hotpot

ye im a clown
ye im a clown 
ye im a clown
ye im a clown

ur beautiful eyes
they get me
im in love 
im in love

im in love with you
what am i gonna do
he's in love with you
and ur in love with him
yea it hurts so bad

ur wearing his hoodie 
and u look so happy

im a clown
im a clown 
im a clown
im a clown

his brown hair
ur red dress
i saw you kiss him
before the math test
im starting to love you even less

im so in love with you
but ur not

his brown hair
ur red dress
i saw you kiss him 
before the math test

ye
ye
ye
ye
ye
ye
ye
ye
ye
ye
ye

ye im a clown *demo*

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Late At Night

prod me wit @odihu & @mqxixo (shoutout wuj)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3ThfD6whQ3jeXUvtHo5vN8?si=b9ebd3e522d642b8

[me:]

reduce my heart into oblivion
i dont care i dont care
take my bed and throw me in a river yeah
i dont care i dont care

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

i love u so much so much
when im near u i blush i blush
could we make it just us jus us
just us just us
just just us

i dont wanna hurt u 
oh no oh no
i just wanna love u
i just wanna eat u

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

[odihu:]

i wanna see you
i wanna be you
get so close yeah i just wanna fell you
youre like everything to me my dreams come true
hug me softly when uiim in a bad mood
feel like an elephant in the room\
feeling so bad fell like excuse
i should take it
i cant face it
when u take my hart bb pls dont break it
wish that u were next 2 me it fell just like its rainin
im so stuck i think that im caved in
i cant abandond you youre the whole point of my life
hopefully well meet at one point isnside our lifes
im so sad becasue i reaklly really tried
well be together one day and well be fine

[moxi:]

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 
am i trying to hard? 
will any of this suffice?
i rlly care ab u 
i wanna change ur whole life

hp- hoowwoeooooo
i wanna change ur whole life
4x

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 

[me:]
grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

eat yu (ft. odihu & lifeless)

prod me ft @bloodsekai

@yukisasayaki:
can u see my lies
theres no god up in the sky
just a pessimistic guy
always need a point to cry

need a fucking life
cut my wrists up with this knife
cuz ur always fucking right
and i wont put up a fight

no one even cares
im a loser i get stares
try and talk to u
i wouldnt even dare

suicide is so quick
reality is all a trick
suicide is so quick
reality is all a trick

can u see my lies
theres no god up in the sky
just a pessimistic guy
always need a point to cry

need a fucking life
cut my wrists up with this knife
cuz ur always fucking right
and i wont put up a fight

no one even cares
im a loser i get stares
try and talk to u
i wouldnt even dare

@bloodsekai:
blood is pouring 
off of my neck
u rly should've died 
when she stabbed u in the eyes
all these bad thoughts clouding my head
i cant even think i just want u dead
knifes are laying down on the floor
its always so silent after war
i rly thought u said i was urs
but  i guess all roses are covered in
are covered in thorns

brought this on myself
and i know it cant be helped
i fell in love with hell
cuz i fell in love with hell
i rly loved ur hair
and i rly wish u cared
now im staring at the end
at the end i just stare

can you see my lies w/ bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

throw my head right
i can't sleep, why?
honestly i
dont even wanna die
tossing, turning
my chest, burning
yea im hurting`
but i gotta get thru this

i'm biting my nails
i'm nervous
my only thought's
"i can't do this"	  
but i wanna try
but i wanna try
i dont wanna cry
no i dont wanna cry
throw on a scarf
it's cold outside
i cant steal ur heart
but u can steal mine
my brains wrapped in
a thousand lies
i tell myself 
and all of human kind

throw my head right
i can't sleep, why?
honestly i
dont even wanna die
tossing, turning
my chest, burning
yea im hurting
but i gotta get thru this

i know i'm not bad
but i'm still sad
i can't trust myself
i only bring me down
down
down
down
down
down

throw my head right
i can't sleep, why?
honestly i
dont even wanna die
tossing, turning
my chest, burning
yea im hurting
but i gotta get thru this

bloodsekai .. honestly, i don't really wanna die

@bloodsekai @yukisasayaki

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

im waiting for my friends
to wake up, until then
i'll be crying in my bed
don't know why i'm so upset
everyday it just gets worse
but i act like i'm not cursed
can't feel my face, i'm not immersed
I've been lying, everything hurts

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

i jus wanna feel something
razor to my wrist i cant feel it sting
cut my circuit off with string
ur the one behind everything

im not good enough
always 1 above me 
im not good enough
im not good enough
always fuckin up
they've always had enough
i dont wanna love
i dont wanna love

its been too much
n i keep it to myself 
but these scars on my body 
rlly say i need help
but im too far gone,
ive got no one to tell
cant stand another day
in this permeating hell

i don't care what u think of me
i would rather be a freak
rather stay in my room and be a neet
than go outside and not be free
u can think what u want
but idc
i'll do what i want
cuz i'm not scared
go deal with the world
and lose ur hair
i'm happy as i am
i won't take no dares

bloodsekai + yuki - i would rather be a freak

What if every song had two lives?
What if the same emotion could sound completely different, angry in one universe, hopeful in another?

That’s the question behind Altered Perspective, the newest sound experiment from MeloManiac.
Every track on the album appears in two forms: one original version, and one reimagined through a completely different genre and mood.
It’s not a remix project, it’s a transformation.
A test of what happens when sound, style, and storytelling collide from opposite directions.

One moment you’ll hear raw rock, metal, or cinematic grit.
The next, that same song might return as a synthwave dream, a jazz funk riot, or an industrial ghost.
Each version reveals something new, a shift in tone, a change in feeling, a different emotional lens.

Featuring collaborations with artists across multiple genres, Altered Perspective invites listeners into the creative experiment itself.
It’s a journey through contrast, chaos and calm, despair and joy, rage and release. Showing how a single story can wear a thousand different faces.

Because sometimes, the song doesn’t change…
You do.

Bullet Proof Ft. The Midnight Marksman

EVERY STEP (Feat. Ready for Damnation)

Fuck off!
To the little dude
Who thinks he's
Hot shit!

Fuck off!
To the little dude
Who thinks he's
Hot shit!

Scorn of the Unworthy
Blight Upon the Arrogant
Scorn of the Unworthy
Blight Upon the Arrogant!

Fuck off!
The little bitch
Who thinks 
She's god's gift

Fuck off!
The little bitch
Who thinks 
She's god's gift

Scorn of the Unworthy
Blight Upon the Arrogant
Scorn of the Unworthy
Blight Upon the Arrogant!

Their pride is pitiful
They are broken
And sick
They are weak
And stupid!
Sons and daughters
Of a Bitch!
Of a dammned, fuckin', Bitch!

Scorn of the Unworthy
Blight Upon the Arrogant
Scorn of the Unworthy
Blight Upon the Arrogant!

They were taught this way
They were brought up this way
They learned this way
They earned this way!

Scorn of the Unworthy
Blight Upon the Arrogant
Scorn of the Unworthy
Blight Upon the Arrogant!

Scorn of the Unworthy

i use s my songs as a way to my express myself and how i feel about the world an eveybodyu around me

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