weird and proud of it

taste in music include
punk
pop punk
rock
alternative rock
metal
folk
soul
anime theme songs
foreign music
music with meaning and passion
acoustic
and mashups

I am tone deaf and a beginner at guitar. im easily confused by the trumpet, bassoon, bass, double bass, cello, violin and viola. I cannot play piano or keyboard. have no fundamentals in the drums and don't understand why in the world the bagpipe was created. I have no artistic talent, two left feet and cannot act. 

I am known as strange, shy, loud and weird
I speak way to much
I cant spell, pronounce, or use punctuation. I am terrible at maths and cant do a single essay, report or test right.
basically im a failure to the human world and the only reason im alive is because of amazing music and just as amazing friends.

weird and proud SEA