idk if this was the intent but this sounds exactly like my bpd symptoms so this part hits

weathered (acoustic version prod. saint tomorrow)

my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

https://soundcloud.com/bodygaard
https://soundcloud.com/yurmsauce
https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Art by @Worldwidewilly
Lyrics:
[Pre-Chorus]
It's like I'm moving on
I'm always calling you out
Is this what this love's about (Is this what this love's about)
Dancing by the street light
I still can't see you
(It's alright)

[Chorus: Noahh]
Think you developed, you in the same place
I swear I can't do another talking stage
This is too good to go
Am I for real, I don't know
You won't be there after rain
Think it's about to snow
I spent too much time on you
Just to not go see it through
Swear, I always fucking lose
I say I don't care, but I do
I think I'm running out of time
I'd say I love you but I'm lying
My head was gone, that's bottom line

[Verse 1: bodyGaard]
My, oh, my, I've been through it all
I don't mind, if we call a draw
Time and time again, I can't be honest with you
You gave me reasons for trust issues
So all this time I really thought we werе compatible, but nah
This realization hits me hardеr every time I see you go
I waited far too much, the perfect moment passed me long ago
And everyone in second place, I'll only settle for the gold
But now it's getting old
My fate is in the dice that I chose to roll
You can see the sweat drip down my face
Knowing I've been replaced

[Verse 2: Yurms]
Lost in the lights, I'm alright, but I hate you
I don't know why I got a list, why I hate you
Open my eyes, I'm awake, made a breakthrough
How long can it fucking take to?
Really?
Held up by pillars
Stuck in a blizzard
Feeling your pressure
Never gets better
Stuck in the cold, feeling the shivers
Stuck like a sliver

[Chorus: Noahh]
Think you developed, you in the same place
I swear I can't do another talking stage
This is too good to go
Am I for real, I don't know
You won't be there after rain
Think it's about to snow
I spent too much time on you
Just to not go see it through
Swear, I always fucking lose
I say I don't care, but I do
I think I'm running out of time
I'd say I love you but I'm lying
My head was gone, that's bottom line

Snow w/ Bodygaard & Yurms (Rosesleeves)

@0arid
@brknglss
@remghost
love u guys :D

angel ft. arid prod brknglss & remghost

kurse11: https://soundcloud.com/kurse11

brayam: https://soundcloud.com/ogbrayam

act_up w/ kurse11 (brayam)

#1
@domerrz
@victxrw
@mental

[@domerrz]
every night, i'm waking up
wonder why you given up, dont give a fuck 
i've been hurt a thousand times, i've been struck :/
people that I shouldn't love, I shouldn't trust

out of time and out of love running out of luck
and it all comes from my heart, if i lose this one then im done

i hate being stuck so i had 2 give it up
how'd u say u win
u been stuck at 10th
but u think ur number 1

[@victxrw]
i thought u were bluffing
eveything i did for u, it feels like nothing...
all this violence i cnt handle, pushing and shoving
look at it from a different angle, make up for smth

feels like im in a pit of darkness @_@
feels like im trapped inside this carcass
of my past self, im never perfect :/
tell me baby was i never worth it?

(was i rlly worth it, no?)

(i was never perfect, oh)

spotify

#fromtheheart w/ victxrw (mental)

@domerrz
@owtiss
@victxrw
@1yeezo

www.instagram.com/01domerz/
www.instagram.com/owtiss1/
www.instagram.com/victxrw/
www.instagram.com/1yeezo/

[@domerrz]
my grass is full of snakes
you flourish, my heart decays
id rather die this way
i guess that never changed
it never goes my way
ill always end up breaking
then, ill go insane
its all the same at the end of the day

[@owtiss]
i worry bout the same things i dont care about the next day
i dont think ill ever change
i dont wna stay awake
i dont wna ever think
everything is all the same
does it rly even matter if i try
everytime u talk its the same old lies
now im counting down til the day i die
every single day i just waste my time

[@owtiss + @domerrz]
wish i could change :/
but i know ill stay the same (the same)
n i wont talk ill endure the pain (decay)
everyday til i go insane (insane)
wonder when ill finally break (break)
things never go my way (wake up)
getting tired of always saying it (saying something)
well i guess its okay.. (okay)
cuz its all the same at the end of the day!

its all the same w/ owtiss (victxrw + yeezo)

U-Turn (Lili) -
Aaron (Acoustic Cover By Cha ~)
Acoustic Guitar 
Voix douce
Atmosphère douce 
Ambiance chill
Arrangement épuré 
Ballad 
Folk 
Pop
Mélancolique 


U-Turn (Lili) - Aaron (Acoustic Cover By Cha ~)

うまく行ったかどうか分からない - H0

うまく行かないなんて 君は言うけど
うまく行ったかどうかは 分からない
悲しいことがあったと 君は言うけど
涙の出し方を 忘れている

大人のふりして 歩いてきたら
いつの間にか 大人になっていた
子供になれない 子供のまま
行きたい場所さえ 分からないけど

夜が夜のまま 僕らの空
追いつくと 知っていた日
この夜の 消えない魔法
忘れられない 空の下

飛行機雲が どいて消えた先
星空を 切り裂いた流星
その場所で 鳴っている
君を見つけた
弱かった人

-

잘 안 된다고 너는 말하지만
정말 잘된 건지 아닌지는 모르겠어
슬픈 일이 있었다고 너는 말하지만
울어버리는 방법을 잊어버렸지

어른인 척 걸어오다 보니
어느새 정말 어른이 되어 있었어
어른이 되지 못한 아이인 채로
가고 싶은 곳조차 모르겠지만

밤은 여전히 밤인 채
우리의 하늘에 남아 있고
언젠가 따라잡을 거라고
알고 있었던 그날
이 밤의 사라지지 않는 마법
잊을 수 없는 하늘 아래

비행기 구름이 비켜 사라진 그 너머
별하늘을 가르며 떨어진 유성
그 자리에서 울리고 있어
너를 찾아냈어
약했던 사람을

┈┈┈┈＊┈┈┈┈＊┈┈┈┈

**〈 うまく行ったかどうか分からない - H0〉**는 제가 직접 작사·작곡·프로듀싱한 자작곡입니다.

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〈 うまく行ったかどうか分からない - H0〉 is my original song, written, composed, and produced by me.

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〈 うまく行ったかどうか分からない - H0〉 は、私が作詞・作曲・プロデュースしたオリジナル曲です。


Music & Lyrics: H0
Music Production: H0
Vocal: Kagamine Len (鏡音レン)

H0 - うまく行ったかどうか分からない (鏡音レン)

you used to to want me to yourself said i was the material you were curled up inside my arms i remember when 

i should’ve kissed you then

those green eyes they turn me to stone think maybe she like me but what if she don’t maybe i’ll just never know 

i can’t say that i blame anything on anyone except for me i’m where i am because of my mistakes 

hold my hand in my bed wrap me up inside your legs heartbeats so loud but we’re in sync miss you now should’ve kissed you then

i should’ve kissed you then

weathered (acoustic version prod. saint tomorrow)

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