I Suck, You Suck, I Suck At Happiness

Even When I Dont know how to play you'll stay

on the floor

prod me
kill myself
watch you run
dont cry baby
is it not fun
kill myself watch you bleed
plz dont say that im crazy
im okay im doing fine
i promise this is not a suicidal
plz dont run plz dont hide
i promise im not that type of guy
just know that im doing fine
i stalk your corpse
and wonder why i like
cut your skin skim your limbs
wonder if you can survive after this
now ik your okay
do you love me watching ok
bloody limbs
bloody lips 
i wonder if i can give u a kiss
kill myself
watch you run
dont cry baby
is it not fun
kill myself watch you bleed
plz dont say that im crazy
im okay im doing fine
i promise this is not a suicidal
plz dont run dont hide 
i promise im not that type of guy
i just know your mad at me
ik your anger i can see
screaming loud for some help
dont know you no one can help
ik that your scared of me
i promise im everything you need
watch you cry watch you run does it not sound like fun
kill myself
watch you run
dont cry baby
is it not fun
kill myself watch you bleed
plz dont say that im crazy
im okay im doing fine
i promise this is not a suicidal
plz dont run plz dont hide

please dont cry

i am posted up like a barbie
in two months i'll look like a fine shit
i dont care bout nothing
i dont care bout nothing

okay all my friends are the truest
ostatnio jest zle i wgl 
she want to be at the first place
ale nie może do nas wejść

jakbym miał wybierać co dla mnie znaczysz
nie ja nie mam uczuc musisz mi wybaczyć
always swaggin on these bitches like jestem gwiazda
stop talking shit bout me nie lubie tego za bardzo


idc bout nun

prod @bloodsekai

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fantasize your touch
i wanna feel love
distanced it sucks
i'll stay i must
we'll meet just trust
don't leave me i'll rust
wait for me im your bus
light my sky like dusk

i dont feel out of place your words make me feel at home
i wanna be stuck to you until we turn to stone
please say you wont leave
i want to be yours to keep
i'll fly out and see
what love is truly
thats if u love me
thats if u stay by me
please stay close while im low
and when im high dont go
im here for u u know
just give me time dont go
just give me time dont go
just give me time dont go
just give me time dont go

just give me time

https://open.spotify.com/track/1NCucKNiA95f9yxt28FqpH?si=90441ae34bbe46b5
prod. deathsuppressant
lyrics:

you hate me
i dont know why
ive asked you like 1000 times
i just dont wanna be despised
and attacked for the things i like </3

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again 
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

i really miss your touch
is it love or lust?
every time my name is brought up you have a fuss
you tell your friends im dumb
when you see me you throw up
and i dont know how that is
cause we used to be in love!

like what the fuck did i do?
you said you love me 
thats a fluke
your a batshit crazy bitch
what the fuck did i get into?

no friends i need some buddies
when you notice me
i feel lucky

i just want a simple hi.
talk one time then say goodbye
i just want another life
dont bother me when im with my knife

cut ,cut, cut

i feel like im not enough.

i know you wanna spill my blood :/

so do it slowly

i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!
im so upset
because you want me dead
your hatred needs some rest
i dont know what i did
but im so sorry
im so alone
nobody hits my phone
your love is a hoax
it doesn't make me happy happy :<
i will be dead
alone inside of my bed
youll never see me again
and it makes me so happy happy!

why arent i happy happy? (p. deathsuppressant)

prod me had friend with chords for da guair part
i talk to you girl 
why do you seem so blue
you say you hate me
why would go say that
ya yea
you say you hate me
you say hate me why would u go say that
you say you love me
why would u do that
why would u go do that
why would u save yourself
i know why you dont want to lie

hi everyone

i proded 
tell me slowly ik it hurt
tell me something 
ik
you never call me cause you always know
take the bullet away from him
tell me something why
tell me why
tell me why
tell me you dont wanna die
tell you dont wanna die
you been lying
tell me something 
you been lyingh
why are you lying
why are u lying
tell me that you love me
do you think im pretty
why do you always hate me do you think im ugly
do you think im ugly
do you think im ugly
do you think im pretty
everything so pretty
i take the bullet ik it hurt

your bleeding from your pretty corpse and i cant help

I wanted it to be me

im sick :cc

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@bloodsekai

it all went bad 
its not like im sad
ur probably mad
ur better off glad
my words meant less
cant say no or yes
hope ur not hurt
i knew this wouldnt work

my love isnt eternal barely lasted a month
u had me for forever but that wasn't enough
i tried to hold on hold on for so long
i tried to be honest but it felt wrong
i hung on to lust 
but u just wanted love
each day always felt the same
u'd bore me it was so lame
unless i spoke no words were said
trust me i drowned in that silence
i felt guilt when i left
ur too much for my tolerance
im glad i came to my sense
"when will you find love?" idk when
its not something i think i can
i always know how things will end

I wanted it to be me

wencel

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