idk why you randomly followed me but your music is gas.

2010 w/ kuku

@on1yone
it is what it is but things wont be the same

started ft. on1y

golden

beats w/ monte booker sounds 3

sorry u guys had to wait son long but yea
this what i been doin for the past 2 years 
hope u enjoy :)
https://linktr.ee/jptheog

with you in the dark

smack bro prod waypast

lemonboy - offthemap

It’s time I finally put all this turmoil in my head to rest.


(Verse 1:)Mmmm I know for a fact there’s  some maturing I gotta do
Gotta work on my mental, so I’m getting back to my roots.

Got a new man, hope that he treats you better than I do
Clear as day that this love shit i don’t got not a damn clue 

Stuck in a loop, uh

Why can’t I control this lil attitude for nun

Question myself everything that I do, uh
My nihilism started fuckin up your feelings too, uh

When does it ever get better
Wearing my heart on more than just my sleeve that shit a whole sweater

I’m tired of crashing and burning and constantly hurting I’m not even special

I wanna pull a disappearing act I don’t mean Penn and Teller

Killing myself is the ultimate present

I really was weighing you down, 
I truly am sorry

Apologies for not being able to handle all you baggage properly 

And constantly
Needing the reassurance I know that you tired of me 

Suicide will be an option for me at all times I had to cut ties, you see

(Hook:)

I don’t know what to do
Keep on stressin over you
Negative point of view
I’m not sure if I’ll pull through (x 2)


(Verse 2:)
Cut everyone off and went straight into hiding
Scars on my arms from the taste of excitement

Stressing her out with my negative mindset
She said, “ If you’re gonna kill yourself then just leave”
You left me no other choice but to flee

I’m lost in my thoughts I see negative outcomes
I’m ready to go and I think that’s the problem

Tried cheering me up it was wearing you out, huh
My apologies our plans didn’t work out, love

You know 
How many times you said you weren’t sure

If you were willing to deal with this anymore
And askin what was all of this time wasted for

You know 
You never really trusted me at all

Thought if I was ‘round other women I would fold and fall
Now I can leave this Earth with a bit less remorse 


(Hook:)

I don’t know what to do
Keep on stressin over you
Negative point of view
I’m not sure if I’ll pull through (x 2)

lemonboy - offthemap

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