Lyrics:

When I'm happy and enjoying the company 
Of a group of other slurring drunken teens 
I feel survivors guilt 
For myself 

For every single person sat alone at the bar there's a hundred other people who didn't make it that far 
So when I'm high on a good time I stop and I 

I just think of you 
hanging in your room
 
I've sat alone, I've read my book
and felt it hurt, when nobody looks
To be alone with no one 
To feel lonely with 

So I was only person to notice you
When you were standing by yourself, looking at your shoes
then the chest started hurting 
Because I was too
 
I look at the moon
The lonely flag is you 
So I picture you hanging in your room
And you sit and read
drinking tea 

Its like you don't care about anything 
So I want to make you smile, want to make you sing 
Do you need a someone
Just like me
 
I think it's in the way you walk
Or in the way I think you would talk
And your eyes are pretty
Probably
 
I think of death sometimes
Then I'm asking why
Why are you hanging in your room
Maybe I should try
To just say hi
 
You're in a burning house, shouting out
I'm a scared firefighter having second doubts 
as the walls collapse, you're in my head
We're a nervous wreck of human sweat and tears and chest compressing loneliness 
And the fire it engulfs us as we kick and scream and wish we weren't alive 

I want to hold you tight
And hold and laugh and cry
When I imagine you hanging in your room
It makes me feel like I'm 
Not alone in mine 

And you're hanging in the ocean, alone at sea, you're hanging on a hillside and you're hanging with me
And you're hanging by yourself, but in my dream you were hanging from the ceiling fan and blaming me

Hanging

Lyrics:

When I look at you 
All I see there is me
When I look at you
You've got juju

So I'm running away 
With the man who misbehaved (he killed my kids)
Cracked burdened and saved
But please don't ever give him that relief 

I don't want to simply be just me
I'm eating pork pies, haunted by poltergeist 
Who tells me he's my only friend 
I (sleeping Beauty wakes to see me and screams the boot of charming steps on dream) just wanna sing
we're made of mache lined with toupee 
Moulded by some horny teen, I
 
I'm running away
 With the man who misbehaved (he killed my son)
Cracked burdened and dumb
He told me that it's a better feeling than none
 
My friends discovered fire blazing in two jars by wire
We know it soon will die out 
We'd burn before we sat there in the dark
 
Lightning trees spike from the ground 
and crack and snap and all around
Your friends are screaming looking for meaning 
in the light that twists and burns and bleeds them
 
I ran away, away from home
Now I'm missing, I'm all alone
My name is on a poster, eyes are empty my face a ghost of me
And I can't see (see myself)
Am I vampire walking? Talking kiss me on my lips, I
 
I'm running away 
From the place I ran away to
And I'm confused
Feet burning in shoes
Please don't ever tell me that yours do too

Wellington Smalls