Are you for real, or is this just a dream?
That kiss said everything
I thought broken hearts stopped beating
Oh no
Feels like its starting all over again
I don't wanna feel anymore

I thought broken hearts stopped beating
Oh no
Before you bring me back to life
Will you please take out this knife
That I don't wanna feel anymore

Feel Anymore, Featuring Franji

I have been researching ways that sound can be used to heal our minds. 

This song is the first project I have shared since I began learning about music therapy.

This song can bring me back to relative calm if I listen to it while I am panicking. 

I hope that this helps anyone else who deals with the kind of anxiety that I do.

This Song Will Make You Feel Good

we're keeping you divided, all it takes is a lie to both sides of the aisle

oh, we got you working in the rat trap and when you get back home we're going right back at it again,

"you can't trust those people over there, they're telling you lies, believe me, you can't trust those people over there"

we're here to make a buck, we don't care who we're hurting

pay no attention to the man behind the curtain

never forget the boogeyman is coming to get you

you want to be sedated, want the good stuff, you've had enough of this dichotomy

we've got that thing you need, but you're not good enough, so get in line for your lobotomy

they're telling you lies, the boogeyman is coming to get you

we watch you suffer, only death is certain, pay no attention to the man behind the curtain, we're here to make a buck, we don't care who we're hurting, pay no attention to the man behind the curtain

we are all just weirdos next door to someone

The Curtain

My attempt at describing anxiety in a way that you could dance to.

My Mistress Anxiety (part 1)

This song is about that moment when you change from missing your past abuser into realizing that you are better off without them. Use of the "f" word warning.

I wish you could see
how perfect we'd be
I wish you could see
forever in me.

I wish that you could see your future here
I wish that you could see there's nothing, nothing to fear.

It's not real

I'm watching it happen again
playing like a broken movie.
Maybe another chance,
maybe another lifetime,
or maybe it was never meant to be.

I wish that you could see me now
I wish that you had ever seen me.

Fuck you
I wish that I could say
I don't need you.
Fuck you
for taking everything away.
I don't need you.

I don't need you.

I wish I could see
any value in me.
I wish I could see
who was I supposed to be?
I wish I could see
anyone else like me.

Weirdos Next Door

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