It came in my head when I was walking around the suburbs of Shanghai one day in 2019, that area reminded me of my home village

Gm | Cm | Gm | F | Gm | Cm | D# Cm D# | A#
[VERSE 1]
I’m wandering wandering wandering at the edge of the city,
Wondering wondering wondering where to go.
The neon lights and the tarred roads are as cold as fuck, babe,
Not a place to rest my soul.

[VERSE 2]
Then I come walking on walking on walking on the bridge that leads me nowhere,
Poppin up popping up popping up a bottle of beer.
And I say Hi to the stranger old man leaning on the rusted handrail,
But a sigh oh it is all I hear.

[CHORUS]
I lost myself,
In the burning winter in the frozen hell.
I’m crying out,
But can I even hear myself?

[VERSE 3]
The wheels go round and round and round in my eyes as I’m prowling down on the sidewalk,
I do too I love to watch them roll.
Is it okay if I just stay here for the rest of all this afternoon?
Call me a lazy man or whatso.

[CHORUS]
I lost myself,
In the burning winter in the frozen hell.
I’m crying out,
But can I even hear myself.

[VERSE 4]
And the ships are leaving the harbour only severals will come back,
Oh mister tell me where they’d go.
Who’s gonna be there if the wharfs are being broken and old,

[CHORUS]
I lost myself,
In the burning winter in the frozen hell.
I’m crying out,
But can I even hear myself.

[VERSE 5]
I’m wandering wandering wandering at the edge of the city,
Wondering wondering wondering where to go.
I’m wandering wandering wandering at the edge of the city,
Looking for you, home.

Edge of the City

A song written on Feb. 14th of 2019, my first song to my first love...Ehh just teenage love in high school though

C | Em | Am | Am * 3   C | Em | Am | A7
Dm | G | C | Am | Dm | G | C | C

Every love begins with secrets and the promises we make, 
In the end its all the memories created. 
now I just can’t help recalling, every time I think of your face,
the story before the snow came.

I remember every path on which we walked,
I remember how’d you smile or talk. Though I’ve gotta admit 
I miss you I won’t ever again cry for you anymore,
Cuz it was the past before the snowflakes fall.

I saw the light in your window fade,
Through the snowflakes fall on a Valentine’s Day.
How days bled to years, and we're on our seperate ways.
Oh white angels, take my blues away.

I remember every path on which we walked,
I remember how’d you smile or talk. I’ve gotta confess 
I miss you but I won’t ever again cry for you anymore,
Cuz it was the past before the snowflakes fall.

Before the Snowflakes Fall

A mocking song written in 2020
Dm→G→C→C
Am→G→C→C→Dm→G→C→C
Somebody save me from my loneliness? “有人来拯救孤独的我吗？”
Somebody give me hands to hold? “有人跟我牵手吗？”
Somebody get me out of wondering? “有人拉我远离徘徊吗？”
Somebody come and be my home? “有人能成为我的家吗？”

Somebody oh please come to my rescue? “噢！有人来救救我吗？”
Somebody calm my crying soul? “有人能平息我喊叫的心吗？”
Somebody breath life in my dark and blue? “有人能给我鼻青脸肿的生活带来新生吗？”
Somebody with me when I go? “有人跟我一起走向前路吗？”

Oh you people, craving craving for love, 唉，人们啊，为什么都急急忙忙地渴求爱情呢？
Oh you people, always want someone to touch, 人们啊，为什么总想着触碰到什么人呢？
Staring out my bedroom window, 当我看向卧室窗外，
All the promises are broken and blowing in the air, 所有那些被许下又被撕碎的诺言都在风中飘去又飘来。
Guess I’ll be traveling down the road with me myself and I 我猜啊，我还是先与自己相伴，继续我的旅程吧！

A friend of mine just broke up yesterday, asking me 我的一个朋友昨天刚分手，
out to drink his pain away. 喊我出去陪他借酒消愁。
Midnight has past and he’s still singing the blues, 呆到大半夜都过了他还对着我哭哭唧唧，
Well honestly I’m absent minded. 说句实话我早就走神了，
Thinking about the girl I’m falling for, 想想我最近喜欢的女孩子，
An angel flung out of space. 像从空间缝隙中出现的天使
Forget it I’m not gonna make no move, 唉算了我也不会去追求
it will never last anyways. 反正爱情哪里会长久

Oh you people, craving craving for love, 唉，人们啊，为什么都急急忙忙地渴求爱情呢？
Oh you people, always want someone to touch, 人们啊，为什么总想着触碰到什么人呢？
Staring out my bedroom window, 当我看向卧室窗外，
All the promises are broken and blowing in the air, 所有那些被许下又被撕碎的诺言都在风中飘去又飘来。
Guess I’ll be traveling down the road with me myself and I 我猜啊，我还是先与自己相伴，继续我的旅程吧！

Craving for Love

Could be a weird melody, but it reflects on what i felt on the day Longping Yuan (a Chinese agriculture engineer who raised Chinese out of starvation) passed away. A lot of other things also happened that day.

I feel the wind feel the rain i feel the coldness
I feel the breaths in my lungs feel them out and in.
I feel it all, i' m feeling it all.

I feel the crys feel the heartbreaks that' s miles away.
I feel the passing and images turning grey.
I feel it all, i'm feeling it now

I feel the sunrise feel it brings itself to me, 
I feel the birds and the flowers rising from sleep.
I feel it all, i' m feeling it all.

I feel the air feel the sky feel the ground that' s near 
I feel the interval between me and the reality, vacancy i see. 


Feel, i feel. Everything' s true, everything' s real.

Feel, i feel. Imagine it's true, imagine it's real.

Feel

About a girl I had a huge crush on
E7 Am D7 G
Like an distant isle in the mist of a morning, 
whispering a dimming dream.
Like a floating cloud at the edge of a sunset,
burning with no heat,
Like a static star in a meteor shower,
glowing too gently to see.

Oh that's how she sinks into my reveries

Reveries

Am Em Am Em Dm Am E7 Am
*V1* 
Think again,
Before you come and you get me,
Is this it, everything that you wanted?
Think again,
Before you reach out and touch me,
Oh am I, something within your reach.

Am Em Am Em Dm Am E7 Am
*V2*
Try again,
Throw in last bit of my courage,
Let it be, even if it's gon be dust and ashes.
Try again,
Pretending I still have the strengths, needed.
To glue my heart together again for you to break.

Dm Am E7 Am Dm Am E7
*Pre Chorus*
Oh haven't you realize, you're not the only one 
that i must have by my side.
Oh haven't you realize, it's not about you...
But Some How....


Am E7 Dm Am
You ignite me by surprise, put fire in my eyes, burning hot as day though we're only alive at night;
Breaking my disguise, disguise of my desire, run kisses down my neck where then you took the bite.
Breathing in my lungs huh smoking in my windpipe...

Think Again

Watching You Sleep
和弦进行： F→F#→C→C

Wanna watch you sleep
想看着你入睡
10 centimeters from you cheeks 
在距离你脸颊十厘米之处
Oh it's not that close, I know my breath might wake you up, 
不敢靠的太近，不然我的呼吸会让你醒来
Baby While you're sound asleep
醒来，从你安稳的梦里
I wanna watch you when you're dreaming
想看着你进入梦乡
those Murmuring lips open and shut again 
呓语的唇齿轻轻开合
holding back the thoughts of putting mine softly on yours, 
忍住吻上去的冲动
Betting on you're having a dream sweet.
怕打搅了你甜蜜的梦境
Just wait till the sun comes up, 
那就等到太阳初升吧
the sunrays goes through the curtains, 
等到第一缕阳光透过窗帘
and it goes through your red hair, and land on my pupils, and our eyes meet, 
穿过你红色的头发，落在我的瞳孔上，我们视线交汇
with our lips follow

Yeah the alcohol drives us crazy, the alcohol set us free, 
有人说酒精让人沉醉，酒精让人自由
but to me It's just an excuse, because your are poisonous times more.
而对我来说你却百倍令人沉醉
And darling I'm yours i'm yours i'm yours, oh I am so yours, 
我是你的
I'm so glad to be yours.
对此我很荣幸
But the sunrise'll wake you up and puts me to sleep 
然而当你那里的清晨摇醒你时，我却刚刚入睡
Fuck the earth is fucking round 
凭什么地球是圆的？
but the sunrise'll wake you up and you’ll find you’re not beside me 
然而当你醒来的时候，你却发现我不在身旁
Fuck the distance in betweeen.
凭什么有此间的距离

Wendi Duan