Pandemic

An emotional rap-metalcore fusion reflecting on grief and lost love. 🖤 I wrote this 9 years after losing the love of my life to cancer at 21. This is a reflection of that grief and the path I'm on, a reflection of how I feel now at 30. I'm trying to remind myself of that unconditional love. 

Fuck cancer.

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Lyrics;

I made a promise to a dying girl, 
I forgot that pact and my god it burns,
Fire on my soul, torment on my mind, 
I buried you deep down inside, 
Locked tight in my own wooden box, 
Six foot under covered and lost, 
But I’ve found your shovel, I’ve nothing to hide,
Gonna dig you out and share my pride. 

Verse 2 

Buried tight under earth, fire, trauma and rocks,
I’m coming baby I will get through, 
One day you’ll hold me and see me too, 
But for now I gotta dig, dig for two, 
Maybe when I have I’ll get to see you. 

Verse 3 

Walking with you was truly my honour, 
I gotta walk faster, I wanna, 
Honour your name, your spirit, your laugh, Because when you left it tore me in half, Left me lost, broken and in despair, 
But it’s not over when I carry you everywhere.

 Chorus

 I’m digging and I’ll pull you out, 
Please take my hand and don’t look down, I’m drowning, please take my hand, 
I can’t do this alone please reach out. 

Bridge 

You showed me love I never had before, Saw something in me behind closed doors, Fire in your heart and love on your mind,
I’ll never let go, you’ll always be mine, Moonstars, cakestars and microwave times, 
They don’t know what that means, it breaks my heart, 
But they knew you and you showed me, These words can’t ever describe, 
The joy and love you left behind.

 Outro 

I was Bubba and you were my baby, 
Loved you more than moonstars in your sleep, 
Though broken, your love is my steady glue, 
In shattered moments, your love holds me true.

Dead Promises

The Storming
Pages In Clouds 2025

The wind has stilled, the sky won’t breathe,
The light retreats behind the trees.
I see the black tide start to swell—
It whispers like a funeral bell.

No prayer will stop what’s on its way…
So I kneel and let it take my name.

The darkness is coming!
The darkness is coming!
Brace your soul — feel it drum!
Suffer the storming! Bleed til it’s done!
THE DARKNESS IS COMING!
And I won't run!

Clouds like knives and thunder’s grin,
Tearing peace from bone and skin.
I don’t beg, I don’t believe—
I bare my chest and grit my teeth.

Let the winds split open my frame…
Let the rain erase my name…
Let the sky scream straight through me…
I was born for this agony.

The darkness is coming!
The darkness is coming!
Let it crash — let it break!
Let it drown all I fake!
The darkness is coming…
The storming will take…
EVERYTHING.

The sky has opened.
I feel no fear.
I close my eyes…
And let it tear.

Pb2025


A Morbid Mask

The Storming - played on BBC Radio 1  Introducing Rock with Alyx Holcombe

[Verse 1]
The skyline screams in gasoline hues
Smoke drips down like yesterday's news
Sirens hum me back to sleep
While demons dig where hope runs deep

[Pre-Chorus]
I used to beg for silence, now it’s all I hear
A choir of nothing, cruel and clear

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When every prayer I had was dragged on
I rot in the noise, erased from the throng
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Verse 2]
Billboards weep with vacant eyes
Selling pills to drown the cries
They scream "awake" while I’m half-dead
Gnawing on the lies I’m fed

[Pre-Chorus]
Apathy's a blade I kiss each night
Draws no blood but still bites

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When truth gets gutted in every song
I'm just static where the screams belong
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Bridge]
Watch the oceans blister, the heavens seethe
No gods, no grace, just grit in teeth
If this is survival, then let me decay
I'd trade this breath for a faster way

Skies bleed rust, and the soil won't sleep
Graves fill faster than secrets keep
I scream through smoke till my lungs are gone
Still no one's listening; just moving on

[Chorus]
Tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to carry on
When mercy’s mute and justice gone
My voice, a cinder, in a world gone wrong
When the world is on fire
Where do I belong?

[Outro]
Where do I belong
When even rage feels hollow
And hope won’t follow

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"The Architect of Flesh" - This track reveals the full extent of Crowe’s curse. Through the Codex Umbralis, his body becomes more than a vessel—it is remade as a living temple for the entity. Each scar, each wound, each murder was not random but part of a grand design: the construction of a gateway through flesh itself. The lyrics shift between Crowe’s horrified awareness and the entity’s triumphant proclamation, with Abberline beginning to realize that his partner’s body has been transformed into the ritual’s foundation. The tragedy deepens: Crowe is no longer simply possessed, but restructured, his humanity overwritten into architecture for something that wants to step fully into the world.

[Intro]
[CROWE]
Through time's deep cracks, the syllables creep,
Older than stars, in shadows they sleep.
Tongues forged in ash, etched deep in stone,
I form their shapes—but not alone.

[Verse 1]
[CROWE]
My veins they ink the script unseen,
My skin’s the parchment where gods convene.
Dreams carve diagrams in red,
Ancient glyphs where blood has bled.

I thought the words could give me sight,
Instead they claimed my shape outright.
The marrow twists, the tendons bind,
A temple raised from flesh and mind.

[Pre-Chorus]
[CROWE]
I thought I searched, but I was found,
A vessel forged, a soul now bound.
The Codex spoke, the lines were sown—
It carved a frame that’s not my own.

[Chorus]
[CROWE]
The architect of flesh claims and binds,
My blood the blueprint, my bones the lines.
The architect of flesh, design complete,
Through me it builds what can’t be beat.

[ENTITY]
Flesh is mine… design complete…

[Post-Chorus]
[CROWE]
Carved in marrow… etched in breath…
Life remade… through living death.

[Verse 2]
[CROWE]
Its script carved deep in bone and vein,
An edifice built through sacred pain.
My heart tolls like a chapel’s bell,
My skull the doorway, my ribs the shell.

It spoke in tongues my lips betrayed,
Each vow a stone the temple laid.
I was the seeker, now I’m clay—
Shaped by hands that won’t decay.

[Pre-Chorus]
[CROWE]
I thought I searched, but I was found,
A vessel forged, a soul now bound.
The Codex claimed, the patterns pressed—
It made my body manifest.

[Chorus (Variation)]
[CROWE]
The architect of flesh, no will, no choice,
My frame the altar, my throat its voice.
The architect of flesh, design fulfilled,
The door now opens, the blood is spilled.

[ENTITY]
Blood is spilled! Flesh is mine!

[Bridge]
[ABBERLINE] “What curse is this?”
[ENTITY] (Your partner’s skin)

[ABBERLINE] “He bleeds, he breaks—”
[ENTITY] (He builds, he makes.)

[ABBERLINE] “This path consumes!”
[ENTITY] (Through him I bloom!)

[ABBERLINE] “His soul, undone—”
[ENTITY] (The work begun!)

[Breakdown
[ENTITY]
Not man, not god—but what survives,
A temple built from living lives.
No silence left, no voice, no rest—
Only the Codex, carved in flesh.

[Final Chorus]
[CROWE]
The architect of flesh—I can’t resist,
Each breath a stone, each wound its fist.
The architect of flesh—design aligned,
Through me it builds, through me confined.

[ENTITY]
Through you confined… design aligned!

[Extended Outro]
[CROWE]
These hands were mine… (no longer mine…)
This breath was mine… (lost to design…)
This life was mine… (crossed the line…)
The temple stands… and I’m confined.

[ENTITY]
“Zorath’nim… Mor’thak keleth…”

Heartbeat slows, silence.


The Architect of Flesh

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