prod mix mast by me @leoxxe

shawty yur the one, i wana feel yur touch
i swear i fell in love but the money's not enough
n i do what i want but i feel so fuckin numb
got so many problems tht i can't fix i feel dumb

and these bad habits tempt me, reading what yu sent me
breaking down again all because a fucking text
all the words yu said, stuck inside my head
i can't believe yu fucking left i can't deal with this again no
too much goin on now, need to put my phone down
can't even record i jus break down on the floor
n i'm just livin life in agony idk what is happening
all the blood i bled, all the blood i bled now

bad habits

hit me 4 the bean

ljp2900 & xaalice - hit me 4 the bean (prod. asurah)

gang was off the grey goose 
they still gonna shoot when i point and i say shoot
he was talking down so i sent him up to jesús
now im ina stu smoking you in the booth
in a fat backwood 
im just that good
i wish i could not be misunderstood 
but they cannot see my facial expression under this hood
you'll know the feeling when your face under pressure of my foot (@6urbstomp)
gettin money like tom nook
i don't see hate i cannot look
never trusted a single hand that i shook
everybody a poser wannabe in my book
hit em wit a right hook the way i write hooks
nodding off what i took
the pills that i took 
could kill a whale quicker than a harpoon
im a tycoon
i been drained feel like thaiboy goon offa goop juice
watching cartoons on mute i think ima die soon

goosifixtion w/ fridvy (prod. glacies)

*a kingdom hearts inspired song*

prod. 888jammy
band: @damklvn

"THE WORLD THAT NEVER WAS" [Prod. 888jammy]

[zoloft]
I cant stand up on my legs 
Ivebeen tired all day 
Thinking abt the darkness i cave 
I was off something I cant say
When I talk i feel lost 
When yr here I dont know 
Why am I still going wish the snow would stop

[chxngii]
What the fucks the point of this
Lets sink to emptiness
Life as an abyss
Its the struggle that we try to find
Why we’re granted this time
Some would rather die
When others couldn’t even try


[zoloft]
Throw out the window everything u dream of 

Sorry I couldnt even fucking try 

Wasted my whole fucking life 

When i think about it wanna cry

[chxngii]
Rivers sway into the oceans decay
Nature heals with life’s blood 
Mother and Father without desire
Lead to lost children meant to fend for themselves
Cowards in their flesh 
We don’t know the struggle they possess in them
Silenced as a burden

[zoloft]
I think I sholdve killed myself 
But I just way to scared of hell
The devil really wants my soul 
But no Im never letting go

[$udz]
why can’t you let go 
why can’t you just let go
there’s something stopping you from letting go 
let it go let it go 
take a breath and just let  go 
air flushing out my lungs
i let it go 
now i’m free
as bird 
there’s no shackles on my feet 
i can fly, this life was weighing me down 
too much shit in this world making me drown 

[chxngii]
what the fucks the point of this
we age to nothingness
i’ve found some bliss
it’s the struggle that we try to find
why we’ve parted this time
sometimes i’d rather die
by your side but you never tried

[$udz]

you should try to clean your mess up 
your life’s a wreck and it’s holding up the traffic 
your bitching’s got me so sick 
so please just slit your wrists
acting like you will but you just want some Likes

[lilxwes]
I can’t smile when I’m near you 
I’m sick of the thought I was ever about you 
I can’t breath when I hear you 
Say my name 
So just shut the fuck up right now 

Why am I even tryina do 
What everybody expects of me 
Once I follow through all they do is expect the worst of me 
Why don’t I get any sympathy 
Is it cuz I sat to long in my misery 
Is this how you treat someone 
Who’s fought hell n back 
To get what y’all take for granted 
And stay dismissing 

Fuck life 
Fuck strife 
I can’t sleep right 
I’ve got regrets 
Cut slow 
I’ll bleed right 

You fucking BITCH!






Hey thanks for listening! go follow the guys they did an amazing job on this track I’m so glad I was able to be apart of it 
Special thanks to chxngi for putting me on and to puhf for making this sick beat ONI UP MFR!!!
-sllick138 

Here’s everyone’s links!!!
Chxngii

📸: https://instagram.com/chxngii?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

🎧: https://on.soundcloud.com/7gxnhzdXCR5Hqx4N9


$udz

📸: https://instagram.com/c0rpsebleed?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

🎧: https://on.soundcloud.com/7149vMyJ6kffHm2H9


Zoloft

📸: https://instagram.com/the_frozen_enchilada?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

🎧: https://on.soundcloud.com/w2Atxt9n2fsE4vfZA

“ThisIsAStory” ft. zoloft x chxngii x $udz//prod. [puhf]

I Cant Help The Way That I F33l

was i worthy of your time? did u love me at all?

cant h3lp - Xyliph x benXO x WLY Endless

3 months REMIX (w/ luv kuromi) (prod. capsctrl)

MV coming soon!!!! 
whoever was on insta live while i recorded this ily sorry it took so long to drop <3

Discord Shawty (prod. AntiSocialKid)

help me 2 realize 
i remember you
i can still smell your car
i remember you

when will you recognize 
the hell you put me through

quiet night or raging storm
lay me there with you

find a way
to fall away from us
it’s time to sober up
robotic without love

i wish to not exist
my wrist will remember this
i’m only here until i’m not
when i go it won’t mean much

the stars 
adrift
into the abyss
ill come face to face with god
the only father that i got

help me 2 realize 
i remember you
i can still smell your car
i remember you

light the way and i’ll come find you
lay awake and they’ll remind you
simulation will revive you
no escape from what’s inside you

i close my eyes i fall asleep
i pray the lord my soul to keep
the ghost of you is in my dreams
end my life to set me free

find a way
to fall away from us
it’s time to sober up
robotic without love

Trying Not To Feel

i wont wake up, i fade into a mirage

cover & backing vocals -- abz

mirage (the ushanka boy x splashgvng)

She talkin all crazy so talk to me later 
Cuz ima blow up and I’m leaving a crater 
The mix of the Percy’s and Xanax I’m hating 
The way I’m with drawling it feel my death day 
Yeah shawty don’t love me so why are you playing 
These games with my head I don’t need no explaining 
Yeah 4k and maxi just flip the Mercedes’ 
I can’t trust No joe I don’t know what he trading 

Shawty you play with the wrong one 
I got no friends I got my gun 
I stay with the strap when I pop out 
Got Gucci and fendi and go yard 
So I’m just right here by my lonely 
Don’t need anyone to hold me 
Pop off a molly I’m rollin 
Steady the darkness control me

lilvicbxi x gravestar - death day +kennybeats

Here to fight crime and FYB
Check out my friends music!
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[QUANCH]

https://soundcloud.com/user-561208870?ref=clipboard&p=i&c=0&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

[$udz]

https://soundcloud.com/c0rpsebleed?ref=clipboard&p=i&c=0&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

[CHXNGII]

https://soundcloud.com/chxngii?ref=clipboard&p=i&c=0&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

[ZOLOFT]

https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic?ref=clipboard&p=i&c=0&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

and here’s my socials if anyone wants to reach out!

👻:crustybieber138
📸: crustybieber

“ThisIsAStory” ft. zoloft x chxngii x $udz//prod. [puhf]

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