6

imagine

trust issues

18 yrs old. she/her. musician & producer
instagram— @wednesdaybabi
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imagine

wednesday🦋

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