Name: ᘿᓍS-ժƒ×."ᑢᓍᒪᕲʂҽӀƒ_𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨" by 𝐕𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐎𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐚 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐡
Duration: 4 min 7 s
Description: A demo from my in-progress album, "The Self-Digging Wound."

this is the most beautiful fucking track ive heard in such a long time genuinely reignites the passion i have for music

Belich's rapping is off the chain on this

Artwork by @uniow_

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│ │ ⠄⠄⠄⠄ │ ꧂꧂꧂꧂ │
│ │ ⠄🌠⠄ │ ꧂ ꧂ ꧂ ꧂ │
│ │ ⠄👁⠄ │ ꧂ ꧂ ꧂ ꧂ │
│ │ ⠉⠉ │ ꧂ ꧂ ꧂ ꧂ │
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Through the Crystal Window

Vanilla Corridor

"𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠,
𝐍𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭.
𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐥,
𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐬,
𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞.
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠."

A lullaby for myself.

𝐔𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥

"𝐀 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐦 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝, 
𝐀 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐬.
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐬. 
𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥, 

𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐧𝐨 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐲?
𝐖𝐡𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐧𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐭𝐡?"

A lullaby for myself.

Hello, 
I wanted to announce that, like some of my releases prior, such as “Even Still, Ever Still” and “The Lord Of Fools,” this composition represents another year of growth. I am so unbelievably thankful for the support my project has received over the past 5 years. 

I also wanted to take this time to announce the multi-media project I have been working on for the past two years, titled “The Self-Digging Wound.” 

This release, “To Ideate,” will likely be the last single I put out before the full project is released. Additionally, a proper album preview / AB side will be released in the coming months. I will not be releasing any more music on streaming services (i.e. Apple Music, Spotify, etc.) and will be primarily hosting the experience on a personal website, as well as SoundCloud. This project has grown so much in complexity and I’ve grown so attached; I want to give it the proper vessel for interaction. 

I cannot promise any release dates at this point as I approach my final semester at Berklee College of Music. I will say with confidence, however, that another update will be provided.

I can’t wait to share with you all what I have been working on for “The Self-Digging Wound.”
Thank you for your patience.

With love, 
Vara Osiria Belich

𝐓𝐨 𝐈𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞

This project, along with a selection of other solo pieces, has been in the works for over a year now, and is my first non-collaborative release since Physical Acoustics. During this time I've done a lot of reflecting on my musical process and the kind of work I'd like to do in the future, and I feel this song incorporates elements from both sides of this transition! Thank you for listening, and please enjoy :)

Static Reflection

music video:
              https://youtu.be/OLQYj8zS6Jg

ANTIPUTREFACTION

Ough!! rc1

Purchase link: https://2l3l.bandcamp.com/track/let-gomorrah-hide

Lyrics:
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Mind pollution
Barely lucid
Swarming corsairs
Plant illusion 

Mind pollution
Path diffusion
Slipping forbear
Tempt obtrusions

An inspired creeping back
From sense,
So tell me the ways that you feel.
Oh, my memory,
To fall in love,
With rotting trees.

Let Gomorrah hide,
Let Gomorrah hide,
Let Gomorrah hide.

Father, I'm not guided,
Won't you tell me I should,
Sing my own eulogy?
Faith my sin-raising fires,
Stop dead at my good heart,
Wearing thin.

Kinda like it, I hold still,
I hold the lifeline, but why should I stay tied? 
I know nothing I say would move his mind,
You know, solemn demeanor don't make right.

Strangled herbs,
Your touch is gone,
I heal, and I'm lost to the urge.
I don't share your faith,
But I'm holding,
The fertile earth.

An inspired creeping back,
To sense,
Don't tell me the ways I should feel,
Oh my memory,
I'm still alive,
I'm still alive!

Oh, I hope, 
In your eyes I'm a sinner,
And it feels so refreshing,
Judgement melts and
Pluto holds my hand,
I fall, in love,
With rotting trees.

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Like Static Reflection, this song has been in in progress for well over a year. I attempted a lot of styles that were new to me, which made the production significantly more difficult than anything I've done before, so I'm very glad it's finally out! I hope you all enjoy :)

ᘿᓍS-ժƒ×."ᑢᓍᒪᕲʂҽӀƒ_𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨"

𝐕𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐎𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐚 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐡

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