FETID 04

LIVE TIGER '99

I saw you screaming
at the world of reason
as it gave but it did not provide
your water
and its burden
which was more than it's worth 
when you see yourself without divide

WATER BURDEN v.2

THEME - LON LON SAMURAI

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PART ii - LON LON SAMURAI

all music written sculpted revised recorded dealt with cleaned up after laid to rest forgotten found out dug up by Billy Vraciu -- 
with episodic hallucinations of slink, Black Death Dragon Sahara, Salah, his father, Eve, Danielle, Arrakis, Hashish mind deconstruct into sea of Chefchaouen-blue vistas, ultimate sad death, being for non-being -- 
manic moonlit management of traces: Deerhoof, MBV, Koji Kondo, Waiqueys, Huachuma, Pitusiray, 23 enigma, midnight Tangier streets, Berber markets, dark-eyed Moroccan boys strumming cave wisdoms atop Alhambra, Om! Great Thunderbolt I'm Dark Void mounting Pachamama -- created during period of world wanderings 2015-2017

Episode IOX

Episode IO

Episode I

(new single from upcoming album Who Am I??)
Hey there old friend, old love, how's it gone?
I think about you on and off
now, I'm not here to burgeon your mind
with my slimely intention to display what's been severed

but I do believe this kind of thing goes on forever,
you know,
this "weaving together thru the frameworks of experience"
and tho there's nothing now I wish to exchange,

the next time we struggle upon public place
I'll greet your sweet face with a grimace unlaced
with anything porous or pouty or sour
or blind/reductive dumb grim and parasitic 
the past is the past and I'd like to leave it at that

it's worn on my back like some big ugly cross that one bears to the grave
where all things are forgotten
and out of respect to the great mighty source, I'll elect to say
"no!"
I cannot neglect,
that no one is anyone's tool

it doesn't matter where yer going or have been
to what winds you'll commit, or what lack of therein,
from black mountain cap to ancient salt flat,
to Italian boyactor love made in helicopter,
I truly and vulnerably do not give a damn

"do as thou wilt shall be the whole of the law"
it's just hard enough loving oneself 
without all the baggage and pains of attachment
you've got to stand up ALONE, cuz who else can stand up for you??

so there it is, my thought's are in the fire

Identity is just a cloud of smoke

But hey, I appreciate you

i appreciate u

Mastered by Ben Hixon

I see you, Lightfoot Dancer
like Sufi kicking leg above head
you're a lense of fade and an arcane blondestreak
God gave you the garden, I just said "Bravo!"

All your tourists they mixed rock and roll up with politics
and got snakebit to deathshock by Boyhood Folly
"ahh love, all love, its the Last Thing of All,"
while rolled in the midnight throes of regret I swore,

"my awful memory swirls in disarray,
fingers from the mirror slowly curl around my neck
I load my veins and go fuck a magazine,
I've got nothing left to hold onto"

Now I was pleading with God upon the Island of Man
When up from the Earth comes a door with two hands
it had a blue pill in the left, red pill in the right
muttered something about something but I just popped em both at the same time
Into the Rotting Kingdom I went for a drive
cried "Goodbye, Dreamer!" and was gone by dawn
o, what a rotten film that is my life
All i can think is how delusional, forced, arrogant... eck, gah, whatever

Big phantom cruelties all hiss at disarray 
I screamed FREEDUMB!! and I gave up everything
They called it Truth, but hey, the Truth is just a house
A parasitic wind has kissed me on the mouth,
"out from the alley and into the streets," as it were...
Oh the machine that has brought my many deaths
sits on a cold throne made of spine
...
Now I for one seek freedom in death
You've got it all when youve got nothing left
what are you here for? I'm here to go
just leave your Self at the door...

welcome to heck

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